An encounter that will always live rent free in my head

[Whatever]

One night in 2019 I was driving through a rural area and pulled into this casino gas station to get gas and snacks. As I was leaving this girl around my age (mid 20s) waved at me. I rolled my window down and stopped. She asked "can you give me a ride, I'll keep you company" smiling and in an almost desperate tone. Obviously it seemed sketchy so I just said no and went on.

The thing is is she was tall, blonde, truly pretty face, she was almost Stacy and I turned her down. She looked so out of place. My car was expensive looking and this was at a sketchy ass location so maybe it was some kind of carjacking trap thing, and I just wanted to keep going and get home like I always do. When I've gotten legit opportunities for sex I've blown it most of the times because it happens so fast and unexpected that I can't keep up. But I wish I would've just low inhibed it and said yes, and taken her home and fucked her all night long, and then the next morning and the next night all night again, and just lost my mind with her. Nothing like this has happened since, in 2020-2023 I went into pretty extreme reclusion that I'm trying and failing at coming out of, so this was my last real opportunity for sex. I feel like the universe is punishing me (I feel this way about a lot of things) for high inhibing out of sex with this top <1% girl. Lives rent free in my head.

What would you guys have done?

 

[lurking truecel]

One night in 2019 I was driving through a rural area and pulled into this casino gas station to get gas and snacks. As I was leaving this girl around my age (mid 20s) waved at me. I rolled my window down and stopped. She asked "can you give me a ride, I'll keep you company" smiling and in an almost desperate tone. Obviously it seemed sketchy so I just said no and went on.

The thing is is she was tall, blonde, truly pretty face, she was almost Stacy and I turned her down. She looked so out of place. My car was expensive looking and this was at a sketchy ass location so maybe it was some kind of carjacking trap thing, and I just wanted to keep going and get home like I always do. When I've gotten legit opportunities for sex I've blown it most of the times because it happens so fast and unexpected that I can't keep up. But I wish I would've just low inhibed it and said yes, and taken her home and fucked her all night long, and then the next morning and the next night all night again, and just lost my mind with her. Nothing like this has happened since, in 2020-2023 I went into pretty extreme reclusion that I'm trying and failing at coming out of, so this was my last real opportunity for sex. I feel like the universe is punishing me (I feel this way about a lot of things) for high inhibing out of sex with this top <1% girl. Lives rent free in my head.

What would you guys have done?

I would have slayed her lika dragon, and got all diseases known to man and died peacefully in an early year

 

[ihearvoices]

Damn man, that sucks , would regret it also, brutal shit

But alteast you have your car now

 

[blackzarak]

Cope

 

[ihearvoices]

The thing is is she was tall, blonde. When I've gotten legit opportunities for sex I've blown it most of the times because it happens so fast and unexpected that I can't keep up.

Relatable

Nothing like this has happened since, in 2020-2023 I went into pretty extreme reclusion that I'm trying and failing at coming out of, so this was my last real opportunity for sex. Lives rent free in my head.

would love to say it will get better but it probably won't

 

[Suns9999]

this encounter would’ve been wiped clean from your memory if you had just gotten some pussy to replace it

 

[Whatever]

this encounter would’ve been wiped clean from your memory if you had just gotten some pussy to replace it

No, I remember everything.

 

[ihearvoices]

this encounter would’ve been wiped clean from your memory if you had just gotten some pussy to replace it

Too bad its not happening any time soon

 

[ihearvoices]

No, I remember everything.

So you got some pussy afterwards?

 

[Whatever]

So you got some pussy afterwards?

No, I meant I haven't gotten any since 2019. I haven't even tried other than Hinge, I've had one night out in the past 4 years. I moved out of a big city and isolated myself during covid so I wouldn't have to get the vaccine (I never did) and now I'm trying to come out of it but it's obviously not easy starting from zero. There's still somethings I have yet to try though.

 

[ItsOverLawg]

No, I meant I haven't gotten any since 2019. I haven't even tried other than Hinge, I've had one night out in the past 4 years. I moved out of a big city and isolated myself during covid so I wouldn't have to get the vaccine (I never did) and now I'm trying to come out of it but it's obviously not easy starting from zero. There's still somethings I have yet to try though.

What would u rate yourself in psl terms
Be honest

 

[ItsOverLawg]

Bro I'm gonna enter my 20s soon I'm scared

 

[Suns9999]

Bro I'm gonna enter my 20s soon I'm scared

same except i don’t think i’ve mentally aged one bit since like 17

 

[StarvedEpi]

 

[Whatever]

What would u rate yourself in psl terms
Be honest

I don't know, I kinda rate guys in 4 tiers and I'm in the 2nd to top tier, I've had some good signs and some bad ones. But my problem is legit zero time in social settings with women for the past several years, I just need to be around them again and see what happens. If you're still young then that should be #1 priority, just go to parties and get around enough girls, I promise you don't need to be a Chad.

 

[ihearvoices]

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Who is this nigga?

 

[Darkeningstar]

I would have done similarly; I'm good at wasting opportunities.

 

[ItsOverLawg]

I don't know, I kinda rate guys in 4 tiers and I'm in the 2nd to top tier, I've had some good signs and some bad ones. But my problem is legit zero time in social settings with women for the past several years, I just need to be around them again and see what happens. If you're still young then that should be #1 priority, just go to parties and get around enough girls, I promise you don't need to be a Chad.

bro is an og im gonna go by your words for that
any ideas on how to make money?

 

[Whatever]

bro is an og im gonna go by your words for that
any ideas on how to make money?

I wagecuck and also have an Ebay business. Speaking of which I could’ve made money on Ebay tonight instead of rotting on .org. I was putting money from my job into a 401k which is doing really good but it’s a hassle trying to get the money out so I stopped with that and might put it into stablecoins instead.