At my old age, I have realized that pussy slaying is a meme. And that being in a LTR is ideal

[alien]

I certainly wouldn't consider myself a slayer or anything. But not an incel either (unless guys who had sex with civs can be incels? lol).

After 9 lays and 14 hookers, there were only two women I actually enjoyed sex with. And they were both LTRs. Affection and oxytocin makes sex way better. I fucked one of those girls on the first night and the other on the second night. So I move fast physically. But these girls moved fast emotionally as well and I went along for the ride and enjoyed it.

When I'm not in love, sex feels empty. It's just validation-seeking. Trying to fill up my low self-esteem. I don't know how forum slayers can fuck all these girls they don't care about and not feel empty inside. The reason why I had sex with as many women as I did was because I was insecure about my masculinity. I'm 5'6". And I felt self-conscious about being a virgin when I was. And feel self-conscious when I've had a cold streak for awhile. Society judges men for being sexually unsuccessful. And pressures men to be sexually successful. Even women contribute to toxic masculinity by calling men "incels" or saying "you can't get laid." As if a man's worth is tied to his ability to get punani.

When I think about the one who got away (my PSL ex) because I broke her heart after swallowing too many red/black pills, I feel empty without her. Not only was she the hottest woman I slayed and very affectionate to me but she was the only woman who loved the real me. Because we met on PSL and she knew how fucked up I was. Whereas all the other gfs who told me they loved me, they loved the persona I portrayed to them. They didn't know the real me. As I was very guarded talking to women and lied a lot about myself to them. Because I was afraid the real me would scare them away. It's a scary but also a wonderful feeling when you make yourself vulnerable to a woman and you fall in love with each other. I think there's value to the blue pill. The mistake men make is that they put women on a pedestal in the beginning. And don't make a woman earn their love. The purple pill is the way to go. It sucks that she won't take me back or at least acknowledge that she knows I love her. I regret breaking her heart. I love her. I try to replace her but I can't seem to be able to because of the combination of intellectual intimacy, affection and attraction with her.

 

[n0rthface]

How old are you ?

 

[alien]

How old are you ?

Are you trying to doxx me? lol

 

[n0rthface]

Are you trying to doxx me? lol

No, I’m just interested

 

[alien]

No, I’m just interested

I'm in my mid-30s. Let's just say that. That should give you an idea behind my mindset I guess. Ruminating over breaking a girl's heart when I was in my late 20s/early 30s.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Pussy slaying is a way to get confidence and self-esteem so that you don't mentally settle for a girl. You need that background mindset that you can 'always get another girl'.

 

[alien]

Pussy slaying is a way to get confidence and self-esteem so that you don't mentally settle for a girl. You need that background mindset that you can 'always get another girl'.

I can always get another girl. My Chinese ex hit me up Sunday at 5AM. ROFL. Left her on read. I just can't get another girl that I want so easily. Dating apps are a cesspool. I have saved myself so much time by swiping left on women I'm not interested in (or if I can tell she's a bitch from what she says on her profile) and not going on dates with them. Sure I have a dry spell. But I wasn't enjoying the sex with sub-par women anyways. It's just a boost to my confidence and self-esteem when sub-par women message me "hello handsome" on apps. And when we hook up.

I think lowering your standards is useful for a virgin/rookie starting out to build confidence and self-esteem. But after my hot ex told me I'm so sexy and that I fuck her better than her exs, what's the point in moving down weight classes? I can make myself cum in seconds jacking off. Pussy is over-rated if you're not into the girl. The oxytocin is what makes sex amazing.

 

[MoggerGaston]

I just can't get another girl that I want so easily.

That's the point.

I want to be able to slay attractive women easily. Women becoming easily replaceable in terms of sex/body/physical aspects.

But then hoping I can meet a girl that meets those physical criteria but matches well in personality. So I can get a good LTR.

 

[Xangsane]

Pussy slaying is a way to get confidence and self-esteem so that you don't mentally settle for a girl. You need that background mindset that you can 'always get another girl'.

Bad mindset imo.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Bad mindset imo.

It's a bad society. Ideally I didn't have to do this, but realistically my future partner is going to have 10+ ncount and be unreliable in that way. And I need to significantly outslay the girl im dating or I can't take her serious tbh.

I won't find a virgin, so I need to become a slayer and get a non-virgin.

 

[alien]

That's the point.

I want to be able to slay attractive women easily. Women becoming easily replaceable in terms of sex/body/physical aspects.

