Agepill and lost time

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I usually don't make "It's over" kind of bp threads but this is just the plain truth,and as far as I can see you can absolutely do nothing to escape from it. There's no solution to this pill.

Yeah hypothetically you can ascend all you want,become a 6'5 25" bidelt htn, but how're you gonna gain back lost time? You can fuck and sleep with foids all day,for years on end however much you want,but will it give the same feeling you would've got when you were 13/14 in your first relationship in hsc and your ltr and you both have your first kiss? Will you ever be able to replicate that ever?

And through the years the agepill has gotten more and more brutal,now no matter where you live if you're 16/17+ and khhv you're a victim of it. By that time you and the girl aren't young and careless and full of love to give and radiate,she thinks of men as disgusting creatures for the most part and you think of women as something to conquer. It's not the same feeling ever again.

Now some people are gonna suggest fishing for jbs, even then tell me ,will you be able to face the malice in your heart at the end of day,because deep down you do know,that you're an old fucker and you had to do "muh ascension" to even pull a young foid, well knowing that you missed the closest a man can get to unconditional love in his whole life (atleast status and money matters significantly less and you can pull by being decent looking in hsc)

How will you ever get the same feeling when a young foid is first time in love,head over heels,she thinks of men highly and gets crazy just by a little peck on the lips, and she would look in your eyes with pure love and no hidden intent,her pure soul would make you feel like nothing in this world ever as you yourself are a teen and the feeling would've been unreal,you won't get excited like a kid when you're 25. That time is brutally lost bhais.
 
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THIS IS FOR TELLING THE BRUTAL TRUTH FOID !!!
 
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Youngcels and oldcels gtfih BUMPPP
 
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Everything is completelt outside of your control in this life especially genetics and the attraction that you are naturally able to garner from the opposite sex so it's pointless to ruminate what if and feel regret over anything.

It's not like you could have done something but you didn't because you were lazy, it's because you are subchad/subhuman from the start and nothing could have altered your destiny.
 
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Nothing will ever make up for lost chances
 
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Everything is completelt outside of your control in this life especially genetics and the attraction that you are naturally able to garner from the opposite sex so it's pointless to ruminate what if and feel regret over anything.

It's not like you could have done something but you didn't because you were lazy, it's because you are subchad/subhuman from the start and nothing could have altered your destiny.
But thats my dilemma,I was physically capable,but I being ND fucked me over, and covid further made me more nd
 
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@superpsycho @2025cel a thread aint complete w/o yall
 
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Ye, it's over for 27+ cels
 
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REPLY THEME SONG: https://youtu.be/hq0rZ3IiyWw?si=
Yeah it’s fucking over bro, I missed out on teenage love and there’s nothing I can do to reverse it.

Teenage love is an important developmental milestone, missing out on it WILL mentally hurt you.

Agepill is brutal indeed, no amount of money and no ascension will reverse the effects of the agepill.

Even if I get rich and slay every weekend when older, I can’t get back lost time.

Teenage love is the most genuine, authentic form of love. When you are an adult, you have responsibilities and the woman you are with will love you only under the condition that you provide for her.

@vidit
@loyolaxavvierretard

 
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REPLY THEME SONG: https://youtu.be/hq0rZ3IiyWw?si=
Yeah it’s fucking over bro, I missed out on teenage love and there’s nothing I can do to reverse it.

Teenage love is an important developmental milestone, missing out on it WILL mentally hurt you.

Agepill is brutal indeed, no amount of money and no ascension will reverse the effects of the agepill.

Even if I get rich and slay every weekend when older, I can’t get back lost time.

Teenage love is the most genuine, authentic form of love. When you are an adult, you have responsibilities and the woman you are with will love you only under the condition that you provide for her.

@vidit
@loyolaxavvierretard
I dont even want a woman in my personal life anymore. If I talk to a woman outside of work I feel like killing myself. Your last para is true though no matter what people say
 
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REPLY THEME SONG: https://youtu.be/hq0rZ3IiyWw?si=
Yeah it’s fucking over bro, I missed out on teenage love and there’s nothing I can do to reverse it.

Teenage love is an important developmental milestone, missing out on it WILL mentally hurt you.

Agepill is brutal indeed, no amount of money and no ascension will reverse the effects of the agepill.

Even if I get rich and slay every weekend when older, I can’t get back lost time.

Teenage love is the most genuine, authentic form of love. When you are an adult, you have responsibilities and the woman you are with will love you only under the condition that you provide for her.

