Am I the only person who always looks at myself in the mirror?

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Every single mirror I see I stop and look at myself. I constantly go to the bathroom to look in the mirror. Before I ascended I was the opposite and avoided mirrors, but now I always have to look in the mirror despite having body dysmorphia.

I wonder if anyone else does his and where it comes from.
 
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Every single mirror I see I stop and look at myself. I constantly go to the bathroom to look in the mirror. Before I ascended I was the opposite and avoided mirrors, but now I always have to look in the mirror despite having body dysmorphia.

I wonder if anyone else does his and where it comes from.
Yep i watch my face like hours per day
 
Yep i watch my face like hours per day
Literally, it's fucking mad. You have any idea why? Honestly, 80% of the time I'm admiring, other 20% is analyzing flaws/feeling hopeless.
 
Every single mirror I see I stop and look at myself. I constantly go to the bathroom to look in the mirror. Before I ascended I was the opposite and avoided mirrors, but now I always have to look in the mirror despite having body dysmorphia.

I wonder if anyone else does his and where it comes from.
Who doesn't look at there self in the mirror
 
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Literally, it's fucking mad. You have any idea why? Honestly, 80% of the time I'm admiring, other 20% is analyzing flaws/feeling hopeless.
Idk man but once ur older u wont do it anymore since u slowly accept the fact that ur not handsome anymore, its like if u bulk or get insane acne breakout u will remove all mirrors
 
Every single mirror I see I stop and look at myself. I constantly go to the bathroom to look in the mirror. Before I ascended I was the opposite and avoided mirrors, but now I always have to look in the mirror despite having body dysmorphia.

I wonder if anyone else does his and where it comes from.
You're checking for bloat, for muscle fullness, for any sign of decay. You're verifying that the chemical and surgical engineering holding your new face and frame together is still holding. It comes from the same place it always did, insecurity. You just traded one version for another. Before you were insecure about being ugly. Now you're insecure about losing the looks you worked for.
 
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You're checking for bloat, for muscle fullness, for any sign of decay. You're verifying that the chemical and surgical engineering holding your new face and frame together is still holding. It comes from the same place it always did, insecurity. You just traded one version for another. Before you were insecure about being ugly. Now you're insecure about losing the looks you worked for.
Interesting.
 
Every single mirror I see I stop and look at myself. I constantly go to the bathroom to look in the mirror. Before I ascended I was the opposite and avoided mirrors, but now I always have to look in the mirror despite having body dysmorphia.

I wonder if anyone else does his and where it comes from.
this is so real bro. and people always notice and comment on it
 
Every single mirror I see I stop and look at myself. I constantly go to the bathroom to look in the mirror. Before I ascended I was the opposite and avoided mirrors, but now I always have to look in the mirror despite having body dysmorphia.

I wonder if anyone else does his and where it comes from.
Yeah I do that too, I’ve ascended since two years ago but I still have way more that I have to do but I like acknowledging my progress
 
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People always catch me doing it and I don't know what to even say
i just say im fixing my hair lool. u gotta sound bluepilled because obviously girls only care about your haircut and personality
 

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