anyone else just sitting at home drunk in a dark room on christmas eve?

[MoggerGaston]

over innit?!

truly over.

nothing we can do

i may do some 2cb+ketamine+mdma later but rn not feeling it yet. That shit is mood enhancing, not mood-creating.
Need to turn on my lights or something to get that good mood jfl.

 

[FaceandBBC]

Sitting in my dark room rotting on the internet.

 

[mightbecooked123]

over innit?!

truly over.

nothing we can do

i may do some 2cb+ketamine+mdma later but rn not feeling it yet. That shit is mood enhancing, not mood-creating.
Need to turn on my lights or something to get that good mood jfl.

NevER began

 

[LTNUser]

I am not drunk but yea,I am sitting in a dark room,rotting in this forum imagining about the outcomes if I was good looking and had friends to spend this Christmas Eve with

 

[ranierean]

turn the lights on nigga duh

 

[Zonar]

Im working nigga

 

[MoggerGaston]

turn the lights on nigga duh

I prefer when it's dark.

me on NYE

 

[Entschuldigung]

I'll be with my friends

 

[MoggerGaston]

I'll be with my friends

yes, that is what all of us deserve and should be doing.

Being with family, friends or a lover.

Unfortunately, reality can be cruel

 

[Entschuldigung]

yes, that is what all of us deserve and should be doing.

Being with family, friends or a lover.

Unfortunately, reality can be cruel

Where's your family?

 

[Daddy's Home]

As always..

 

[MoggerGaston]

Where's your family?

I have no family.

my mother is a narcissistic, psychopathic abuser and my dad is an enabler for her.
Rest of my family I don't have contact with.

 

[MoggerGaston]

As always..

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Top is chad-only.

But yeah, being with friends/family as a normie still mogs rotting as a truecel.

 

[PARISIEN]

this is sad

 

[manletmachinestream]

Suicide fuel

 

[PRIEST Sv3rige]

Enjoying some lemon haze.

 

[MoggerGaston]

this is sad

This is life for me. Has been like this for years.

 

[sar4rupepls]

Do drugs w friends not alone

 

[Charles the Fat]

I’m with my brother, mum and grandparents, but I feel 0 christmas spirit. Last christmas felt like yesterday, and I always just gain fat in christmas

 

[PARISIEN]

This is life for me. Has been like this for years.

you are going out that much, you never made a friend there?

 

[Deleted member 29041]

lower u standard habibi and find girl that are obsessed with u. You will gain profit!

 

[MoggerGaston]

friends

i dont have them

 

[MoggerGaston]

I’m with my brother, mum and grandparents, but I feel 0 christmas spirit. Last christmas felt like yesterday, and I always just gain fat in christmas

Will you go to the Cathedral for christmas?

I went there on a sunday-morning when I was in Trondheim. Was quite cool.
Never been in a church before where they give you wine indivually in your own chalice. Mogs hard.

There was also this cute Sami girl

 

[MoggerGaston]

you are going out that much, you never made a friend there?

I've had cool social-interactions at raves before. Dancing together and having fun for hours with strangers you just met. Even exchange numbers. But then it never gets to anything afterwards honestly.

 

[MoggerGaston]

lower u standard habibi and find girl that are obsessed with u. You will gain profit!

I can't

 

[Deleted member 29041]

I can't

why?

 

[TechnoBoss]

over innit?!

truly over.

nothing we can do

i may do some 2cb+ketamine+mdma later but rn not feeling it yet. That shit is mood enhancing, not mood-creating.
Need to turn on my lights or something to get that good mood jfl.

Sitting in my dark room rotting on the internet.

Yeah that’s what I’m doing too I always get depressed around the holidays and my birthday. I’m just drinking even though I really need to quit. I just can’t stop.

 

[sub5outsider]

beside being drunk yes

 

[MoggerGaston]

why?

I think it's unfair for her and for me.

What girl would want to be with a guy who doesn't really think she's attractive?
I could lie to her and say that I do, but your behavior/thoughts/emotions won't match up with that lie.

Because of those things, it's not fullfilling for me either.

 

[PARISIEN]

I've had cool social-interactions at raves before. Dancing together and having fun for hours with strangers you just met. Even exchange numbers. But then it never gets to anything afterwards honestly.

Because of you or them ?

 

[MoggerGaston]

Yeah that’s what I’m doing too I always get depressed around the holidays and my birthday.

I have largely completely gotten numb to holidays, birthdays and so on. They don't matter to me whatsoever anymore.

I don't really feel worse than I do normally since on an average night I am also alone in the dark and and drinking. But to normal people it may be more contrasting because holidays/birthdays still mean something to them. Which is why I made this post.

I’m just drinking even though I really need to quit. I just can’t stop.

'I really need to stop' is being really hard on yourself. There's no need for this.
You are hating on yourself for doing something which you need, you feel like you need right now.
Punishing yourself mentally over something you need is really harsh. I hope you can realize there is no need to punish yourself mentally so hard over this.

