pleasevanity
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You can't really ascend nor can you "forget" but what you can do is take what you've learnt and let it lead you into a wiser direction.
All my posts are heavily self-centered and this one is no exception.
For me, reading the experiences of people on this forum increase my inhibiton. High inhibition is seen as a negative trait in dating but I have a tendency to embarass myself to foids without even realising it. I get attached quick and act in ways that can be seen as "simpish" and I don't want to show that side of me to people anymore.
But I can understand why people have a tendency to idolise low inhib, brazen characters who act before thinking though, it's just weird how we push people to be more like them in certain media and societal norms. We're not all NT.
What differentiates me from a slave mentality is that i've been in that low inhib, optimistic mindset before and eventually gave up. Because of that I don't feel envious and I wouldn't want to bring them down or crush their hopes. It's like seeing a child say "I want to be an astronaut" for the first time naively. What kind of sick fuck tells them they can't do it?
What I'm trying to say is that there's no way you can tell people they're wrong for wanting to seclude themselves from the outside world. From wanting to be alone because relationships aren't worth the trouble. High inhibition will always keep you safe from harm. I like being by myself anyways. I tend to obsess over women to the point where I can't even focus on my own goals. Finally having a reason to make them secondary aspects of life gives me a sense of relief.
I don't want to be a sensitive man anymore.
All my posts are heavily self-centered and this one is no exception.
For me, reading the experiences of people on this forum increase my inhibiton. High inhibition is seen as a negative trait in dating but I have a tendency to embarass myself to foids without even realising it. I get attached quick and act in ways that can be seen as "simpish" and I don't want to show that side of me to people anymore.
But I can understand why people have a tendency to idolise low inhib, brazen characters who act before thinking though, it's just weird how we push people to be more like them in certain media and societal norms. We're not all NT.
Naruto is the first example I can think of, and to be honest I can definitely see why he's such a huge role model to people. He's just troubled kid. Despite being shunned and ostracised by the people of his village he still had a burning desire to change the hearts of those around him through hard work and perserverance. It's noble really. But we're not fictional characters. I have no need for such an optimistic view on life. Who's to say anybody will care about my hard works? Naruto never thought about that possibility and sure he reaped the benefits but if anything, it's easier to distrust and throw away everybody around you, something akin to sasuke. You never have to worry about things going wrong that way. I honestly always thought was the more relatable character. Peak deuteragonist.
I really need to read the manga though, I forgot everything that happened in the show
I really need to read the manga though, I forgot everything that happened in the show
What differentiates me from a slave mentality is that i've been in that low inhib, optimistic mindset before and eventually gave up. Because of that I don't feel envious and I wouldn't want to bring them down or crush their hopes. It's like seeing a child say "I want to be an astronaut" for the first time naively. What kind of sick fuck tells them they can't do it?
What I'm trying to say is that there's no way you can tell people they're wrong for wanting to seclude themselves from the outside world. From wanting to be alone because relationships aren't worth the trouble. High inhibition will always keep you safe from harm. I like being by myself anyways. I tend to obsess over women to the point where I can't even focus on my own goals. Finally having a reason to make them secondary aspects of life gives me a sense of relief.
I don't want to be a sensitive man anymore.
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