Am i cooked?

[TheArchitect]

Worst thing for me is not looks but behaviour, extremely moody and almost surely heavily autistic, was never tested bc parents didn't think much of it (i'm kinda glad of it), also i completely switch personality when in new social gatherings, but the more i stay the more my true character comes out, what should i do?
Also my narcissism mostly comes out with girls dunno why





retard online tests here btw

 

[TheArchitect]

should i go on and keep faking it heavily?