@vidit
@loyolaxavvierretard


Such a beautiful reply im crying you understand what I mean totally, and perfect bgm too
 
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I dont even want a woman in my personal life anymore. If I talk to a woman outside of work I feel like killing myself. Your last para is true though no matter what people say
No woman in her 20s will kiss you and die of embarrassment laughing and blushing, she’d be too desensitised by then, is it even worth doing it for the foids anymore
 
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No woman in her 20s will kiss you and die of embarrassment laughing and blushing, she’d be too desensitised by then, is it even worth doing it for the foids anymore
Exactly, it’s not the same thing when two adults are in love.

When you are young, both you and your partner are inexperienced and the love will be pure because of that reason.

Making mistakes will be fine, because you are both new to love and you will forgive eachother.
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Exactly, it’s not the same thing when two adults are in love.

When you are young, both you and your partner are inexperienced and the love will be pure because of that reason.

Making mistakes will be fine, because you are both new to love and you will forgive eachother.
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Exactly bhai, even fucking prime lima for 6 hours straight wont replicate that feeling, because its the closest you couldve got to experiencing unconditional love and feel comfortable in your skin
 
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Teen love doesn’t last either. Eventually we all end up in the same place and the memories if you have them will just be bitter. Life is a downward spiral.
 
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Teen love doesn’t last either. Eventually we all end up in the same place and the memories if you have them will just be bitter. Life is a downward spiral.
Its not about it lasting, its about it being when you both are young, you wont feel the same way towards your first kiss when youre 30, and the worst part is you cant do nothing to have teen love
 
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But thats my dilemma,I was physically capable,but I being ND fucked me over, and covid further made me more nd
Nah bro, you are coping.

If something was supposed to happen, it would have, if it wasn't then it didn't.

There is no coping, analyzing, military strategy, philosophy, theorizing, about this fact.
 
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teen love is so important because it’s low risk, high reward. you get to experience true love so you know what it feels like so u wont settle for anything less or be taken advantage of by a woman when you’re older. missing out on teen love is what makes a cuck.

the teen years are the only time that women can truly love. they arent busy chasing money or status because they dont need it, they are seeking out pure, real, unconditional love

i agree, there is no ascension for lost time, even if you ascend physically, you will still have an incel brain for the rest of your life. you’ll still end up being an oofy doofy cuck, just a good looking one.

if u need to β€œascend” in order to achieve a basic social developmental milestone that every single neurotypical normie had just for existing, it was already over for you. i just became an adult not long ago i am about to graduate highschool, and all the girls and most of the guys in my graduation class have had their hollywood bluepill teenage love that can only be acquired during those few years.

i am very stunted socially due to my peers, i believe i at this point, i am about 2-3 years behind in terms of social development compared to ALL of my classmates (im still in highschool so some of my classmates are juniors and sophomores) due to missing out on teen love, being bullied from freshman to junior year, my parents making me a GPA cuck (which i am no longer one), and being socially isolated for the past 5 years

just a few mm of bone and maybe a slightly more neurotypically coded brain, and i probably would’ve been alright.

@Loruki @trench @TheLightOfMyLife @Godera @Drugsmaxxer
 
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teen love is so important because it’s low risk, high reward. you get to experience true love so you know what it feels like so u wont settle for anything less or be taken advantage of by a woman when you’re older. missing out on teen love is what makes a cuck.

the teen years are the only time that women can truly love. they arent busy chasing money or status because they dont need it, they are seeking out pure, real, unconditional love

i agree, there is no ascension for lost time, even if you ascend physically, you will still have an incel brain for the rest of your life. you’ll still end up being an oofy doofy cuck, just a good looking one.

if u need to β€œascend” in order to achieve a basic social developmental milestone that every single neurotypical normie had just for existing, it was already over for you. i just became an adult not long ago i am about to graduate highschool, and all the girls and most of the guys in my graduation class have had their hollywood bluepill teenage love that can only be acquired during those few years.

i am very stunted socially due to my peers, i believe i at this point, i am about 2-3 years behind in terms of social development compared to ALL of my classmates (im still in highschool so some of my classmates are juniors and sophomores) due to missing out on teen love, being bullied from freshman to junior year, my parents making me a GPA cuck (which i am no longer one), and being socially isolated for the past 5 years

just a few mm of bone and maybe a slightly more neurotypically coded brain, and i probably would’ve been alright.

