Deroga
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I'm currently 16 and a half and I'm young for my grade (junior year in hs) cuz everyone is like 17 or 17 and a half so I'm around a lot of people who have had more experiences than me. Besides that, for 16 I definetely do not have most expierences of most high school boys my age even though I'm pretty much a 6'2 mtn. The thing I go to an all boys high school for academics so I'm really never around girls except for vacations and every couple months for events which is pretty much the highlight of my year cus I feel like girls are looking at me but I never do anything cus I imagine that even tho I could probably get them they are probably texting 10 other guys, where at least 3-4 are probably taller and better looking than me.
I don't think I could get into a relationship (i only had one relationship and it was when I was 13 and in 8th grade cus I went to a school with girls) but I never did anything crazy, i've still never had a kiss or gotten close to getting head or having sex with a girl which probably most girls my age have already done. The only relationships I've had were fucking online which sounds corny but I wanted love so bad I would go for girls. I had around 3 online relationships spanning from 15 to 16 which were all like 3-4 months long and never ended good, one girl I planned to meet but it didn't work out cus my parents found out and shut it down.
Now I just talk to girls on snapchat near me and sometimes I'll do them on discord but ik im never gonna meet them so I just get lonely when they talk about their IRL EXS or their IRL BFS, so I stick to snapchat since it feels more real. Is it just me but I prefer girls who are around 15, I think 14 is a little young for me bcuz im 17 in 6 months but maybe if they are turning 15. Usually they have less experience than the girls who are my age and sometimes have never even kissed yet which makes me feel good for some reaosn so I like flirting with them. This summer I'll be 16 and there is this big hangout area at my beach house place where usually 14-17 years old go to hook up and stuff and since im 16 I think i'll try and go with my friends this year and just try and do some stuff.
It's really so hard not having that normal high school expierenc with girls but than I remember that most public high schools aint like the fucking anime romances where some virgin girl meets the virgin dude and they have this crazy love expiernece, so it makes me feel better. I'm thinking about maybe going to an amusement park or just going out to my downtown more to meet girls near me who go the public school and seeing if maybe I can get a girlfriend, I just wanna be loved man.
I don't think I could get into a relationship (i only had one relationship and it was when I was 13 and in 8th grade cus I went to a school with girls) but I never did anything crazy, i've still never had a kiss or gotten close to getting head or having sex with a girl which probably most girls my age have already done. The only relationships I've had were fucking online which sounds corny but I wanted love so bad I would go for girls. I had around 3 online relationships spanning from 15 to 16 which were all like 3-4 months long and never ended good, one girl I planned to meet but it didn't work out cus my parents found out and shut it down.
Now I just talk to girls on snapchat near me and sometimes I'll do them on discord but ik im never gonna meet them so I just get lonely when they talk about their IRL EXS or their IRL BFS, so I stick to snapchat since it feels more real. Is it just me but I prefer girls who are around 15, I think 14 is a little young for me bcuz im 17 in 6 months but maybe if they are turning 15. Usually they have less experience than the girls who are my age and sometimes have never even kissed yet which makes me feel good for some reaosn so I like flirting with them. This summer I'll be 16 and there is this big hangout area at my beach house place where usually 14-17 years old go to hook up and stuff and since im 16 I think i'll try and go with my friends this year and just try and do some stuff.
It's really so hard not having that normal high school expierenc with girls but than I remember that most public high schools aint like the fucking anime romances where some virgin girl meets the virgin dude and they have this crazy love expiernece, so it makes me feel better. I'm thinking about maybe going to an amusement park or just going out to my downtown more to meet girls near me who go the public school and seeing if maybe I can get a girlfriend, I just wanna be loved man.