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No matter what I always feel euphoric thinking about blowing my brains out lol

I’ve always been depressed since young age, always frowning, always sad when I’m supposed to be happy and happy when I’m supposed to be sad lmfao?

I don’t want to partake into living and I don’t want to experience afterlife if there’s any

Like if there’s afterlife and I was accepted into heaven I’d still ask God to wipe me from consciousness, like I’ve never existed.

Anyone feels the same?
 
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Dead forum indeed

If it was a racebait or some TT regurgitation it’d be 5 pages long
 
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i don't want to live but i don't want to not exist.

scary feeling.
 
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Idk life’s pretty chill rn
 
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If you’re going to exist, where it could be?
somewhere peaceful without worry

this world is becoming more and more miserable the longer i live :lul:
 
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I want to kms badly but it’s all derived from the fact I look like shit, if I was 5+ psl I don’t think I’d feel this way but maybe I’m wrong

Where does your depression stem from?
 
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Idk life’s pretty chill rn
Yea but it's boring, imagine being 6'6 white chad with your Russian makeup frauded htb travelling the world living life to its fullest. But instead we sit here all day wasting are youth years:feelswah:
 
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I want to kms badly but it’s all derived from the fact I look like shit, if I was 5+ psl I don’t think I’d feel this way but maybe I’m wrong

Where does your depression stem from?
Seeing others irl and on social media experience life 10000000x better then you simply for being born better looking. Getting glazed and worship as if there the second coming of Christ. Maybe that's why not sure though
 
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No matter what I always feel euphoric thinking about blowing my brains out lol

I’ve always been depressed since young age, always frowning, always sad when I’m supposed to be happy and happy when I’m supposed to be sad lmfao?

I don’t want to partake into living and I don’t want to experience afterlife if there’s any

Like if there’s afterlife and I was accepted into heaven I’d still ask God to wipe me from consciousness, like I’ve never existed.

Anyone feels the same?
Same man I just want the balls to do it
 
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i never made the transition from kid to adult my life ended at 12 after that it is pure misery
 
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I want to kms badly but it’s all derived from the fact I look like shit, if I was 5+ psl I don’t think I’d feel this way but maybe I’m wrong

Where does your depression stem from?
Mental health that’s manifesting in physical form as bodily tension

It sucks, I can’t be at ease, that laid back and relaxed, rest and digest type shit

Always heightened senses, fight or flight…
Same man I just want the balls to do it
Yeah ikr…
i never made the transition from kid to adult my life ended at 12 after that it is pure misery
Life is… may God spare the good people from misery and pain. And put those who’re not on the right path for penance
 
Life is… may God spare the good people from misery and pain. And put those who’re not on the right path for penance
i was always an outcast as long as i remember from my first memory at 4 till now i never fit in and i will never im nobody man
 
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