am i being retarted please fucking help GTFIH

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I’m a very good looking guy tbh and I’m a pretty good height too. Despite that I rot inside all day everyday (i haven’t left my house for weeks upon weeks). I have pretty bad bipolar and from 13-15 I had an eating disorder where I pretty much didn’t eat anything. like maybe 300-500 calories a day. I started smoking at 13 and moved on to pills at 14. These things combined created some terrible health problems. I was a pretty bad addict, but i got my life back together and im almost 16 now, but im disgustingly skinny, and even though i look human again and facially I look good, and im tall, i feel so disgusted with myself and hate myself for not being able to reach my genetic potential. i don’t know what to do to cope so i can actually go outside and start my life again. Any advice or anything would help.

 

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I’m a very good looking guy tbh and I’m a pretty good height too. Despite that I rot inside all day everyday (i haven’t left my house for weeks upon weeks). I have pretty bad bipolar and from 13-15 I had an eating disorder where I pretty much didn’t eat anything. like maybe 300-500 calories a day. I started smoking at 13 and moved on to pills at 14. These things combined created some terrible health problems. I was a pretty bad addict, but i got my life back together and im almost 16 now, but im disgustingly skinny, and even though i look human again and facially I look good, and im tall, i feel so disgusted with myself and hate myself for not being able to reach my genetic potential. i don’t know what to do to cope so i can actually go outside and start my life again. Any advice or anything would help.

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