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BeChadOrDieTryin'
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My parents have always been financially well-off yet they never gave me much pocket money when I was a teen, which contributed a lot to my social retardedness. They thought I should only get what I deserved. Well I never expected to go out in luxurious clothes / limousine but I didn't even get enough money to hang out with my schoolmates. They laughed about me being broke while I was not in reality, it was only because of my stupid parents that I had to suffer.
My parents also never cared about my looks nor about my mental health, and never invested their money in that. They never got me proper medication against acne, never gave me money for styling / haircut. They only sent me to expensive private schools without me saying anything. If I didn't get good scores then it was me the ungrateful.
I was brought up to suppress my needs and desires. That certainly led to my constant depression, making me ignore my looks so long till it was deteriorated. Now I'm on my way of recovery, but some damages they've done to me are simply irreparable.
My parents also never cared about my looks nor about my mental health, and never invested their money in that. They never got me proper medication against acne, never gave me money for styling / haircut. They only sent me to expensive private schools without me saying anything. If I didn't get good scores then it was me the ungrateful.
I was brought up to suppress my needs and desires. That certainly led to my constant depression, making me ignore my looks so long till it was deteriorated. Now I'm on my way of recovery, but some damages they've done to me are simply irreparable.