KidFlash
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For my entire life ever since they put the name “Valentine” (in Dutch) in the middle of my name on my birth certificate i have found valentines day boring and didn’t even think the concept mattered at all on any of those days, but with me growing up the past few years i actually thought about the idea of how having someone be my valentine today would hypothetically actually make me feel somewhat alive again even though i wasn’t going to ask anyone out especially in my current Sub 5 state, even if i would however i had to go for 6 hours meaning i couldn’t possibly do anything because i go to two very diffrent places kind of like a school but also not, in the one i went to today they have two groups, i remember they had a day where the two groups went bowling together and i met someone who kept sitting next to me the entire time, it was very suprising so a few weeks later i went to that group for a few minutes but the person didn’t seem to care at all, today they were playing some boring ass roleplaying game that i kept hearing in my group so i went to the other side of the building so i wouldn’t have to hear it and some girl who works in the building told me the guy was not there today because he signed off for today, which though not what i was there for was still kind of embarrassing and since he’s as introverted as me it’s likely there’s nobody else he cares to connect with now
Ig i’ll have to keep trying to make friends irl again, which is getting really boring
Ig i’ll have to keep trying to make friends irl again, which is getting really boring
