
gigaslayer
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I wanna start off by saying I am a relatively attractive guy (reaffirmed by every person I've basically talked to constant compliments on appearance), I'm tall, and can make people laugh. I do not think I have any issues socially and if I do they can easily be improved by just going outside more.
I don't know why I'm depressed. Nothing in my life brings me joy. I don't do any of my hobbies anymore, I despise talking to people, I am not taking care of the responsibilities that I have to take care of, and I no longer even enjoy playing video games, which is literally all I've done for years now. I am in a constant state of just anger or irritability, and I have no desire to really change anything.
What I just described basically immediately warrants taking some kind of antidepressant. But I cannot shake this feeling that ssris are for schizocels that end up going ER, or they temporarily help you but in the long run send you spiralling.
I'm just looking for some hopefuel here. Has anyone taken them? Success stories? Getting off of it? I really don't know what else to do. I don't feel like I should be so miserable. I'm not unhealthy either so I just don't know what's causing it.
I don't know why I'm depressed. Nothing in my life brings me joy. I don't do any of my hobbies anymore, I despise talking to people, I am not taking care of the responsibilities that I have to take care of, and I no longer even enjoy playing video games, which is literally all I've done for years now. I am in a constant state of just anger or irritability, and I have no desire to really change anything.
What I just described basically immediately warrants taking some kind of antidepressant. But I cannot shake this feeling that ssris are for schizocels that end up going ER, or they temporarily help you but in the long run send you spiralling.
I'm just looking for some hopefuel here. Has anyone taken them? Success stories? Getting off of it? I really don't know what else to do. I don't feel like I should be so miserable. I'm not unhealthy either so I just don't know what's causing it.