Anyone else feel like they are very mentally weak

[whitebitchslayer]

I have no disciple, motivation, I do not work hard for the things I wish I had, I do not have a strong character, I am not open about what I feel, I can’t tell people what I really think out of fear / inhib, I always do things I don’t want because I don’t have the will power to avoid it.

I don’t know what I’m doing with my life I have 0 control I am just here watching as it collapses. I have done nothing of meaning and am just realizing this as I am here trying to write a college essay for an assignment a week past due. I will not be getting into any colleges I will probably be a NEET looser a year from now and disappoint my entire family who had hopes for me

What can I even do everything is over by now and I haven’t even gotten a chance at life. Why was it like this I must have done something horrible in my last life for ghandi heaven to sentence me to this

 

[TheLightOfMyLife]

i can change

 

[whitebitchslayer]

i can change

Good for you boyo I hope you have a better life than me

 

[swt]

you're mentally weak because you're not killing deer with your own hands and eating raw organs

 

[FaceandBBC]

No, I'm just mentally empty.

 

[gookcelriceR]

I'm the exact same

 

[gookcelriceR]

I wasn't always like this, and you?

 

[whitebitchslayer]

No, I'm just mentally empty.

Difference is???

 

[whitebitchslayer]

I wasn't always like this, and you?

No idk what happened to me i think it used to be better

 

[gookcelriceR]

No idk what happened to me i think it used to be better

It's your neurotransmitters, I'm slowly improving day by day, it's like starting from zero

 

[TheLightOfMyLife]

Good for you boyo I hope you have a better life than me

White bitch pussy would save us

 

[gookcelriceR]

You probably have low confidence right now, like me. Your ideas and plans rest in your mind and you only think about them when you're reflecting

 

[BonesmashFinalBoss]

I have no disciple, motivation, I do not work hard for the things I wish I had, I do not have a strong character, I am not open about what I feel, I can’t tell people what I really think out of fear / inhib, I always do things I don’t want because I don’t have the will power to avoid it.

I don’t know what I’m doing with my life I have 0 control I am just here watching as it collapses. I have done nothing of meaning and am just realizing this as I am here trying to write a college essay for an assignment a week past due. I will not be getting into any colleges I will probably be a NEET looser a year from now and disappoint my entire family who had hopes for me

What can I even do everything is over by now and I haven’t even gotten a chance at life. Why was it like this I must have done something horrible in my last life for ghandi heaven to sentence me to this

I relate hard man

 

[whitebitchslayer]

You probably have low confidence right now, like me. Your ideas and plans rest in your mind and you only think about them when you're reflecting

Dude my life is genuinely meaningless tho what does confidence have to do with that

 

[BonesmashFinalBoss]

You probably have low confidence right now, like me.

 

[BonesmashFinalBoss]

I'm the exact same

 

[gookcelriceR]

Dude my life is genuinely meaningless tho what does confidence have to do with that

Everything's related. Don't you feel kinda "meh" because of the way you look and the fact that you haven't ascended? It's all getting into your head without you realizing it fully

 

[Elias144]

Even though it objectively isn't true, I genuinely believe I'm exceptionally smart, unique, and that I'll cure cancer and perhaps be president someday. Yeah I know none of those things are true but I feel like there's really no reason to not have that level of delusion. There's two things I could recommend you look into. One is the antidepressant Nardil, the other is exogenous testosterone.

 

[FaceandBBC]

Difference is???

There's no weakness to feel.

 

[Popstar867]

There's no weakness to feel.

Corny ass statement

 

[HundredManSlayer]

take the gogginspill

 

[FaceandBBC]

Corny ass statement

I know but I'm being serious. I'm so mentally broken at this point and find nothing enjoyable.

 

[Panzram]

I have no disciple, motivation, I do not work hard for the things I wish I had, I do not have a strong character, I am not open about what I feel, I can’t tell people what I really think out of fear / inhib, I always do things I don’t want because I don’t have the will power to avoid it.

I don’t know what I’m doing with my life I have 0 control I am just here watching as it collapses. I have done nothing of meaning and am just realizing this as I am here trying to write a college essay for an assignment a week past due. I will not be getting into any colleges I will probably be a NEET looser a year from now and disappoint my entire family who had hopes for me

What can I even do everything is over by now and I haven’t even gotten a chance at life. Why was it like this I must have done something horrible in my last life for ghandi heaven to sentence me to this

relatable tbh

 

[Popstar867]

I know but I'm being serious. I'm so mentally broken at this point and find nothing enjoyable.

I assume as of right now you have no hope about the future no goals nothing just a piece of brick living , ngl I have 2 advice you can follow either try to follow a philosophy you can relate to? Mine was (Introduction to the Reading of Hegel) totally change my outlook in life . Or if your social (which I assume most are not) ask a friend for help

 

[davidlaidisme67]

I have no disciple, motivation, I do not work hard for the things I wish I had, I do not have a strong character, I am not open about what I feel, I can’t tell people what I really think out of fear / inhib, I always do things I don’t want because I don’t have the will power to avoid it.

I don’t know what I’m doing with my life I have 0 control I am just here watching as it collapses. I have done nothing of meaning and am just realizing this as I am here trying to write a college essay for an assignment a week past due. I will not be getting into any colleges I will probably be a NEET looser a year from now and disappoint my entire family who had hopes for me

What can I even do everything is over by now and I haven’t even gotten a chance at life. Why was it like this I must have done something horrible in my last life for ghandi heaven to sentence me to this

Described my entire existence

 

[FaceandBBC]

I assume as of right now you have no hope about the future no goals nothing just a piece of brick living , ngl I have 2 advice you can follow either try to follow a philosophy you can relate to? Mine was (Introduction to the Reading of Hegel) totally change my outlook in life . Or if your social (which I assume most are not) ask a friend for help

I follow a philosophy which is a decent cope but it's not enough. I'm all out of copes. And I have zero friends/ social life so there's no one to talk to. Not like they would care in the first place anyways.

 

[Popstar867]

I follow a philosophy which is a decent cope but it's not enough. I'm all out of copes. And I have zero friends/ social life so there's no one to talk to. Not like they would care in the first place anyways.

You think I don’t understand I live abroad for studies , have no friends no family. For more than 3 years . Don’t have money to return back/ didn’t have a long conversation in about 2 months. But philosophy for me was a big changer cope ngl it worked extremely well . I also do have my hobbies which is going to the casino and climbing (occasionally trade aswell ) . I started taking baclofen to not get anxious (eventually stopped) also started studying in the library rather my room . I also have a goal . Everything I do is because I want to raise the probability of me getting friends or maybe a girlfriend my some miracle , you should do the same . (In high school I got adopted by extroverted friends and that made me rethink life ngl and how important friends are) hopefully me and you do actually get an enjoyable future