But then hoping I can meet a girl that meets those physical criteria but matches well in personality. So I can get a good LTR.

I feel like I am a journeyman ex-NBA veteran manlet mid-30s pass-first point guard who won a chip, MVP, Playoffs MVP in 2015-16 playing balls to the wall in the playoffs dropping dimes, making clutch shots, getting double doubles (no triple doubles because manlet, can't get them rebounds), solid perimeter defense, hunting steals with the team's offense running through me. When I had the hot sweet girlfriend I was intellectually connected with. But my career fell off after that point. The game has passed me by because of all these point guards spamming 3s and these taller lengthier wing players playing positionless basketball. Don't have the size to compete with these buck negroes. And don't have the athleticism that I did when I was younger. I won another chip in the CBA (Chinese Basketball Association) in a league where you don't have to rely as much on athleticism to excel. When I dated a Chink girl I wasn't into. But I don't have any drive to succeed in the CBA or Euro League. I don't have anything more to prove other than trying to make another run in the NBA.

 

[Deleted member 19432]

My Chinese ex hit me up Sunday at 5AM. ROFL

Is it the one that got married?

 

[Beetlejuice]

Mogs me

 

[Deleted member 19499]

Slaying is to avoid getting Oneitis and weighing your options (Only for good looking, NT men ofc). Once you think you found "the one" (doesn't exist IMO), then you can choose to settle with her.

 

[alien]

Is it the one that got married?

You're thinking about the Punjabi ex. She got engaged to some beta cuckold provider in an arranged marriage shortly after we split. But then called off the wedding. And contacted me. But then I was already dating my PSL ex Yogapants and wasn't going to leave new hot young girlfriend for an unattractive woman. Though to be fair, the Punjabi did turn me on at times when she'll doll herself up and wear that scented lotion I liked. The Punjabi I think moved back to India. I saw her on Facebook a few years later and she put on a lot of weight like an Indian Auntie.

My Chinese ex isn't married. She wanted to get married tho. lol. Fuck no

 

[Deleted member 19551]

Nothing to say other than you're simply low T and you're prone to pair bonding due to your age and low prenatal T brain wiring which makes you a cuck for oxytocin (cuddling and attachment). Look it up, high pre-natal T makes men less likely to pair bond and less affected by oxytocin and vasopressin (bonding hormones)

Oxytocin-Motivated Ally Selection is Moderated by Fetal Testosterone Exposure and Empathic Concern

In humans, the hypothalamic neuropeptide oxytocin shifts the individual’s focus on self-interest toward group-serving cognitions and decision-making. Here we examine this general tendency in the context of group formation, where individuals included ...

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/330273872_Pair-bonding_Fatherhood_and_the_Role_of_Testosterone_A_Meta-Analytic_Review

Or maybe your T is just low. Not uncommon in mid 30s. Anyway, men seek stability though LTRs all the time, but the impetus to fuck a variety and plurality of women is persistent throughout men's lives. Even oldcels wanna fuck young women even if they're in love with their oldcel wives.

 

[alien]

Slaying is to avoid getting Oneitis and weighing your options (Only for good looking, NT men ofc). Once you think you found "the one" (doesn't exist IMO), then you can choose to settle with her.

Can you get oneitis with a woman you already slept with and dated? Because I've been having difficulty getting over my ex. Dating apps are such a competitive market place. It's hard to find a woman who has that same combination of looks, affection and intellectual chemistry. Meeting a girl off PSL was like nothing I ever experienced before. Because she knew I was fucked in the head but still loved me. Meanwhile girls on dating apps, I lie to them about all kinds of things about me. If they read my PSL post history, they would run away. Not run towards me. Of course my ex was fucked in the head too since she was on PSL. lol. Maybe I am more mentally ill than she is. But I've posted like maybe 10,000+ times in 8.666 years on PSL so it kinda makes sense that I'm crazy.

 

[Deleted member 19499]

Can you get oneitis with a woman you already slept with and dated? Because I've been having difficulty getting over my ex. Dating apps are such a competitive market place. It's hard to find a woman who has that same combination of looks, affection and intellectual chemistry. Meeting a girl off PSL was like nothing I ever experienced before. Because she knew I was fucked in the head but still loved me. Meanwhile girls on dating apps, I lie to them about all kinds of things about me. If they read my PSL post history, they would run away. Not run towards me. Of course my ex was fucked in the head too since she was on PSL. lol. Maybe I am more mentally ill than she is. But I've posted like maybe 10,000+ times in 8.666 years on PSL so it kinda makes sense that I'm crazy.

