any psychonauts here? (need help asap)

[PsychoDsk]

kinda wanna try psychedelics again to fix my brain

when I was 14-15 I used to take way too much lsd every month which gave me long lasting depersonalisation and derealisation effects and probably kickstarted my bipolar disorder in full gear.
I quit at 16 and it took me 3 years to get back to normal involving the derealisations.

I'm 20 now and I've been way too high cortisol for a couple weeks, my brain just isn't braining anymore and I need to get back to low inhib slayer psychodsk.
I been thinking of trying shrooms or microdosing them to fix my dopamine and cortisol issues.
I read about people completely destroying their frontal lobes on psychedelics which basically destroyed all their cortisol, anxiety and high inhib problems, nigga you don't understand but I NEED that shit asap.

Ion wanna try lsd no more cuz it fucked me up so bad years ago, what's your guys' opinion on shrooms? How does it compare to lsd? Do you think I'd get the gay side effects again? Could it help me and how do I get started with actually tripping RIGHT?

@Mr.Proper

 

[HandsomeHustler]

Of course fix your former drug problem with more drugs

 

[PsychoDsk]

Of course fix your former drug problem with more drugs

drugs are apart of me nigga
sober me doesn't exist, I'm literally nobody when I'm not on coke or completely wasted
the only way to fix this shit is by taking MORE and BETTER drugs innit

 

[PsychoDsk]

@porn @manletmachinestream @Angutoid @Demonstrator

fuarkk I can still remember this one high inhib nerd who started taking lsd weekly and suddenly turned into the most low inhib dude ever travelling the world, fucking bitches as ltn with 0 worries
I'm mirin so hard nigga

 

[Angutoid]

Microdose shrooms bhai

 

[PsychoDsk]

Microdose shrooms bhai

I might tbh
I'm gonna do some intensive research and just obliterate my frontal lobe
can't be caught lacking with sweaty palms

 

[Angutoid]

I might tbh
I'm gonna do some intensive research and just obliterate my frontal lobe
can't be caught lacking with sweaty palms

LSD sounds too synthetic to me tbh i wanna try it still but i wonder dmt and shrooms more

 

[porn]

Shrooms mog. DMT also if you wanna do something BIG

 

[PsychoDsk]

Shrooms mog. DMT also if you wanna do something BIG

won't I just get sent straight back to derealisation land?
I'm scared asf since my mental health and life in general got tanked on lsd

 

[porn]

won't I just get sent straight back to derealisation land?
I'm scared asf since my mental health and life in general got tanked on lsd

I don't know much about LSD tbh so I'm not really qualified to talk about it.

From my experience, shrooms actually killed my derealisation. For about two weeks after each time I do them, I'm super present. It's not good in terms of studying though because its impossible to think deeply.

 

[PsychoDsk]

I don't know much about LSD tbh so I'm not really qualified to talk about it.

From my experience, shrooms actually killed my derealisation. For about two weeks after each time I do them, I'm super present. It's not good in terms of studying though because its impossible to think deeply.

all I needed to hear
ordering 1kg of shrooms as we speak

 

[Demonstrator]

I haven’t had experience with LSD, but a lot with shrooms albeit only complete nightmare trips because I was depressed and did them alone in my bedroom at night and I'm a complete masochist schizo who wanted to fully unlock the mind to become giga sentient

it starts of fun! shit going wavey / breathing lots of euphoria, i like to play QUAKE during the come up because I play like a god while on shrooms. even better than stims like cocaine

It's an extreme fast movement high T game (hardest mechanical FPS ever made for you newgens out there who don't know shit but fortnite and cod, so hard that it killed it because its too hard to get into)
For an extremely fast dopamine raped mind.. This was indeed perfect, I predict everything in the future and get perfect movement

here is a tape for example I recorded, notice how I am legit playing in sync with the high BPM music I have and yet making the right decisions fast as fuk! That's the power of shrooms. A long with my very accurate tracking aim quickly following their strafes. Also note the insane fucking grenade placement / prediction at 37 seconds that I bounce of that wall and then rocket his ass... perfect hitscan and projectile use and god tier movement n rocket jumping strafing. UNMOGGABLE GAMEPLAY ASSISTED BY NATURE. And this is a lobby with extremely high elo boomer autists who have played for decades!


