Anyone else sure about suicide?

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i feel pretty sure about suicide tbh. like im giving myself max 1-2years before doing it. im pretty much mentally gone and no amount of surgery can change that. Atp i cant even look at my mirrow, i dont wear contacts so i dont even have to see my reflection. its going pretty bad.

anyone can relate?
 
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Go ER.
 
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You should try everything before roping.
 
i feel pretty sure about suicide tbh. like im giving myself max 1-2years before doing it. im pretty much mentally gone and no amount of surgery can change that. Atp i cant even look at my mirrow, i dont wear contacts so i dont even have to see my reflection. its going pretty bad.

anyone can relate?
Don't try to ropemax, just try to softmax first, then moneymax and last thing surgerymax.
 
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im gonna rope cuz im cant play Jaco on bass
 
You will die either way try to enjoy the little things
 
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Don't try to ropemax, just try to softmax first, then moneymax and last thing surgerymax.
water. im doing 2 surgerys in the span on 10months and gym+skincare.

its just that i dont think it will change anything
 
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water. im doing 2 surgerys in the span on 10months and gym+skincare.

its just that i dont think it will change anything
Surround yourself with friends, cope with career and studies etc. and dedicate time to bluepilling yourself again. Give yourself value. Seems better than dying.
 
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Surround yourself with friends, cope with career and studies etc. and dedicate time to bluepilling yourself again. Give yourself value. Seems better than dying.
It doesnt help, im doing it right now.
Im just a subhuman left with nothing but facing the truth
 
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It doesnt help, im doing it right now.
Im just a subhuman left with nothing but facing the truth
Honestly if you are going to rope the first step would be getting off here. Depends on how dedicated you are to enjoying life though.
 
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At least go on a spam approaching spree first
 
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Honestly if you are going to rope the first step would be getting off here. Depends on how dedicated you are to enjoying life though.
if you see me getting off from here consider me having roped
 
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if you see me getting off from here consider me having roped
No lol I meant to be happier you pretty much have to leave this site if you aren't good looking.
 
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i feel pretty sure about suicide tbh. like im giving myself max 1-2years before doing it. im pretty much mentally gone and no amount of surgery can change that. Atp i cant even look at my mirrow, i dont wear contacts so i dont even have to see my reflection. its going pretty bad.

anyone can relate?
Bro the last posts you made were pretty positive why so negative again ?
 
No lol I meant to be happier you pretty much have to leave this site if you aren't good looking.
Even if your GL this site can fry your brain.
 
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Even if your GL this site can fry your brain.
Yeah but it's not that bad if you know how to separate bullshit from facts. It just makes you quite strange. If you are ugly then this site is a nightmare because it is constant reaffirmation that you have no value so there is no incentive to improve your life. At least if you are gl you have hope and don't think about the rope. At least for looks-related reasons.
 
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No. I'm handsome, intelligent and talented, no reason to rope. Sometimes there's shitty moments and periods, but I always bounce back.
 
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I can see myself killing myself before 50 due to me being doomed to neetdom and poverty and being alone. My will to live is still too strong despite my situation
 
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It will all be over soon...
 
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Yeah but it's not that bad if you know how to separate bullshit from facts. It just makes you quite strange. If you are ugly then this site is a nightmare because it is constant reaffirmation that you have no value so there is no incentive to improve your life. At least if you are gl you have hope and don't think about the rope. At least for looks-related reasons.
Im lurking since quit sometime here so dont judge by my join Date.

I got severe BDD from this site, literally talking myself into subhumanity. ( I was already somewhat mentaly in a bad state )
Until I got approached in broad daylight in a grocery store in germany ( High inhib country ), this made me realise this site can be seriously dangerous to anyone. NO it was not a Stacy so im still Subhuman lol

But yes you can use some Info here to be better but alot of it is just bullshit and exaggerating.
 
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I legit would enjoy being a friend of you if you even try to uplift others while feeling shit.
Your truly a good person.
im from austria (high inhib aswell) and its pretty shit for me. but yeah thanks im sure you‘re a chill person
 
How old are you honestly ?
Also, survival instinct will probably prevent you from doing it, at least i hope so.
Anyway if you do it just don't do it through paracetamol/aspirin or any kind of overdose, extremely unreliable and the former is litterally one of the most painful way to die.
 
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How old are you honestly ?
Also, survival instinct will probably prevent you from doing it, at least i hope so.
Anyway if you do it just don't do it through paracetamol/aspirin or any kind of overdose, extremely unreliable and the former is litterally one of the most painful way to die.
18.

my way of suicide is death in combat or free fall. I dont want to die a boring death atleast
 
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my way of suicide is death in combat or free fall. I dont want to die a boring death atleast
Based, but the Society needs more blackpilled jaw surgeons so you cant fall yet :rage:
 
18.

my way of suicide is death in combat or free fall. I dont want to die a boring death atleast
Please wait at least 25 years old before doing it, not only you may have found purpose on life but i'd bet that the urge to die you may have right now would've vanished.
At 18 prefrontal cortex isn't fully developed and decision-making still rely partially on amygdala, there is a notable chance that your actual thought process will seems ridiculous to your future you.
Anyway even if you try survival instinct will probably prevent you from doing it as it's basically the most powerful human instinct.
 
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Me too. Is there hope?
 

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