Yes, I also got it with my ex and it took me practically yrs to fully recover from it as she also knew I had my mental issues and was incel yet still was with me regardless. It's easier when you have other options to at least satiate your sexual desires, but the heartbreak has to be given time to heal.

 

[alien]

Nothing to say other than you're simply low T and you're prone to pair bonding due to your age and low prenatal T brain wiring which makes you a cuck for oxytocin (cuddling and attachment). Look it up, high pre-natal T makes men less likely to pair bond and less affected by oxytocin and vasopressin (bonding hormones)

Oxytocin-Motivated Ally Selection is Moderated by Fetal Testosterone Exposure and Empathic Concern

In humans, the hypothalamic neuropeptide oxytocin shifts the individual’s focus on self-interest toward group-serving cognitions and decision-making. Here we examine this general tendency in the context of group formation, where individuals included ...

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/330273872_Pair-bonding_Fatherhood_and_the_Role_of_Testosterone_A_Meta-Analytic_Review

Or maybe your T is just low. Not uncommon in mid 30s. Anyway, men seek stability though LTRs all the time, but the impetus to fuck a variety and plurality of women is persistent throughout men's lives. Even oldcels wanna fuck young women even if they're in love with their oldcel wives.

When I got my T levels checked when I was 26-28 (can't remember when exactly), my endocrinologist told me I had the T levels of a 90 year old man. And he gave me a prescription for Androgel. And it was expensive and did fuck all for me. lol.

I tried Androgel daily. Tried fucking hookers. Wet noodle. I went off the Androgel because it was too expensive, ineffective and tedious having to rub my shoulders and upper body with that shit every morning. I think maybe I did it once or twice with my Punjabi ex. And my erection quality improved despite going off the Androgel. Because we were bf/gf I guess. With my favourite ex, I hadn't been on Androgel for a year and a half and my erection quality was solid. No Ciagra. No Viagra. No nothing. I could fuck multiple rounds cuddling kissing and having pillow talk in between.

With my Chinese ex, I popped a Cialis 2+ hours beforehand. And closed my eyes and imagined Elliot Rodger's sister in order to get hard and cum.

 

[Deleted member 19551]

When I got my T levels checked when I was 26-28 (can't remember when exactly), my endocrinologist told me I had the T levels of a 90 year old man. And he gave me a prescription for Androgel. And it was expensive and did fuck all for me. lol.

I tried Androgel daily. Tried fucking hookers. Wet noodle. I went off the Androgel. I think maybe I did it once or twice with my Punjabi ex. And my erection quality improved despite going off the Androgel. Because we were bf/gf I guess. With my favourite ex, I hadn't been on Androgel for a year and a half and my erection quality was solid. No Ciagra. No Viagra. No nothing. I could fuck multiple rounds cuddling kissing and having pillow talk in between.

With my Chinese ex, I popped a Cialis 2+ hours beforehand. And closed my eyes and imagined Elliot Rodger's sister in order to get hard and cum.

Ngl bro, this explains a lot. But I'm not talking down on you, high sex drive is a fucking curse. I got my T levels checked recently at 22 years old at 215 pounds, 20% bodyfat, it was in the 950s, upper reference range free T, low ish SHBG. I legit wanna eat the shit of every fat assed granny I see walking past me. I can't IMAGINE roiding. I would probably rape quadriplegic 90 yo women with dementia. I think about sex 24/7 and it caused me to fail a year in dental school


Erectile quality isn't 100% based on T. It's multi factorial. Dopamine and nitric oxide are huge when it comes to erections. Going out in the sun, not jerking off for a while, being on stimulants etc will demonstrate this (notice how your hands get veiny in the sun)



imo start pinning TRT, ask your doctor for intramuscular T, not for sex drive, just for mental well being. Testosterone is a fucking anti depressant. Sex hormones are so fucking important, im watching my mom becoming more and more neurotic daily due to menopause

 

[alien]

Ngl bro, this explains a lot. But I'm not talking down on you, high sex drive is a fucking curse. I got my T levels checked recently at 22 years old at 215 pounds, 20% bodyfat, it was in the 950s, upper reference range free T, low ish SHBG. I legit wanna eat the shit of every fat assed granny I see walking past me. I can't IMAGINE roiding. I would probably rape quadriplegic 90 yo women with dementia. I think about sex 24/7 and it caused me to fail a year in dental school


