Yuno_howitez
Walter Jr. Maxxing
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I think am an incel. I never had sex, I said i did before with my first girlfriend but it was a fucking handjob.
And I could have fucked her, she let me. I was too high inhib, I was a shy boy she was my first gf and she was a whore she really wanted to fuck.
But I wasted that opportunity. That's a lot of pain.
She came over to my house so much I could have fucked her at least 10 times. but only got a handjob and grabbed her ass and boobs.
JFL @Iasacrko I don't know how to cope with this.
I regret it so much, I have nightmares about it and it keeps me up at night.
Part of this is my mother is really christian and didn't want me to do it so she often barged into my room while the girl was over.
My mom even told me to not have sex cause she will be pregnant even if i have condom cause I am retarded
My only chance and gotten cockblocked.
I was so pathetic. I need to ascend, the clock is ticking. I am 18 years old, never fucked a pussy. I am a disgrace.
And I could have fucked her, she let me. I was too high inhib, I was a shy boy she was my first gf and she was a whore she really wanted to fuck.
But I wasted that opportunity. That's a lot of pain.
She came over to my house so much I could have fucked her at least 10 times. but only got a handjob and grabbed her ass and boobs.
JFL @Iasacrko I don't know how to cope with this.
I regret it so much, I have nightmares about it and it keeps me up at night.
Part of this is my mother is really christian and didn't want me to do it so she often barged into my room while the girl was over.
My mom even told me to not have sex cause she will be pregnant even if i have condom cause I am retarded
My only chance and gotten cockblocked.
I was so pathetic. I need to ascend, the clock is ticking. I am 18 years old, never fucked a pussy. I am a disgrace.