CupOfCoffee
IdentityCrisisCel
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Lookswise, I'm unapproachable. Muscular (average frame), high FWHR, big crooked nose, balding, and something about my eye area also looks low trust. Generally ugly imo.
Behaviorally, I am stand-offish around people I don't know. I don't have much to say nor do I know how to spark anything up. However, I often speak strongly, and I look people in the eyes. When I work on group projects, I tend to be the one in charge, I usually have the best ideas, and generally I lead well if I want to. I judge people openly and don't hide it well. I frown a lot tbqh. I look 5 years older than my age.
People assume I have too much work to do, so they don't invite me places (classmates in high school have told me this, they thought I was some ambitious 80-hour workweek kind of guy who would always turn down invitations). All my friendships in the past were based on working towards a common goal or sharing ideas with each other, occasionally doing prank calls and uploading online. Now in college, I'm just not party material, I didn't learn how to have fun earlier in life, so nothing's really happening now. I dated one girl for a while and she clearly liked me, she eventually ignored me cuz I lied to her about something, and cuz I was clueless sexually. First year in college, I met some people, but they excluded me socially and it was clear as sunshine they thought of me as a lesser person. I got mocked sometimes "You don't have a life outside of school bro" etc. Eventually I stopped talking to them. I dated a couple girls from Tinder for a while, one girl from work went on a date with me, another I met at the store also gave me her number (turns out she had a boyfriend). I asked one girl out last October in one of my classes before getting blackpilled, she actually accepted, but clearly because she was afraid of me. She never talked to me again. They ALL ended up ignoring me. The girl I dated for 3 weeks, ended up dating a fucking twink looking guy, skinny fat and looks super beta.
Anyone else with these kinds of issues?
Behaviorally, I am stand-offish around people I don't know. I don't have much to say nor do I know how to spark anything up. However, I often speak strongly, and I look people in the eyes. When I work on group projects, I tend to be the one in charge, I usually have the best ideas, and generally I lead well if I want to. I judge people openly and don't hide it well. I frown a lot tbqh. I look 5 years older than my age.
People assume I have too much work to do, so they don't invite me places (classmates in high school have told me this, they thought I was some ambitious 80-hour workweek kind of guy who would always turn down invitations). All my friendships in the past were based on working towards a common goal or sharing ideas with each other, occasionally doing prank calls and uploading online. Now in college, I'm just not party material, I didn't learn how to have fun earlier in life, so nothing's really happening now. I dated one girl for a while and she clearly liked me, she eventually ignored me cuz I lied to her about something, and cuz I was clueless sexually. First year in college, I met some people, but they excluded me socially and it was clear as sunshine they thought of me as a lesser person. I got mocked sometimes "You don't have a life outside of school bro" etc. Eventually I stopped talking to them. I dated a couple girls from Tinder for a while, one girl from work went on a date with me, another I met at the store also gave me her number (turns out she had a boyfriend). I asked one girl out last October in one of my classes before getting blackpilled, she actually accepted, but clearly because she was afraid of me. She never talked to me again. They ALL ended up ignoring me. The girl I dated for 3 weeks, ended up dating a fucking twink looking guy, skinny fat and looks super beta.
Anyone else with these kinds of issues?
Chad only needs to be present to be intimidating
