NateJacobs
At the mercy of God, Jesus Christ Gods lonely teen
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I think that most of us who deal with onetis and obsession with girls could possibly relate to this thread. I have recently been thinking about one of my oneitis, who I was obsessed with for a year, and how she looks so much like Beck from You. She has the blonde hair and green eyes, and their noses are what really make them look so similar. I did not realize this until a couple months ago, but the past few days I have come to a revelation.
ALL OF THEM ARE THE SAME
Now I have had 4 major onites since my freshman year.
Freshman year: Green-eyed brunette Stacylite (Usually has her hair dyed blonde but not freshman year)
Sophmore Year: Blonde Hair, Green eyed HTB
Junior Year: Blonde hair, green-eyed htb/weak stacylite (smv wise), and a blonde hair, green-eyed mid htb.
Senior Year(Now): Blonde Hair, Green Eyed HTB
4 out of the last 5 of my oneitis have had blonde hair when I wanted them, and ALL 5 HAVE GREEN EYES. And even though I was not obsessed with this girl and we met through friends, my prom date this year was a legitmate blonde hair, green-eyed Stacy and at minimum a strong Stacylite.
Does anyone else who struggles with obsessing over girls have this pattern? Not specifically my exact type, but do all your onties virtually look the same? I never thought I had a type, but clearly there is something going on here. I mean, green is supposed to be the rarest eye color. Why do ALL of them have green eyes and blonde hair????
Theory.
My theory at the time for why I have this is because of Beck from You. When I was 14, I started watching You for the first time (2020). I was obsessed with the show and still am, and I related to Joe so much, unlike my username, Nate Jacobs, who I just wanted to be and look like and am not really like him that much. Joe I deadass felt so similar to. His first love interest in the show is Beck, and my assumption is that since I watched this show so many times in 2020 and 2021, right before my freshman year of high school, I sought after MY OWN BECK. It does not help that I did not talk to a single girl IRL from March 2020 to August 2021 and was an utter autistic subhuman invisble to girls. I had to keep myself busy by fantasizing since I lacked actual female attention until I was going into 11th grade, but the behavior is already set in stone, it seems.
Needed rant,
NateJacobs
I think that most of us who deal with onetis and obsession with girls could possibly relate to this thread. I have recently been thinking about one of my oneitis, who I was obsessed with for a year, and how she looks so much like Beck from You. She has the blonde hair and green eyes, and their noses are what really make them look so similar. I did not realize this until a couple months ago, but the past few days I have come to a revelation.
ALL OF THEM ARE THE SAME
Now I have had 4 major onites since my freshman year.
Freshman year: Green-eyed brunette Stacylite (Usually has her hair dyed blonde but not freshman year)
Sophmore Year: Blonde Hair, Green eyed HTB
Junior Year: Blonde hair, green-eyed htb/weak stacylite (smv wise), and a blonde hair, green-eyed mid htb.
Senior Year(Now): Blonde Hair, Green Eyed HTB
4 out of the last 5 of my oneitis have had blonde hair when I wanted them, and ALL 5 HAVE GREEN EYES. And even though I was not obsessed with this girl and we met through friends, my prom date this year was a legitmate blonde hair, green-eyed Stacy and at minimum a strong Stacylite.
Does anyone else who struggles with obsessing over girls have this pattern? Not specifically my exact type, but do all your onties virtually look the same? I never thought I had a type, but clearly there is something going on here. I mean, green is supposed to be the rarest eye color. Why do ALL of them have green eyes and blonde hair????
Theory.
My theory at the time for why I have this is because of Beck from You. When I was 14, I started watching You for the first time (2020). I was obsessed with the show and still am, and I related to Joe so much, unlike my username, Nate Jacobs, who I just wanted to be and look like and am not really like him that much. Joe I deadass felt so similar to. His first love interest in the show is Beck, and my assumption is that since I watched this show so many times in 2020 and 2021, right before my freshman year of high school, I sought after MY OWN BECK. It does not help that I did not talk to a single girl IRL from March 2020 to August 2021 and was an utter autistic subhuman invisble to girls. I had to keep myself busy by fantasizing since I lacked actual female attention until I was going into 11th grade, but the behavior is already set in stone, it seems.
Needed rant,
NateJacobs
