ascension will never cure your psychological issues

[whateverr]

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im not gonna toot my horn or flex on incels on this forum cause that is the lowest of lows, but if you come to ascend from a past where you were perceived as subhuman to someone who can slay regularly and get all the dopamine he needs from women and even more, you will know that you are always in a state of insecurity, narcissism, and being afraid of coming back to what you were before. it takes years and years to heal the trauma of being blackpilled and it never goes away, you can only ignore it and find ways to cope with it.
you will always try to act nice to subhumans or just ignore them in your day to day life , because relating to them is really awful and hurts .


even tho i like clav, he is the definition of this, he is not autistic, he is just hyper insecure which is a price you pay when you get blackpilled its normal, watch any social interaction he has, the way he speaks, the tone of voice, not being able to take criticism without being irritated even tho he doesn't show it, its easy to manipulate or ragebait him.
(pizza incident , jack doherty beef , any interaction he has with whores or people in public , normies could pinpoint very fast... )


kshami is way more sociopathic in a way he is able to hide it more than others, and blend with normies,
when he first started his carreer he stayed as far from mentionning the bp or this forum and it was understandable because now it's so normalised compared to 2020 and years before it.
he gained all the interviews and podcasts , never associated himself with any right wing activists and basically grifted millions of tiktok kids and is now making 6 k figures .


the conclusion is, no matter how much you ascend and slay, the emptiness deep inside will never be filled and all your insecurities will never be mended .
(its permanent body dysmorphia)

 

[onfoenem]

i am NOT reading allat

b for effort tho

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

WTF I thought getting bimax would cure my Autism, ADHD, Schizophrenia, PTSD, BPD, ASPD, Neurosis, Psychosis, Parkinsons, Anxiety, and Homoerotic fantasies?

This is water

 

[whateverr]

WTF I thought getting bimax would cure my Autism, ADHD, Schizophrenia, PTSD, BPD, ASPD, Neurosis, Psychosis, Parkinsons, Anxiety, and Homoerotic fantasies?

This is water

are you retarded ? if you think the word psychological issues implied all of these unrelated diseases you need to rope asap

 

[ikramy]

Well isn’t that Just the human nature ? Fulfillment is a joke

 

[VohnnyBoy]

no matter how much you ascend and slay, the emptiness deep inside will never be filled and all your insecurities will never be mended .

Cope. If I were to wake up as Chad, this emptiness would go away

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

are you retarded ? if you think the word psychological issues implied all of these unrelated diseases you need to rope asap

OP lowkey humbled me..
Remembers I'm listening to ESDEEKID

HUMBLES HARDER. + AURA + RESPECT. TOP 10 RESPECT MOMENT OF 2025

 

[whateverr]

Well isn’t that Just the human nature ? Fulfillment is a joke

i think someone as bluepilled as dellisola is fulfilled lol

 

[whateverr]

Cope. If I were to wake up as Chad, this emptiness would go away

brother , david gandy himself is not fulfilled and insecure , what makes you think just waking up as a chad will do all of that .
if you ever experienced an actual ascencion you would understand

 

[enchanted_elixir]

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im not gonna toot my horn or flex on incels on this forum cause that is the lowest of lows, but if you come to ascend from a past where you were perceived as subhuman to someone who can slay regularly and get all the dopamine he needs from women and even more, you will know that you are always in a state of insecurity, narcissism, and being afraid of coming back to what you were before. it takes years and years to heal the trauma of being blackpilled and it never goes away, you can only ignore it and find ways to cope with it.
you will always try to act nice to subhumans or just ignore them in your day to day life , because relating to them is really awful and hurts .


even tho i like clav, he is the definition of this, he is not autistic, he is just hyper insecure which is a price you pay when you get blackpilled its normal, watch any social interaction he has, the way he speaks, the tone of voice, not being able to take criticism without being irritated even tho he doesn't show it, its easy to manipulate or ragebait him.
(pizza incident , jack doherty beef , any interaction he has with whores or people in public , normies could pinpoint very fast... )


kshami is way more sociopathic in a way he is able to hide it more than others, and blend with normies,
when he first started his carreer he stayed as far from mentionning the bp or this forum and it was understandable because now it's so normalised compared to 2020 and years before it.
he gained all the interviews and podcasts , never associated himself with any right wing activists and basically grifted millions of tiktok kids and is now making 6 k figures .


the conclusion is, no matter how much you ascend and slay, the emptiness deep inside will never be filled and all your insecurities will never be mended .
(its permanent body dysmorphia)

I know from experience. LTN to low HTN.
I still feel exactly the same about myself despite women feel different about me.