Then once it starts to really kick in I leave the PC...
It is impossible to do anything on this dose (IDK how much i usually taken but i assume at least 4g)
Then I was crying in my bed for 6 hours seeing demon arms reach out from everywhere to get me and grabbing my arms to pull me

While this happens I am thinking of people i've interacted with and the impact I had on their lives positive / negative and I realized how horrible I am, how I hurt perfect innocent people like my ex etc

Its impossible to explain how this felt, how I was visualising the feelings and memories, it was like I saw anyones mind who I thought of, and knew why the do this / that etc and saw their mind as a color
For example my ex's mind was light blue but then after her experience with me it became a dark blue (mixing with my black dark tormented mind)
I was sad at the time at her for breaking up with me out of nowhere. Then after this trip I am a horrible vile evil man wearing masks upon masks pretending to be like everyone else. And I deserved her hurting me and everyone else who hurt me as a lesson to better myself.
I genuinely went insane, and was stuck alone in my dark room facing my biggest fears and traumas for 6 hours, thoughts i buried deep in the subconscious which I do not even want to get into detail here
I have no idea what impact these trips had on my mind or inhib

I however know that I crushed my inhib with something else, DXM indeed, and some other methods I will make a thread about it at some point indeed if people want it

 

[Glazey]

Stay tf away from drugs dude... LSD at 14 is crazyyy tho

 

[Mr.Proper]

I'm not using any psychodelics myself, but people report psilocybin being helpful for anxiety specifically. Lsd and similar, on the other hand, is more stimulating and potentially can increase anxiety in some cases.
Have you unironically tested your testosterone, estrogen, prolactin, T4 levels yet? Because if they are abnormal, you will have much harder time fixing your mental issues.
Vitamin D levels are also very important, people with low levels are more prone to depression and anxiety.

 

[manletmachinestream]

Don’t microdose shrooms it’s a meme and waste of money

 

[oily703]

@R@m@
@R@m@

isthis apart of your area of expertise

 

[R@m@]

@R@m@
@R@m@

Is that ER?

 

[oily703]

Is that ER?

nah its some dude who was talking shit on here
i went to see his posts and there he was

 

[R@m@]

If you just want to solve mental problems do microdoses regularly

 

[Underdog9494]

Sure... What's the worst that could happen???

RETARD!!!

 

[Demonstrator]

op megadose shrooms and lsd I hope your brain fries and you rope

 

[fezzz]

kinda wanna try psychedelics again to fix my brain

when I was 14-15 I used to take way too much lsd every month which gave me long lasting depersonalisation and derealisation effects and probably kickstarted my bipolar disorder in full gear.
I quit at 16 and it took me 3 years to get back to normal involving the derealisations.

I'm 20 now and I've been way too high cortisol for a couple weeks, my brain just isn't braining anymore and I need to get back to low inhib slayer psychodsk.
I been thinking of trying shrooms or microdosing them to fix my dopamine and cortisol issues.
I read about people completely destroying their frontal lobes on psychedelics which basically destroyed all their cortisol, anxiety and high inhib problems, nigga you don't understand but I NEED that shit asap.

Ion wanna try lsd no more cuz it fucked me up so bad years ago, what's your guys' opinion on shrooms? How does it compare to lsd? Do you think I'd get the gay side effects again? Could it help me and how do I get started with actually tripping RIGHT?

@Mr.Proper

Don’t try it. I got fake lsd and it gave me HPPD and I had constant visual static. It’s almost all gone now but there’s no reward except getting high and fucking your brain

 

[Kroker]

LSD caused my mental issues lol.

I'm one of those people that should haven't taken LSD.

Also regarding why your anxiety is on the high end because you forgot that Norepinephrine also plays a crucial role into how you manage stress/anxiety, chronically elevated levels of it can cause anxiety.