Am I mentally ill or just hyperaware? Or both?

[ifyouwannabemylover]

I've made it my life goal to eliminate flaws in my appearance to the point where, when I enter a room, everyone will instinctively take a moment to observe the beauty that just appeared in front of their eyes.

I consider myself a HTN in looks nowadays, but there's still a bunch of quirks and asymmetries in my face that prevent it from having that ethereal beauty that makes people stop and stare for a while. I know what the flaws are and I know how to fix them. It's just a matter of time and finances to me.

Am I mentally ill or am I just overly aware of human nature? Or perhaps being overly aware will inevitably make you mentally ill? Which is it?

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

You want to be noticed because you find yourself beautiful which is gay as fuck

 

[ifyouwannabemylover]

You want to be noticed because you find yourself beautiful which is gay as fuck

cope

 

[Beastimmung]

I consider myself a HTN in looks nowadays

mogger