Almost a year.

[Poisonpunk3]

It's been almost a full year since I've fallen in an empty, never-ending well of self-hate. For some time, I've aleviated the pain by swallowing the lie of self-improvement, but every drug loses it's effect, and the pharmacist called "life" doesn't want to sell me any pills no more. In 3 days from today, it's been one year on this site, still a Grey, still haven't achieved absolutely nothing, I'm still inside my old looks-threshold. Nothing ever changes.

 

[Poisonpunk3]

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[lowtiersubhuman]

It's been almost a full year since I've fallen in an empty, never-ending well of self-hate. For some time, I've aleviated the pain by swallowing the lie of self-improvement, but every drug loses it's effect, and the pharmacist called "life" doesn't want to sell me any pills no more. In 3 days from today, it's been one year on this site, still a Grey, still haven't achieved absolutely nothing, I'm still inside my old looks-threshold. Nothing ever changes.

Honestly the more I improve the more I fall into the rabbit hole and i discover just how bad i look my front profile ruins me it so fuckijg bad and even though im htj side and ltn front idfc im probably gonna rope when I turn 18 but first ill bet everything on 15 in blackjack and I might just be rich and shit but if that doesnt work I think I might rope