Am I a loser?

[MAPridelover]

Positives:

• 1520 SAT
• 3.95 GPA with multiple AP classes
• Former Muslim, now agnostic
• Involved in multiple extracurriculars and Science Olympiad; president of the school coding club
• Have a few friends and have been invited to some birthday parties
• Never masturbated
• Never done any illicit substances
• Trying to get work as a local lawn mower
• Learning multiple skills like more coding, investing, etc.

Negatives:

• Haven’t spoken to a girl my age in 2 years; when I do, they just want answers or are forced to work with me on a project
• KHV
• Extremely introverted
• Insane porn addiction (previously)
• Used to go on Omegle and ask girls to twerk or arch their backs; they were all around my age. I even developed strategies, like only going after girls who vape or drink alcohol because both lower inhibitions. This behavior was caused by my porn addiction spiraling out of control. I haven’t done it in months, and I’m proud of that.
• Lazy
• Staring problem with girls
• Insane libido
• Sexist
• Racist, even against my own race
• Immature in general

 

[ragingmanlet]

• Never masturbated

Negatives:

• Insane porn addiction (previously)

 

[Mess]

Never masturbated

 

[sory]

Positives:

• 1520 SAT
• 3.95 GPA with multiple AP classes
• Former Muslim, now agnostic
• Involved in multiple extracurriculars and Science Olympiad; president of the school coding club
• Have a few friends and have been invited to some birthday parties
• Never masturbated
• Never done any illicit substances
• Trying to get work as a local lawn mower
• Learning multiple skills like more coding, investing, etc.

Negatives:

• Haven’t spoken to a girl my age in 2 years; when I do, they just want answers or are forced to work with me on a project
• KHV
• Extremely introverted
• Insane porn addiction (previously)
• Used to go on Omegle and ask girls to twerk or arch their backs; they were all around my age. I even developed strategies, like only going after girls who vape or drink alcohol because both lower inhibitions. This behavior was caused by my porn addiction spiraling out of control. I haven’t done it in months, and I’m proud of that.
• Lazy
• Staring problem with girls
• Insane libido
• Sexist
• Racist, even against my own race
• Immature in general

Never masturbated but porn addiction??

 

[MAPridelover]

Both can be true

 

[oribulator]

Yes

 

[RecessedCels]

MAPridelover