@Loruki @trench @TheLightOfMyLife @Godera @Drugsmaxxer
Holy fuck beautifully written bhai. And honestly I believe in the earlier stages like 13/14 you dont even need to look htn/cl, you just need to be a little nt and low inhib, and thats what i was completely nerfed on being a high inhib nd kid since my birth
 
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teen love is so important because it’s low risk, high reward. you get to experience true love so you know what it feels like so u wont settle for anything less or be taken advantage of by a woman when you’re older. missing out on teen love is what makes a cuck.

the teen years are the only time that women can truly love. they arent busy chasing money or status because they dont need it, they are seeking out pure, real, unconditional love

i agree, there is no ascension for lost time, even if you ascend physically, you will still have an incel brain for the rest of your life. you’ll still end up being an oofy doofy cuck, just a good looking one.

if u need to β€œascend” in order to achieve a basic social developmental milestone that every single neurotypical normie had just for existing, it was already over for you. i just became an adult not long ago i am about to graduate highschool, and all the girls and most of the guys in my graduation class have had their hollywood bluepill teenage love that can only be acquired during those few years.

i am very stunted socially due to my peers, i believe i at this point, i am about 2-3 years behind in terms of social development compared to ALL of my classmates (im still in highschool so some of my classmates are juniors and sophomores) due to missing out on teen love, being bullied from freshman to junior year, my parents making me a GPA cuck (which i am no longer one), and being socially isolated for the past 5 years

just a few mm of bone and maybe a slightly more neurotypically coded brain, and i probably would’ve been alright.

@Loruki @trench @TheLightOfMyLife @Godera @Drugsmaxxer
brutal
 
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teen love is so important because it’s low risk, high reward. you get to experience true love so you know what it feels like so u wont settle for anything less or be taken advantage of by a woman when you’re older. missing out on teen love is what makes a cuck.

the teen years are the only time that women can truly love. they arent busy chasing money or status because they dont need it, they are seeking out pure, real, unconditional love

i agree, there is no ascension for lost time, even if you ascend physically, you will still have an incel brain for the rest of your life. you’ll still end up being an oofy doofy cuck, just a good looking one.

if u need to β€œascend” in order to achieve a basic social developmental milestone that every single neurotypical normie had just for existing, it was already over for you. i just became an adult not long ago i am about to graduate highschool, and all the girls and most of the guys in my graduation class have had their hollywood bluepill teenage love that can only be acquired during those few years.

i am very stunted socially due to my peers, i believe i at this point, i am about 2-3 years behind in terms of social development compared to ALL of my classmates (im still in highschool so some of my classmates are juniors and sophomores) due to missing out on teen love, being bullied from freshman to junior year, my parents making me a GPA cuck (which i am no longer one), and being socially isolated for the past 5 years

just a few mm of bone and maybe a slightly more neurotypically coded brain, and i probably would’ve been alright.

@Loruki @trench @TheLightOfMyLife @Godera @Drugsmaxxer
@goyimslayer @loyolaxavvierretard
 
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Holy fuck beautifully written bhai. And honestly I believe in the earlier stages like 13/14 you dont even need to look htn/cl, you just need to be a little nt and low inhib, and thats what i was completely nerfed on being a high inhib nd kid since my birth
whether people like to hear it or not, NT and inhib pill is way more brutal during teen years than looks are.

after that it is over if you are ugly though, even if you’re NT.
 
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Holy fuck beautifully written bhai. And honestly I believe in the earlier stages like 13/14 you dont even need to look htn/cl, you just need to be a little nt and low inhib, and thats what i was completely nerfed on being a high inhib nd kid since my birth
true
i was ltn
(im still a ltn:feelswhy:)
 
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I’ve hit the wall a long time ago its over for me
 
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whether people like to hear it or not, NT and inhib pill is way more brutal during teen years than looks are.

after that it is over if you are ugly though, even if you’re NT.
100% agreed, you can atleast gain lifelong low inhib and high confidence in your teens which nd fuckers miss
 
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100% agreed, you can atleast gain lifelong low inhib and high confidence in your teens which nd fuckers miss
my oldhead military history teacher told the guys in our class β€œif you cant approach a girl without drugs or alcohol in your system theres something wrong with you”

neurotypical teen-love haver ramblings
 
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my oldhead military history teacher told the guys in our class β€œif you cant approach a girl without drugs or alcohol in your system theres something wrong with you”

neurotypical teen-love haver ramblings
Well Hes spot on tho, there is something wrong with us which is being nd and high inhib lol
 
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teen love is so important because it’s low risk, high reward. you get to experience true love so you know what it feels like so u wont settle for anything less or be taken advantage of by a woman when you’re older. missing out on teen love is what makes a cuck.

