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Apparition
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i dont even care about getting laid since there is nothing to have sex with. all attractive girls are GONE FOREVER.
but porn addiction fucking blows. i did nofap for 3 weeks and the anxiety levels were so high that my hands were shaking every morning and i couldnt sleep.
it was easier when i was younger but nowdays its impossible. you dont know the plight of being addicted to flat chested ethnic girls, i cant even tell you if i would be into these women irl at this point.
im tired of fapping to girls or to porn that remind of people that i cannot have sex and i dont even know if they are alive for that matter. and this shit has began since 2020 or so and it got worse last year.
im pathologically attracted to ethnic alt girls even though i dont want to be so because i have literally nothing in common with them and i would never pull one no matter what i did because their leader is commanding them to not be attractd to me.
but porn addiction fucking blows. i did nofap for 3 weeks and the anxiety levels were so high that my hands were shaking every morning and i couldnt sleep.
it was easier when i was younger but nowdays its impossible. you dont know the plight of being addicted to flat chested ethnic girls, i cant even tell you if i would be into these women irl at this point.
im tired of fapping to girls or to porn that remind of people that i cannot have sex and i dont even know if they are alive for that matter. and this shit has began since 2020 or so and it got worse last year.
im pathologically attracted to ethnic alt girls even though i dont want to be so because i have literally nothing in common with them and i would never pull one no matter what i did because their leader is commanding them to not be attractd to me.