Anyone else born alone

[RODEBLUR]

Like i never had grandparents aunts or uncles or cousins or whatever, they all died without having kids before I was born and shit

My parents only had me because they were gonna die childless since my dad was like 60 when i was born and my mother 40

They didn't really gaf anyway and continued to party every day until i got sent to foster care at 4

My grandma killed herself before I was born my mom didn't know her dad

And obviously I would never have lived to know my dad's parents since my dad was old as shit

My mom got her own place (studio apartment trap house) when I was 6 but I was still alone cause my mom would just lock herself in her room and do drugs

Teachers nor kids gave a fuck about me when I started school

Didn't even have a friend whose mom pretended to care or some shit i've just been perpetually alone tbh

I just slept all the days away and now i'm 21 years old old as shit and my parents are dying and i'm gonna lose this studio flat which i can't inherit cause it's social housing and i'm fully alone cause my mother has to get cancer treatment at the hospital now and i'm just thinking about necking it to be fair

inb4 dnr or whatever idgaf i'm just writing this before i go to sleep

 

[chadhamed]

 

[RODEBLUR]

What

 

[BrutalMogger]

after finding the strength to sit through and read this thread without commenting "dnr" i can confidently say i relate, similar experience EXCEPT with the added beautiful bonus of me being low ltn, what a life to live!

 

[RODEBLUR]

after finding the strength to sit through and read this thread without commenting "dnr" i can confidently say i relate, similar experience EXCEPT with the added beautiful bonus of me being low ltn, what a life to live!

i guarantee you mog me nigga

 

[chadhamed]

 

[BrutalMogger]

i guarantee you mog me nigga

you live in a delusional world fabricated by your own imagination
FIND SHAME

IN NOT A SINGLE UNIVERSE AND PLACE I DO NOT MOG YOU.
NAME IT. MUMBAI? CENTRAL AFRICAN REPUBLIC? GUAM? NO MOG TO BE FOUND. 404 ERROR EVEN

 

[RODEBLUR]

you live in a delusional world fabricated by your own imagination
FIND SHAME

IN NOT A SINGLE UNIVERSE AND PLACE I DO NOT MOG YOU.
NAME IT. MUMBAI? CENTRAL AFRICAN REPUBLIC? GUAM? NO MOG TO BE FOUND. 404 ERROR EVEN

height

 

[BrutalMogger]

height

im 175cm DEATH TIER

 

[RODEBLUR]

im 175cm DEATH TIER

same

u probably mog me tho

 

[fluxx]

it actually might be over for you dawg
im sorry

 

[BrutalMogger]

same

u probably mog me tho

well then we both victims of the manifestation of evil that is foid's society quantified by our experiences of isolation

 

[RODEBLUR]

it actually might be over for you dawg
im sorry

can't be over if it never began

 

[RODEBLUR]

well then we both victims of the manifestation of evil that is foid's society quantified by our experiences of isolation

tbh

 

[BrutalMogger]

tbh

now the real question is were do you go from here
How do you try and break the cycle
How do you beat tyrone
or is the better alterative would be to just cope

 

[RODEBLUR]

now the real question is were do you go from here
How do you try and break the cycle
How do you beat tyrone
or is the better alterative would be to just cope

i can't think about all this unimportant shit

idk where i'm gonna live or what i'm gonna eat next year

 

[BrutalMogger]

i can't think about all this unimportant shit

idk where i'm gonna live or what i'm gonna eat next year

understanable, you never know what is going to happen in the future, for all i know i could wake up tomorrow with hemorrhoids and shit out 2L of blood, but there must be a higher ambition for the future, a greater sense of drive. And it is up to you to decide upon that, for me i got prescribed 100 days of no fap, and after reading studies i found after day 100 people gain telepathic powers, so that is my ambition right now.