 

[ikramy]

i think someone as bluepilled as dellisola is fulfilled lol

No one is ever fulfilled even if they say so

 

[whateverr]

I know from experience. LTN to low HTN.
I still feel exactly the same about myself despite women feel different about me.

as i said im not here to flex on incels and i dont wonna talk about my experiences but you are a hundred percent spot on , actually foids make it even worse , they make you realise after all the effort you did you are still flawed and unworthy of love and you will never be normal

 

[whateverr]

No one is ever fulfilled even if they say so

true , its a human concept and its not absolute , humans can never be fulfilled they always strive for more

 

[whitecelcoper]

water ive seen this exact thread already

 

[VohnnyBoy]

brother , david gandy himself is not fulfilled and insecure ,

Everyone's humble in podcasts

what makes you think just waking up as a chad will do all of that .

Because I went from fat subhuman to average Joe. It feels great being considered human being, can only imagine what is like being Chad

 

[enchanted_elixir]

as i said im not here to flex on incels and i dont wonna talk about my experiences but you are a hundred percent spot on , actually foids make it even worse , they make you realise after all the effort you did you are still flawed and unworthy of love and you will never be normal

Definitely.

It’s so strange because with all of that attention, you feel like there is an incongruence with how you’re treated and how you feel about yourself.

Also, you start to always pay attention to women for IOIs because it’s actually possible thst you could get them, and it feels good (you care less about it once you get acclimated to it though).

And at the same time, you feel like a fraud because if women got to know you, that woman could be disenchanted because she had you on a pedestal and your personality wasn’t what she thought it was.

 

[Glorious King]

I know from experience. LTN to low HTN.
I still feel exactly the same about myself despite women feel different about me.

WAIT HOW DID U ASCEND ?

HARDMAXX OR JUST SOFT?

 

[enchanted_elixir]

WAIT HOW DID U ASCEND ?

HARDMAXX OR JUST SOFT?

Soft.

I still have a lot of room for improvement.
I could be Chadlite at the very least, if I had the money. No kidding.

 

[Francisco_Bs]

brother , david gandy himself is not fulfilled and insecure , what makes you think just waking up as a chad will do all of that .
if you ever experienced an actual ascencion you would understand

Once u know ur chad ur not longer insecure

 

[Glorious King]

Soft.

I still have a lot of room for improvement.
I could be Chadlite at the very least, if I had the money. No kidding.

Dammn contributor for a reason

 

[whateverr]

Definitely.

It’s so strange because with all of that attention, you feel like there is an incongruence with how you’re treated and how you feel about yourself.

Also, you start to always pay attention to women for IOIs because it’s actually possible thst you could get them, and it feels good (you care less about it once you get acclimated to it though).

And at the same time, you feel like a fraud because if women got to know you, that woman could be disenchanted because she had you on a pedestal and your personality wasn’t what she thought it was.

before i got acclimated and accepting that i ascended three years ago , i used to get my dopamine by edging my foid friends that show IOI by acting clueless and joking around till they actually just ask for sex directly and then feeling disgusted by myself and never interacting with them anymore

 

[enchanted_elixir]

before i got acclimated and accepting that i ascended three years ago , i used to get my dopamine by edging my foid friends that show IOI by acting clueless and joking around till they actually just ask for sex directly and then feeling disgusted by myself and never interacting with them anymore

I don’t even really talk to women. I’m a loner at school.

I just get (sometimes) stared at or get treated like Im the president/chad treatment (people trying to appease me, smiling at me, following my instructions) and just receive IOIs.

 

[enchanted_elixir]

before i got acclimated and accepting that i ascended three years ago , i used to get my dopamine by edging my foid friends that show IOI by acting clueless and joking around till they actually just ask for sex directly and then feeling disgusted by myself and never interacting with them anymore

I don’t edge women.

I never wanted to, but, one time I decided to sit with a female classmate because I didn’t know where to sit in the library. I wasn’t interested in her.

Huge mistake.

