Anyone else have good social skills but have some retarded autistic traits that make them unfuckable

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I’ve never had a hard time making girls laugh n shit but I just do some weird stuff socially that I think people catch on to. I sat alone and never talked to anyone in high school unless I was talked to first. I WAS THE QUIET KID THAT NEVER SAID A WORD AND HAD NO FRIENDS BUT WHEN I ACTUALLY TALKED TO PPL I WAS KINDA COOL BUT THEY PROB REALIZE I HAVE MINOR AUTISM OR MAYBE IM JUST TOO UGLY AND COPING AND GIRLS FAKED THEIR LAUGHS AND NEVER FOUND ME FUNNY AND WERE NEVER ATTRACTED TO ME FUCK ALL WOMEN