Instead you could see this idea of yours of wanting to quit alcohol a good first step: It's good of you to realize that alcohol is something you don't want to be part of your life.

The road of getting to a place of not needing alcohol, is extremely hard and you shouldn't punish yourself, see yourself as weak, a loser, for not accomplishing this extremely hard goal so easily.
So today you didn't get there. Hey, that's fine. Don't underestimate alcohol dependance. It's not easy to get rid of.

Why? Because we never even got into this place if our lives were good. The alcoholism is a symptom of underlying pain, grief, loneliness and a lot of other problems.

Curing your alcoholism also involves tackling all these hard, deep issues and the deep-rooted trauma associated with it.
Don't beat yourself up for not 'just fixing your life bro'. Anyone who has (had) these issues know how it's not that easy and how these are symptoms of extremely deep and hard to fix issues.

Keep on going man, you got this. Don't beat yourself up for having a setback. It is to be expected when you are tackling extremely hard problems.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Because of you or them ?

I am not sure. There is just no vibe afterwards in chat.

You had a good time at the rave, then you get home. Maybe next day you text something but the texting is dry and has no vibe at all. You or them may propose some other rave to go to together but you're not feeling it.

Over.

 

[juggmaxx]

Sitting in my dark room rotting on the internet.

same here i love you jeffrey niggstein

 

[TechnoBoss]

I have largely completely gotten numb to holidays, birthdays and so on. They don't matter to me whatsoever anymore.

I don't really feel worse than I do normally since on an average night I am also alone in the dark and and drinking. But to normal people it may be more contrasting because holidays/birthdays still mean something to them. Which is why I made this post.

'I really need to stop' is being really hard on yourself. There's no need for this.
You are hating on yourself for doing something which you need, you feel like you need right now.
Punishing yourself mentally over something you need is really harsh. I hope you can realize there is no need to punish yourself mentally so hard over this.

Instead you could see this idea of yours of wanting to quit alcohol a good first step: It's good of you to realize that alcohol is something you don't want to be part of your life.

The road of getting to a place of not needing alcohol, is extremely hard and you shouldn't punish yourself, see yourself as weak, a loser, for not accomplishing this extremely hard goal so easily.
So today you didn't get there. Hey, that's fine. Don't underestimate alcohol dependance. It's not easy to get rid of.

Why? Because we never even got into this place if our lives were good. The alcoholism is a symptom of underlying pain, grief, loneliness and a lot of other problems.

Curing your alcoholism also involves tackling all these hard, deep issues and the deep-rooted trauma associated with it.
Don't beat yourself up for not 'just fixing your life bro'. Anyone who has (had) these issues know how it's not that easy and how these are symptoms of extremely deep and hard to fix issues.

Keep on going man, you got this. Don't beat yourself up for having a setback. It is to be expected when you are tackling extremely hard problems.

It’s fucked my life up for the past 2 years man. I was drinking like 2 liters of vodka a day at my worst. It didn’t even (and still doesn’t) make me drunk. I’m having some setbacks but I’m trying to abstain from drinking 100%

It’s very hard to stop completely

 

[MoggerGaston]

It’s fucked my life up for the past 2 years man. I was drinking like 2 liters of vodka a day at my worst. It didn’t even (and still doesn’t) make me drunk. I’m having some setbacks but I’m trying to abstain from drinking 100%

It’s very hard to stop completely

Understandable that you feel sad or angry about it having ruined the past 2 years of your life.
Hope you can find a way to resolve the issues causing you to drink in the first place.

 

[apocalypse]

I would sell my god damn soul for some ketamine rn

 

[SoundnVision]

Life is fucking miserable dogshit

 

[MoggerGaston]

I would sell my god damn soul for some ketamine rn
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I don't have much either rn but have a 10gram batch coming in by the end of the week.

im thinking of getting high on 2cb+mdma tonight. Still have plenty of that.

 

[apocalypse]

I don't have much either rn but have a 10gram batch coming in by the end of the week.

im thinking of getting high on 2cb+mdma tonight. Still have plenty of that.

I find stimulants are nasty shit to take in the evening
I want some comfy ket

 

[MoggerGaston]

I find stimulants are nasty shit to take in the evening
I want some comfy ket

My sleep schedule is completely over and I have nothing to do ever, no plans or responsibilities.

i can go to sleep at 7AM and wake up at 4PM.

 

[noodlelover]

over innit?!

truly over.

nothing we can do

i may do some 2cb+ketamine+mdma later but rn not feeling it yet. That shit is mood enhancing, not mood-creating.
Need to turn on my lights or something to get that good mood jfl.

I don't do drugs or drink.

 

[zerotohero]

As always..

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It’s funny, because it’s true.

 

[laaltin]

I’m drinking tea, it’s 00:47 on the clock

 

[cobicado901]

Im with my family and all I want is to leave ts bro.