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Kraken
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Up untill very recently, life was kinda alright for me, bcz i still thought it will be easy for me to have gf later on, I actually thought it will be easy to find gf after studies/ during studies and marry her and eventually provide for her. I even reufsed to take part in dating and sex back when i was 15, 16. I was keeping myself clean for someone who will never be there.
Couple of weeks ago I joined this site and realized two important things.
I am LTN
Women at that age are no longer virgin.
This realization killed the boy in me. I won't find a girl that would ever love me. And the one I was secretly wishing for is ran through whore now.
I feel like i have missed on life. I wake up and I no longer idealize my crush. I should have never met her again. I feel empty inside, I lowkey want abort the uni studies.
I no longer see women as valuable. Right now when i am ready for relationship I can't get over the fact women are whores. I feel they don't like me, they would only keep me around, so i will betabuxx them.
Simply can't take it anymore.
I am too ugly to slay anyways, i mean i dont even want to slay (coping too strong). I am LTN, you know my looksmatches (ugly).
I feel like i had robbed myslef.
What is the point of my existence?!
Now I really don't know.
As i am writing this, cold beer puts smile on my face for a while, but deep down I am still deeply disappointed.
Couple of weeks ago I joined this site and realized two important things.
I am LTN
Women at that age are no longer virgin.
This realization killed the boy in me. I won't find a girl that would ever love me. And the one I was secretly wishing for is ran through whore now.
I feel like i have missed on life. I wake up and I no longer idealize my crush. I should have never met her again. I feel empty inside, I lowkey want abort the uni studies.
I no longer see women as valuable. Right now when i am ready for relationship I can't get over the fact women are whores. I feel they don't like me, they would only keep me around, so i will betabuxx them.
Simply can't take it anymore.
I am too ugly to slay anyways, i mean i dont even want to slay (coping too strong). I am LTN, you know my looksmatches (ugly).
I feel like i had robbed myslef.
What is the point of my existence?!
Now I really don't know.
As i am writing this, cold beer puts smile on my face for a while, but deep down I am still deeply disappointed.
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