Anyone else became black pilled before finding this forum by life experiences?

[repszon]

For me, I had early puberty. I was tall for my age and girls wanted to hang with me, then the others hit puberty and grew taller, and worst of all, premature baldness hit me. I noticed how everything spiraled, I went from being someone people would call a simp out of jealousy, when the girls wanted to be with me, to being the class freak/joke.

It was clear as water that looks were the reason - the deterioration of my looks made me spiral to the bottom.

I used to be giga low inhib as a way to cope during my descention, not caring about anything, but it slowly became hard to cope with the truth prevailing.

 

[repszon]

Bump

 

[Schizomogger]

Brootal

 

[karmacita901]

Yeah pretty much everyone bruh, if you became blackpilled through any other reason besides real life then you would never end up on a site like this

 

[repszon]

Yeah pretty much everyone bruh, if you became blackpilled through any other reason besides real life then you would never end up on a site like this

True, I’m kinda referring to the other greys joining as a “trend” to see if they’re actually bp:ed before the social media trends

 

[valentine]

yeah like in 2017

 

[acm]

had life experiences which proved the BP but never knew why

for exmaple growing up i was always group punching bag and i didn't know why it was cause of my height though I was always shortest, skinniest and ugliest in my groups

 

[repszon]

yeah like in 2017

2017 fucking hell, must be hell knowing the reason of your misery for 8 years

 

[SeiGun]

i pretty much half blackpilled, but i have this delusion thinking im above average while being a skinny fat subhuman

 

[repszon]

had life experiences which proved the BP but never knew why

for exmaple growing up i was always group punching bag and i didn't know why it was cause of my height though I was always shortest, skinniest and ugliest in my groups

Feel you, it’s brutal being the punching bad when life is already horrible and the reason fir you being the punching bag is the same reason why you already hate life

 

[valentine]

2017 fucking hell, must be hell knowing the reason of your misery for 8 years

lol at least ive become better looking in recent years but yeah

 

[eon]

yes, when i lost 30lbs in 1 month i got treated so much better

leading me to discover the mass importance in loox

 

[repszon]

i pretty much half blackpilled, but i have this delusion thinking im above average while being a skinny fat subhuman

It’s the coping, it’s like sin in religion. You cope to feel good, knowing your delusional

 

[repszon]

lol at least ive become better looking in recent years but yeah

I can ascend to mtn with a hair transplant, but I have to wait 3+ years. Knowing I’ll have to live life through hopelessness for 3 years and then still having a ruined reputation by people around me due to them knowing me for my subhuman balding genetics. I’ll def geomax later

 

[valentine]

I can ascend to mtn with a hair transplant, but I have to wait 3+ years. Knowing I’ll have to live life through hopelessness for 3 years and then still having a ruined reputation by people around me due to my subhuman balding genetics. I’ll def geomax later

hair transplant holy unc how old are you

 

[repszon]

hair transplant holy unc how old are you

16

 

[repszon]

hair transplant holy unc how old are you

Nw3

 

[valentine]

16

brutal how are you balding at 16
im 20 but my hairlines always been ahh and hasnt changed in years

 

[SeiGun]

It’s the coping, it’s like sin in religion. You cope to feel good

yea man, the cope is real, when you cope you think its real, until reality hit you hard...
i cope so hard cant even see a subhuman behind the mirror, until i saw the comparison of looks on this forum, brutal
i water fasting lost like 20kg weight in few month after knowing im coping hard

 

[repszon]

yea man, the cope is real, when you cope you think its real, until reality hit you hard...
i cope so hard cant even see a subhuman behind the mirror, until i saw the comparison of looks on this forum, brutal
i water fasting lost like 20kg weight in few month after knowing im coping hard

I still cope sometimes, whilst knowing I’m delusional. Life is just better in delusion, but I can’t be deulsional as it would reject all my self respect and pride. This is what I meant by me coping with not caring about my problems to be low inhib whilst descending in my thread. Eventually the pride caught up I couldn’t disrespect myself anymore ignoring my problems in deusion.

 

[repszon]

brutal how are you balding at 16
im 20 but my hairlines always been ahh and hasnt changed in years

Started very young I might be nw 3.5 already on treatment and didn’t resond for shit, gonna order ru58841 from minoxidilmax

 

[Lars2]

i was blackpilled at 6

 

[repszon]

i was blackpilled at 6

Brutal, where you the fat kid?

 

[karmacita901]

i became blackpilled at 10 years old the first time someone better looking repeated a joke i had made 30 seconds before and everyone suddenly thought it's the funniest shit they heard all day

Once in a blue moon, that shit still fucking happens at work

 

[Biggestsubhuman]

I'm no nt so normies always treated me differently

 

[sqm]

Yeah pretty much everyone bruh, if you became blackpilled through any other reason besides real life then you would never end up on a site like this

 

[Lars2]

Brutal, where you the fat kid?

Yes with unibrow