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I cannot take anymore how my face changes.

I get so depressed I haven't eaten for about 3 days, don't drink water, don't want to leave basement for even one second and my face ends up looking even worse...

All I've done today is cry in my bed because I don't know what's exactly happening and how I can fix it.

When I had the laser done my face was looking great with volume but I don't know if it was because of the temporary collagen production or rather that there was some slight swelling and what I need is fillers...

): I feel so bad and stupid...

When I had the laser done my face was looking great with volume but I don't know if it was because of the temporary collagen production or rather that there was some slight swelling and what I need is fillers...

): I feel so bad and stupid...

Also I wanted to mention that I have less volume and tightness in one side of my face but this went away for a few days too. Would it be the collagen or minimal swelling?

I cannot take anymore how my face changes.

I get so depressed I haven't eaten for about 3 days, don't drink water, don't want to leave basement for even one second and my face ends up looking even worse...

All I've done today is cry in my bed because I don't know what's exactly happening and how I can fix it.

When I had the laser done my face was looking great with volume but I don't know if it was because of the temporary collagen production or rather that there was some slight swelling and what I need is fillers...

): I feel so bad and stupid...

Also I wanted to mention that I have less volume and tightness in one side of my face but this went away for a few days too. Would it be the collagen or minimal swelling?

I can try to pm some "pics" if someone is willing to give me a hand please....