after putting on weight from drinking, i went for a walk and couldnt even make it a mile

[auboutduprecipice]

ive been drinking everyday for the past year just about and before that i used to walk at least three to five miles every day. ive quit drinking for two weeks now and went for my first walk in awhile and couldnt even make it a mile. i don't know how the obese can live like this. my biggest motivation is looking at my lean face in old pics and thinking of my previous tinder matches. im gonna starve myself and eat only proteins until the end of the month. wish me luck boyos

 

[turkproducer]

try modafinil

 

[fukmylyf]

cocaine helps

 

[auboutduprecipice]

if i can get either i will

 

[Bewusst]

Why do you drink though? I know how hard it is to stay lean when you drink regularly.

 

[Deleted member 1212]

ive been drinking everyday for the past year just about and before that i used to walk at least three to five miles every day. ive quit drinking for two weeks now and went for my first walk in awhile and couldnt even make it a mile. i don't know how the obese can live like this. my biggest motivation is looking at my lean face in old pics and thinking of my previous tinder matches. im gonna starve myself and eat only proteins until the end of the month. wish me luck boyos

You have a chad avatar that must mean you are good looking in real life tho

 

[auboutduprecipice]

Why do you drink though? I know how hard it is to stay lean when you drink regularly.

first i did it because i was miserable everyday then i did it out of boredom and habit. right now im just taking a lot of supplements to try and make myself feel better

 

[Bewusst]

first i did it because i was miserable everyday then i did it out of boredom and habit. right now im just taking a lot of supplements to try and make myself feel better

Fuck this life tbfh. Either drink away everything and feel better temporarily and get fat and uglier as a consequence or stay lean and deal with all the crap until you die. Chose between crap, vomit and garbage. Everything will suck anyway so it doesn't even matter.

 

[auboutduprecipice]

Fuck this life tbfh. Either drink away everything and feel better temporarily and get fat and uglier as a consequence or stay lean and deal with all the crap until you die. Chose between crap, vomit and garbage. Everything will suck anyway so it doesn't even matter.

i know man it's terrible. im starting to understand why guys who get older start to let themselves go and drink - they finally realize how much life sucks. ive been thinking about just getting painkillers or something just so i dont gain weight

 

[Bewusst]

i know man it's terrible. im starting to understand why guys who get older start to let themselves go and drink - they finally realize how much life sucks. ive been thinking about just getting painkillers or something just so i dont gain weight

Lmao how are pain killers supposed to make you not gain weight? 1g of alcohol has 7 kcal which is almost as if you gulped down cooking oil.

 

[auboutduprecipice]

Lmao how are pain killers supposed to make you not gain weight? 1g of alcohol has 7 kcal which is almost as if you gulped down cooking oil.

i didnt think things like oxy or vicodin caused weight gain

 

[Bewusst]

i didnt think things like oxy or vicodin caused weight gain

I misread your sentence but pain killers are worse than alcohol imo. I'd rather do crack than that

 

[Aesthetic]

Ive lost weight by smoking lately, issue is tho that my cardio condition went downwards hard.

 

[auboutduprecipice]

Ive lost weight by smoking lately, issue is tho that my cardio condition went downwards hard.

damn trading one toxin for another. what a brutal world we live in where these are our copes

 

[Aesthetic]

damn trading one toxin for another. what a brutal world we live in where these are our copes

I simply smoke bcs i am too much of a pussy to kill myself instantly, so this is the best alternative and it feels nice aswell

Atleast it will end my life faster