Am i fucked up for this?

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Ive always had a extreme interest in disecting things either dead or alive. When i see a animal dead besides the road or in nature i always get interested and look close at it. Poking the body and maybe even explore the organs.

It is fascinating to me all the organs and veins, it gives me dopamine to see.

As a child i always used to be abusive against small animals like frogs or insects cause i found it so interesting to see the display of their behavior under certain circumstances.

For example when i was young i killed frogs by trapping them in holes with no air to breathe, smashing into the ground, poke a hole in their stomachs etc. With insects (mostly flies) i drown them in like sunscreen, put them on needles, rip off their wings (always so they dont escape) and just generally toy with them until they die.

This obsession recently came out again in my vacation 2 months ago. There was a cat in the garden and he went into a hole with a door on it. I sneaked up and closed the door curious to see how it would react. In the end i let it free cause i didn't really want anybody to notice before it was to late.

This sadistic behavior continued with kittens although very mildly


Made them fight aswell jfl



I love seeing things fight. It gives me so much joy and dopamine. If there were still gladiater fights i would 100% go to them. If people are about to fight i will encourage the both of them. When animals are about to fight i will give them the push to engage. I think this is just human wanting to this for entertainment. For example sometimes i put my dog on a wild cat to see what will happen and they begin fighting rarely but mostly the dog runs away. I dont abuse him, only curious on this specific part. Im already away from the wild cats on vacation. Those kittens are also wild.

I have this weird obsession with opressing the weak. For example i see woman as dirt and if i get the chance i will humiliate them or ridicoul them. If a animal acts up to me i get mad and give it a disciplanery lesson (except my own lovely cat).

DISCLAIMER:
JUST BECAUSE I SAID AND FEEL THESE THINGS DOESN'T MEAN I ACT UPON IT. ONLY IN VERY RARE CASES


 
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Not that deep you're just autistic or something
 
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I feels the same way…

I have this weird biological desire to rape…

But lucky JBI is law and I don’t have to…

Anymore

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Go fight a random stranger so you get the effects x10!
 
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I feels the same way…

I have this weird biological desire to rape…

But lucky JBI is law and I don’t have to…

Anymore

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Pure ecstacy in bliss in her face. Not a single worry just living in the moment with her beautiful indiryan boyfriend by her side
 
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Go fight a random stranger so you get the effects x10!
I used to when i was a kid. But now that im older i dint fight anymore. Although i get the tendecey alot to sl*ce someones n*ck.
 
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I used to when i was a kid. But now that im older i dint fight anymore. Although i get the tendecey alot to sl*ce someones n*ck.

Nigga chill… just wait for gta 6 to come out and kill shit there
 
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