Erectile quality isn't 100% based on T. It's multi factorial. Dopamine and nitric oxide are huge when it comes to erections. Going out in the sun, not jerking off for a while, being on stimulants etc will demonstrate this (notice how your hands get veiny in the sun)



imo start pinning TRT, ask your doctor for intramuscular T, not for sex drive, just for mental well being. Testosterone is a fucking anti depressant. Sex hormones are so fucking important, im watching my mom becoming more and more neurotic daily due to menopause

I have been told that I am emotional like a woman. Maybe its due to my low T levels. lol. And I definitely suffer from depression for sure. Even when I was in a relationship, I still had depression to some extent. Even my ex when she has busted my balls has said I'm like a woman because of how emotionally volatile I am. She wanted to be fuck buddies after breaking up but she would freak out when I wanted to cuddle and kiss after sex. I'm like that type of chick who will sleep with a guy in hopes that he would love me. But in this modern dating marketplace, there are tons of chicks who think exactly like dudes now who just want casual sex. I literally had a sitch where I was making out with this Filipina single mom on the street and grabbing her ass the same day she checked out my profile on a dating site and I messaged her saying she was beautiful. And roaming my hands on her legs and thighs in the car. I went down on her and made her cum. But when she took her dress off and I saw her gut, I couldn't get hard. And she wouldn't even suck my dick. Maybe its because she's used to cut dicks being Filipino and I'm uncut. She just gave me a half-hearted handjob. So I basically blew her, got her off and she never returned the favour.

 

[Deleted member 17997]

Cope you just lost your will to slay, you are just naturally at the age of betabuxxing don't pretend this is your realisation. Your will broke admit it.

 

[gggg3333]

I'm 5'6".

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[alien]

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It is what it is. I can't change my height. Probably most women on Tinder set the minimum height filter above 5'6". What else can I do but TRY though? Transition into a woman? I have seriously considered it. But if my PSL ex ever came back to me, I would regret transitioning immediately. Since I prefer pussy to dick. It's just that its way easier to get quality dick than quality pussy on these apps

Being 5'6" on a dating app is like playing on Hector Hard Mode
When I went on Grindr as an experiment, it was like playing on Casual Mode because I'm a baby faced pretty boy 5'6 twink
When I put my selfie through a female filter and put her on Tinder, it was like playing on Bobfafett trainer God Mode because my baby faced pretty boy phenotype works so well with the female filter

 

[disillusioned]

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This.

OP is coping. He was never a slayer.

 

[alien]

This.

OP is coping. He was never a slayer.

I never said I was a slayer. But after a sample size of 9 women and finding that I only enjoyed sex in a LTR, I think being in a LTR is legit

 

[Deleted member 20131]

LTR is indeed ideal because it has you feeling the most complete/Whole.

Problem is though you must be attracted to the woman...and this IMO requires a HTN+ girl who won't go downhill over time

And for the girl to be genuinely attracted to you, you need to be MTN+Good physique or HTN+ (ideally) without dropping in appeal over the years as well - aging properly is important.

Not easy.

 

[disillusioned]

I never said I was a slayer. But after a sample size of 9 women and finding that I only enjoyed sex in a LTR, I think being in a LTR is legit

if you aren't chad, women won't truly attempt to please/arouse you. Sex becomes mediocre.

 

[alien]

if you aren't chad, women won't truly attempt to please/arouse you. Sex becomes mediocre.

There is some truth to this. If you followed me on PSL, you probably remember my Punjabi ex. She wasn't a looker. And the first time we had sex was uneventful. Because she was wearing regular street clothes for our first date. She looked like any other FOB Indian girl you'd see walking around. But she was so happy that I didn't pump n dump her that on the second date she surprised me with a saree, dolled up with makeup and wore this nice scented lotion. She was far more sexually confident this time and she had this look of lust in her eyes and in her smile. She seduced me. She pulled down my jeans. At the time (I hadn't dated my PSL ex yet), I've never desired a woman like this before who desired me back. I got rock hard making out with her and grabbing her ass. Then she hiked up her saree and she had no panties. She saw the condom in my pocket fall onto her bed, she laughed. Then she grabbed my bare dick and put it inside her. She was unbottoning my shirt saying "Off!" and flung it across the room. And I fucked her with her dress on. That wasn't my first time but it felt like my first time. That was the first time I felt oxytocin too. Also the cuddling and kissing after sex felt really good oxytocin-wise.

