beniman
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So I loksmaxxed for a bit and reached a pretty good rating and had that for a while. After getting the attention i allways wanted from forums like this i eventually quit looksmaxxing and went back to old habits. So I essentialy "escaped" the blackpill since I didnt care.
Earlier this morning i fapped and just realised, that will never be me. I looked at the women infront of me and just thought she woul never want me in a miljon years, but as usually I just gaslit myself untill i went to the bathroom to brish ny teeth and all i could see was a semi - fat bloated low - mtn. I just couldnt cope anymore.
1 fap was all it took to realise im nothing special and noone will pic me EVER no matter what I do. Yes i could reach my old "stat" of mid htn but what will it do me in the end? I will just become any other dude in my late 20's bc of my inferior bones.
(DNR)
Earlier this morning i fapped and just realised, that will never be me. I looked at the women infront of me and just thought she woul never want me in a miljon years, but as usually I just gaslit myself untill i went to the bathroom to brish ny teeth and all i could see was a semi - fat bloated low - mtn. I just couldnt cope anymore.
1 fap was all it took to realise im nothing special and noone will pic me EVER no matter what I do. Yes i could reach my old "stat" of mid htn but what will it do me in the end? I will just become any other dude in my late 20's bc of my inferior bones.
(DNR)