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No matter what I always feel euphoric thinking about blowing my brains out lol
I’ve always been depressed since young age, always frowning, always sad when I’m supposed to be happy and happy when I’m supposed to be sad lmfao?
I don’t want to partake into living and I don’t want to experience afterlife if there’s any
Like if there’s afterlife and I was accepted into heaven I’d still ask God to wipe me from consciousness, like I’ve never existed.
Anyone feels the same?
I’ve always been depressed since young age, always frowning, always sad when I’m supposed to be happy and happy when I’m supposed to be sad lmfao?
I don’t want to partake into living and I don’t want to experience afterlife if there’s any
Like if there’s afterlife and I was accepted into heaven I’d still ask God to wipe me from consciousness, like I’ve never existed.
Anyone feels the same?