arthurmorgan.
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Wanted to ask this here because no one I know in real life would understand this and any other website would just give me bullshit blue pill answers. Lately I have been finding it hard to find any reason not kill myself because I am ugly.
For context, I am 18 and facially LTN because of narrow jaw and recessed chin but I am 6'4 so I am maybe closer to High LTN range. My life is not that bad, I have a friends (MTN/HTNs not incels like me) but I am probably too ugly to get a girlfriend(see my previous posts if you want to see my face).
But the thing is that I know that anything I have in life I have despite my face. If I just had an average face I would probably have a girlfriend and large group of friends. My ugly face has held me back so much and will only hold me back more as I continue through life. I find it hard to enjoy anything life with the knowledge that I am ugly. I am haunted by thoughts of how much better my life would be if I was even just normal looking. I think the idea of continuing life as an LTN is stupid and it would make more logical sense for me to rope.
I wanted to ask here to see if any other LTNs could relate to my situation. How do you find a reason to live as an ugly person in a world that values looks so much?
For context, I am 18 and facially LTN because of narrow jaw and recessed chin but I am 6'4 so I am maybe closer to High LTN range. My life is not that bad, I have a friends (MTN/HTNs not incels like me) but I am probably too ugly to get a girlfriend(see my previous posts if you want to see my face).
But the thing is that I know that anything I have in life I have despite my face. If I just had an average face I would probably have a girlfriend and large group of friends. My ugly face has held me back so much and will only hold me back more as I continue through life. I find it hard to enjoy anything life with the knowledge that I am ugly. I am haunted by thoughts of how much better my life would be if I was even just normal looking. I think the idea of continuing life as an LTN is stupid and it would make more logical sense for me to rope.
I wanted to ask here to see if any other LTNs could relate to my situation. How do you find a reason to live as an ugly person in a world that values looks so much?