She thought I liked her, and I also overheard her say that I was her crush last semester, so, she sat next to me in class and she was smiling and trying to talk to me, and create a bond with me.

I was like WTF
Not doing that again.

I’ve never developed a relationship to the point where she was comfortable asking for sex.

It’s usually surface level since I don’t give women that kind of opportunity to talk to me or if I somehow put into a situation where I have long-term contact with a woman, never take the conversations anywhere past basic friendliness.

 

[enlightful]

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im not gonna toot my horn or flex on incels on this forum cause that is the lowest of lows, but if you come to ascend from a past where you were perceived as subhuman to someone who can slay regularly and get all the dopamine he needs from women and even more, you will know that you are always in a state of insecurity, narcissism, and being afraid of coming back to what you were before. it takes years and years to heal the trauma of being blackpilled and it never goes away, you can only ignore it and find ways to cope with it.
you will always try to act nice to subhumans or just ignore them in your day to day life , because relating to them is really awful and hurts .


even tho i like clav, he is the definition of this, he is not autistic, he is just hyper insecure which is a price you pay when you get blackpilled its normal, watch any social interaction he has, the way he speaks, the tone of voice, not being able to take criticism without being irritated even tho he doesn't show it, its easy to manipulate or ragebait him.
(pizza incident , jack doherty beef , any interaction he has with whores or people in public , normies could pinpoint very fast... )


kshami is way more sociopathic in a way he is able to hide it more than others, and blend with normies,
when he first started his carreer he stayed as far from mentionning the bp or this forum and it was understandable because now it's so normalised compared to 2020 and years before it.
he gained all the interviews and podcasts , never associated himself with any right wing activists and basically grifted millions of tiktok kids and is now making 6 k figures .


the conclusion is, no matter how much you ascend and slay, the emptiness deep inside will never be filled and all your insecurities will never be mended .
(its permanent body dysmorphia)

Do you feel like the archetype you end up being affects how things change once you ascend?

 

[whateverr]

Do you feel like the archetype you end up being affects how things change once you ascend?

yeah most definitely , light triad archetypes usually have more success as they attract quality foids which makes it easier to detach from the blackpill lifestyle .

 

[PrettyLights]

yeah most definitely , light triad archetypes usually have more success as they attract quality foids which makes it easier to detach from the blackpill lifestyle .

light triad ????

 

[whateverr]

light triad ????

yes its a term , not my favourite to use obviously but it generally refers to chads that have features that indicate high trust , basically appeal > psl if we are talking quality of lif e

 

[PrettyLights]

yes its a term , not my favourite to use obviously but it generally refers to chads that have features that indicate high trust , basically appeal > psl if we are talking quality of lif e

what if you lean more towards dark triad looks ? what would be that persons quality of life with women

 

[whateverr]

what if you lean more towards dark triad looks ? what would be that persons quality of life with women

this is not a rule but it honestly boils down to what kind of women you are gonna date , your looks and the archetype you fall into, influences the quality of women you attract whether looks wise or even personality wise , someone who is dark triad is rarely gonna attract women that will bring him a good quality of life lol ,someone who looks like ramirez or cameron alborzian , has chains tattoos , dark , has certain personality and mannerisms will probably attract a certain type of women.still its not a 100 percent rule

 

[PrettyLights]

this is not a rule but it honestly boils down to what kind of women you are gonna date , your looks and the archetype you fall into, influences the quality of women you attract whether looks wise or even personality wise , someone who is dark triad is rarely gonna attract women that will bring him a good quality of life lol ,someone who looks like ramirez or cameron alborzian , has chains tattoos , dark , has certain personality and mannerisms will probably attract a certain type of women.still its not a 100 percent rule View attachment 4411218View attachment 4411207View attachment 4411223

looks to me like i’ll just attract a girl thats a carbon copy of me

 

[whateverr]

looks to me like i’ll just attract a girl thats a carbon copy of me

basically yes , when i was on my fuckboy shit , had tats , chains and was treating foids like animals and openly saying edgy shit i only got foids that were interested in the sex and had the same edgy personality as me and had the same traits as me .
when i changed my style to somehow more mature look , changed my mannerisms , and i larped as a more left leaning guy , the type of women changed because i signalled high trust and was more appealing to normie foids , not traumatised /daddy issues type of foids .