crion
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I know this might come across as an odd or satire post but I am serious and here to seek genuine advice. I have grown up in a difficult household, with a lot of childhood trauma. This is difficult to admit as a man but my father would often beat me as a child, changing my perspective of the world and stripping me of a childhood. I would spend alot of my childhood shielding my younger siblings from my drunk father instead of worrying about school and homework. Now that I am more independent and my father is no longer in the picture (he passed away and view it as paid karma) I find myself more comfortable reconnecting with my childhood. I want to reimburse this lost childhood by age regression but I still want to integrate into society, how can I start this newfound lifestyle and self betterment when looksmaxxing? Most age regressors are your stereotypical weirdos but I want to be as normal as possible about this. As a result of my fathers common and traumatic beatings, I feel as though I have become a masochist as I have become fascinated with the concept and have become more fixated on this. I think of physically hurting my potential partner during sex and imagine my future partner as my dad for revenge against my dad after he died. Afterall, that's what foids deserve for leaving me single at this age. To add onto this say I enjoy the idea of biting people because it reminds me of when my father would get the dogs to attack me and all I want is revenge and to inflict the pain I have endured on others. Of course, I want to keep the age regression private, so I will not be using pacifiers in public but I want to be presented as manly as possible while being proud of the age regression community. Do you think I can still attract atleast a LTB whilst maintaining this age regressing persona.