the teen years are the only time that women can truly love. they arent busy chasing money or status because they dont need it, they are seeking out pure, real, unconditional love

i agree, there is no ascension for lost time, even if you ascend physically, you will still have an incel brain for the rest of your life. you’ll still end up being an oofy doofy cuck, just a good looking one.

if u need to β€œascend” in order to achieve a basic social developmental milestone that every single neurotypical normie had just for existing, it was already over for you. i just became an adult not long ago i am about to graduate highschool, and all the girls and most of the guys in my graduation class have had their hollywood bluepill teenage love that can only be acquired during those few years.

i am very stunted socially due to my peers, i believe i at this point, i am about 2-3 years behind in terms of social development compared to ALL of my classmates (im still in highschool so some of my classmates are juniors and sophomores) due to missing out on teen love, being bullied from freshman to junior year, my parents making me a GPA cuck (which i am no longer one), and being socially isolated for the past 5 years

just a few mm of bone and maybe a slightly more neurotypically coded brain, and i probably would’ve been alright.

@Loruki @trench @TheLightOfMyLife @Godera @Drugsmaxxer
beautifully written .

NT-pill and agepill are the most brutal things to swallow .

even if ur like hltn, just a nt coded brain is gonna get you laid in your teen years

i have never experienced teen love, i am missing out on it myself currently and i will probably even never experience it, times ticking
 
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Well Hes spot on tho, there is something wrong with us which is being nd and high inhib lol
theres something wrong with me. physically and mentally
 
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beautifully written .

NT-pill and agepill are the most brutal things to swallow .

even if ur like hltn, just a nt coded brain is gonna get you laid in your teen years

i have never experienced teen love, i am missing out on it myself currently and i will probably even never experience it, times ticking
i hate to be a negative piece of shit but if ur on this forum, teen love is a pipe dream for you at this point

i could be wrong though, don’t give up
 
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teen love is so important because it’s low risk, high reward. you get to experience true love so you know what it feels like so u wont settle for anything less or be taken advantage of by a woman when you’re older. missing out on teen love is what makes a cuck.

the teen years are the only time that women can truly love. they arent busy chasing money or status because they dont need it, they are seeking out pure, real, unconditional love

i agree, there is no ascension for lost time, even if you ascend physically, you will still have an incel brain for the rest of your life. you’ll still end up being an oofy doofy cuck, just a good looking one.

if u need to β€œascend” in order to achieve a basic social developmental milestone that every single neurotypical normie had just for existing, it was already over for you. i just became an adult not long ago i am about to graduate highschool, and all the girls and most of the guys in my graduation class have had their hollywood bluepill teenage love that can only be acquired during those few years.

i am very stunted socially due to my peers, i believe i at this point, i am about 2-3 years behind in terms of social development compared to ALL of my classmates (im still in highschool so some of my classmates are juniors and sophomores) due to missing out on teen love, being bullied from freshman to junior year, my parents making me a GPA cuck (which i am no longer one), and being socially isolated for the past 5 years

just a few mm of bone and maybe a slightly more neurotypically coded brain, and i probably would’ve been alright.

@Loruki @trench @TheLightOfMyLife @Godera @Drugsmaxxer
As sad as it sounds, I agree with the things you said. I actually had a GF for like 2 weeks as a 13 year old and but I fucked up due to being non NT. She was and still is very cute. At least I experienced it for a short time man but still, it fucking hurts.

MAOIs made me a bit more NT but I feel like Im too old for changes to have a big impact anymore, even if I get completely NT now. At what cost man? I would have to move from this dumb ass town and basically start completely fresh.
 
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This is why despite ascending to chad, 37 y/o amnesia and 30 y/o astrosky still come on here begging like abused dogs for validation from 14 y/o incels rotting in the slums of mumbai (astrosky even going as far as to post photoshopped pics jfl). No amount of ascension or slaying can fix the abused dog syndrome from being a loser in your developmental years
 
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As sad as it sounds, I agree with the things you said. I actually had a GF for like 2 weeks as a 13 year old and but I fucked up due to being non NT. She was and still is very cute. At least I experienced it for a short time man but still, it fucking hurts.

MAOIs made me a bit more NT but I feel like Im too old for changes to have a big impact anymore, even if I get completely NT now. At what cost man? I would have to move from this dumb ass town and basically start completely fresh.
mogs me that u even experienced it tbh

the experiences you made and the lessons you learned in those 2 weeks alone will benefit you for the rest of your life. you know what true love feels like so women won’t be able to use your for your betabuxx as easily.
 
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