Alas, it seems I may lift 225lbs upon the bench before ever experiencing the tender brush of a first kiss from a woman.

[SharpOrange]

Hit my bench PR of 85 kg for 4 reps max.

I am very sad about the way I am just a gymcel.

The gym is the only thing in my life; the rest I live like the taxi driver protagonist, Travis Bickle.

It's brutal.

Christmas has ended, and now the New Year will come.

People are having fun, and I am coping in my room doing "self-improvement."

I also missed out on teen love; I will never be happy in my life.

It's a tragedy.

Why must I suffer like Sisyphus?I am losing my will to continue living life in 2025.

I feel like life is passing me by and I have wasted my youth.

Just some thoughts that came into my mind.

2025 is against my will i just want to stop it here why must i keep living like this.

 

[Latvianchud185]

I feel you, except I can't even focus on "muh self improving" and just LDAR all day.

 

[klip11]

 

[AlphaLooksmaxxer666]

 

[marshadow]

Hit my bench PR of 85 kg for 4 reps max.

I am very sad about the way I am just a gymcel.

The gym is the only thing in my life; the rest I live like the taxi driver protagonist, Travis Bickle.

It's brutal.

Christmas has ended, and now the New Year will come.

People are having fun, and I am coping in my room doing "self-improvement."

I also missed out on teen love; I will never be happy in my life.

It's a tragedy.

Why must I suffer like Sisyphus?I am losing my will to continue living life in 2025.

I feel like life is passing me by and I have wasted my youth.

Just some thoughts that came into my mind.

2025 is against my will i just want to stop it here why must i keep living like this.

I did! At 15!

 

[urukhaiascension]

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