getra
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No matter what I do, how I cope, when I’m with my friends, family, etc, at the end of the day, I don’t find any real enjoyment in life. That probably sounds selfish but that’s just how it really is. I’ve been thinking of suicide since I was 15. The only thing that holds me back is the fear of leaving my family behind, and leaving my now old parents to die of some sort of heart ache or suffer for the rest of their lives.