TwinkLord
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I'm tired of this. It's just an endless cycle of the same bullshit over and over again. You meet a girl online or in real life, she's enthuasiastic, happy to see you, admits you're handsome and attractive, sends voice messages etc etc. Then, something terrible happens. She gradually loses interest. The vision she had of you slowly disappears and she becomes less enthuasiastic, less romantic, more disinterested and now, she's suddenly ''busy'' all the time. She responds less to messages, no longer sends voice messages, no longer rings your phone in the dead of night, no longers sends you like 10 messages that you see when you wake up in the morning. And all of this happens because you said that ONE wrong thing. Maybe, you criticized her over something minor, maybe you didn't respond faster, whatever. It doesn't even take much for the honeymood period to come to an end and afterwards, things are never the same. She brings up the past ''But I don't understand why you said this''. I'm tired of it bros.
This keeps happening all the time. Like, eventually, you turn into an ex-Vietnam soldier in terms of dating. When the pretty/cute girl leaves your life, you're back to ground zero, back to square one and have to repeat the entire, whole process again with someone else. And it's difficult doing this. You have to read similiar messages like ''I love you, X name. I never met someone like you before'' or ''Good morning darling'' and blah blah. It triggers serious trauma because you've experienced it before multiple times. It's nothing new.
Everytime a relationship or connection dies, a piece of my soul is ripped from me. All that effort, all that time, enegy and investment and for what? I end up wasting 1-2 months of my precious time for someone who suddenly decided to leave over a petty argument, over a sentence. Once it's over, you can feel the icy grip of inceldom touching you again, the cold hand of loneliness slowly feeling your back and it whispers into your ear "You can never escape me. You can never escape your genetic destiny. You will always be alone and I will always be here, waiting for you. And my boy, I will make you suffer. I will break you from within"
This keeps happening all the time. Like, eventually, you turn into an ex-Vietnam soldier in terms of dating. When the pretty/cute girl leaves your life, you're back to ground zero, back to square one and have to repeat the entire, whole process again with someone else. And it's difficult doing this. You have to read similiar messages like ''I love you, X name. I never met someone like you before'' or ''Good morning darling'' and blah blah. It triggers serious trauma because you've experienced it before multiple times. It's nothing new.
Everytime a relationship or connection dies, a piece of my soul is ripped from me. All that effort, all that time, enegy and investment and for what? I end up wasting 1-2 months of my precious time for someone who suddenly decided to leave over a petty argument, over a sentence. Once it's over, you can feel the icy grip of inceldom touching you again, the cold hand of loneliness slowly feeling your back and it whispers into your ear "You can never escape me. You can never escape your genetic destiny. You will always be alone and I will always be here, waiting for you. And my boy, I will make you suffer. I will break you from within"
