Another great Techno-Set

[MoggerGaston]

@TechnoBoss @Primalsplit



It's from that rave I went to at ADE a few months ago. Honestly may be the best rave I have ever been to.

Every set was BANGER. All the DJs were TOP-TIER.
The location, an old prison, had an incredible atmosphere. The lighting was perfect, not too much, it was dark and moody. Hypnotic.
The sound system was great.
The audience was GREAT.
I was on a very low amount of drugs (medium dose of 2-CB and a bit of alcohol), but the high I had was incredible, hypnotic.

I've been raving and doing drugs for about 3 years now and it's amazing to say that only 3 months ago I went on the best rave I have ever been on. Because that means that I continue to discover new gems, locations, DJs, my music-taste is developing and becoming more tuned in with what I look for emotionally. I am starting to fit in more with the audiences.

Honestly, just fucking amazing.

 

[manletmachinestream]

 

[LTNUser]

Chad

 

[Primalsplit]

You're becoming a Chad body and soul. Happy for you bhai.

 

[MoggerGaston]

chick is hot but terrible music. needs techno

 

[MoggerGaston]

You're becoming a Chad body and soul. Happy for you bhai.

Soul is the most important part and it is heavily damaged due to past trauma.

I remember even while fucking that stacylite ex of mine, that it was often hard for me to even feel good about myself or the situation. I had to hype myself up in my brain like:

'yoo dude man, ur fucking a super-hot girl who is into you, why are you in such a bad mood. Try to enjoy this moment man, cmon you are doing well for yourself.' Like I had to tell shit like this to myself in my brain, while having sex, because I wasn't enjoying it a lot of the time. Wasn't always like that, since I wasn't always in such a depressed mood, but it was often enough.
which is honestly brutal shit

I assume the average person on this forum will read this and consider me some bragging retard faggot bitch who doesn't deserve it. But I am just being honest in how much I am affected by trauma, PTSD and how hard it is for me to get any enjoyment in life.
I hope that helps make people understand why I rot and why I have accumulated over 60k posts combined on multiple accounts on this forum. I hope people can find value in the experiences I share, instead of merely responding in hate.

Don't be jealous of my life, you wouldn't like living it. Yes many of you would like to have my looks, but with your own brain.
But you wouldn't want to have my brain, I can tell you that with 100% certainty.

 

[Primalsplit]

Soul is the most important part and it is heavily damaged due to past trauma.

I remember even while fucking that stacylite ex of mine, that it was often hard for me to even feel good about myself or the situation. I had to hype myself up in my brain like:

'yoo dude man, ur fucking a super-hot girl who is into you, why are you in such a bad mood. Try to enjoy this moment man, cmon you are doing well for yourself.' Like I had to tell shit like this to myself in my brain, while having sex, because I wasn't enjoying it a lot of the time. Wasn't always like that, since I wasn't always in such a depressed mood, but it was often enough.
which is honestly brutal shit

I assume the average person on this forum will read this and consider me some bragging retard faggot bitch who doesn't deserve it. But I am just being honest in how much I am affected by trauma, PTSD and how hard it is for me to get any enjoyment in life.
I hope that helps make people understand why I rot and why I have accumulated over 60k posts combined on multiple accounts on this forum. I hope people can find value in the experiences I share, instead of merely responding in hate.

Don't be jealous of my life, you wouldn't like living it. Yes many of you would like to have my looks, but with your own brain.
But you wouldn't want to have my brain, I can tell you that with 100% certainty.

Lol I do understand. You know I'm something of a mentalcel myself.