Am i Evil For This

[ToDelirium]

To be honest i think this might of been my first love and I know she loved me, but the concept of long distance relationships to me is just ridiculous especially overseas.

so I told her this 10 days after leaving I do think its better for her since she's young and shouldn't waste her life waiting for me to able to get the money and time to come visit, but I thinks that just cope I tell myself since I wouldnt be able to stay loyal in a LDR, I feel horrific

 

[hye732]

what a sweet and sensitive boy. ive done way worse dw

 

[.Ludicrous]

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To be honest i think this might of been my first love and I know she loved me, but the concept of long distance relationships to me is just ridiculous especially overseas.

so I told her this 10 days after leaving I do think its better for her since she's young and shouldn't waste her life waiting for me to able to get the money and time to come visit, but I thinks that just cope I tell myself since I wouldnt be able to stay loyal in a LDR, I feel horrific

its completely fine, long distance is stupid anyways.

 

[ToDelirium]

what a sweet and sensitive boy. ive done way worse dw

I just knew that atleast me doing this, would hurt alot less then if she found out I cheated, I dont understand how anybody could do that to someone

 

[ToDelirium]

its completely fine, long distance is stupid anyways.

I always thought this, which is why I was so sad cause I knew i had to do this eventually

 

[chud_boy]

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To be honest i think this might of been my first love and I know she loved me, but the concept of long distance relationships to me is just ridiculous especially overseas.

so I told her this 10 days after leaving I do think its better for her since she's young and shouldn't waste her life waiting for me to able to get the money and time to come visit, but I thinks that just cope I tell myself since I wouldnt be able to stay loyal in a LDR, I feel horrific

She would do the same to you. Low distance dont work anyways...

 

[OTDraco]

its better for her since she's young and shouldn't waste her life waiting for me to able to get the money and time to come visit

nga let’s be real nobody give a fucj about what’s best for her. If you can’t handle the pressure about it all being on you then that’s that. Clearly she is not that valuable to you as a girl that truely clicks with you is extremely rare and you wouldn’t just throw it away for such a weak reason

 

[ToDelirium]

nga let’s be real nobody give a fucj about what’s best for her. If you can’t handle the pressure about it all being on you then that’s that. Clearly she is not that valuable to you as a girl that truely clicks with you is extremely rare and you wouldn’t just throw it away for such a weak reason

You're probably right, I do think I loved her though

 

[ToDelirium]

She would do the same to you. Low distance dont work anyways...

I wasnt really worried about that she seems very loyal and I dont think theirs many people who are her type where she is, i think i need to take responsibility that the reason is that I would be unable to resist sex

 

[chud_boy]

I wasnt really worried about that she seems very loyal and I dont think theirs many people who are her type where she is, i think i need to take responsibility that the reason is that I would be unable to resist sex

I get it, but sometimes the best you can do is let go because it will make you or her cheat and then it will be allot worse