My first time with my PSL ex, holy fucking shit, I was in heaven. I thought I was dreaming. I had to look down on her in mish to see what was happening. My white cock in her brown pussy. She had that hourglass figure and a nice set of tits that I would suck like a baby. I couldn't believe this ascension. I thought I was being trolled until she demanded I hump her. The oxytocin bomb during and after sex with the cuddling and kissing was absolutely amazing. I've nutted so many times inside of her. She told me she could feel my cock pulsate when I'd cum. When she had a pregnancy scare, I was legit scared but happy at the same time. A part of me wanted her to have my baby even though I was like full on MGTOW since 2013 and had decided I didn't want to get married or have kids. Oxytocin really fucks with your ability to think rationally. I miss her so much, fuck

My last ex (the noodlewhore), she was addicted to my BWC and fed my narcissism. But she never put in the effort to look and smell good for me. It blows my mind that such an asexual-looking noodlewhore even had a sex drive to begin with. She was the one who kept begging for sex in our relationship. But the logistics were really bad because she couldn't host, didn't have a car and she would whine when I'd ask her to chip in for a no-tell motel ($60/4 hrs) or a Lyft. And she lived 40 km away. Fucking nightmare

 

[disillusioned]

There is some truth to this. If you followed me on PSL, you probably remember my Punjabi ex. She wasn't a looker. And the first time we had sex was uneventful. Because she was wearing regular street clothes for our first date. She looked like any other FOB Indian girl you'd see walking around. But she was so happy that I didn't pump n dump her that on the second date she surprised me with a saree, dolled up with makeup and wore this nice scented lotion. She was far more sexually confident this time and she had this look of lust in her eyes and in her smile. She seduced me. She pulled down my jeans. At the time (I hadn't dated my PSL ex yet), I've never desired a woman like this before who desired me back. I got rock hard making out with her and grabbing her ass. Then she hiked up her saree and she had no panties. She saw the condom in my pocket fall onto her bed, she laughed. Then she grabbed my bare dick and put it inside her. She was unbottoning my shirt saying "Off!" and flung it across the room. And I fucked her with her dress on. That wasn't my first time but it felt like my first time. That was the first time I felt oxytocin too. Also the cuddling and kissing after sex felt really good oxytocin-wise.

My first time with my PSL ex, holy fucking shit, I was in heaven. I thought I was dreaming. I had to look down on her in mish to see what was happening. My white cock in her brown pussy. She had that hourglass figure and a nice set of tits that I would suck like a baby. I couldn't believe this ascension. I thought I was being trolled until she demanded I hump her. The oxytocin bomb during and after sex with the cuddling and kissing was absolutely amazing. I've nutted so many times inside of her. She told me she could feel my cock pulsate when I'd cum. When she had a pregnancy scare, I was legit scared but happy at the same time. A part of me wanted her to have my baby even though I was like full on MGTOW since 2013 and had decided I didn't want to get married or have kids. Oxytocin really fucks with your ability to think rationally. I miss her so much, fuck

My last ex (the noodlewhore), she was addicted to my BWC and fed my narcissism. But she never put in the effort to look and smell good for me. It blows my mind that such an asexual-looking noodlewhore even had a sex drive to begin with. She was the one who kept begging for sex in our relationship. But the logistics were really bad because she couldn't host, didn't have a car and she would whine when I'd ask her to chip in for a no-tell motel ($60/4 hrs) or a Lyft. And she lived 40 km away. Fucking nightmare

 

[Deleted member 7725]

Because we met on PSL and she knew how fucked up I was.

bruh u met on PSL? is there some underground dating market on here with everyone slaying girls in DMs here that I don't know about? feels like high school when i thought all my peers were virgins when they had 10+ bodycounts sneaking off to the bathroom during class to fuck. @ForeverRecession speak for urself.

 

[Deleted member 14160]

eels like high school when i thought all my peers were virgins when they had 10+ bodycounts sneaking off to the bathroom during class to fuck.

I feel you man this was my experience too. worst feeling ever. That slow process where your friends stop playing cod and sports with you and began fuckin around was insane suifuel.

 

[Deleted member 7725]

I feel you man this was my experience too. worst feeling ever. That slow process where your friends stop playing cod and sports with you and began fuckin around was insane suifuel.

ight bruh keep saying that while fucking skeezer bitches in dms

My PTSD startin' to kick in so I gotta get high

 

[alien]

bruh u met on PSL? is there some underground dating market on here with everyone slaying girls in DMs here that I don't know about? feels like high school when i thought all my peers were virgins when they had 10+ bodycounts sneaking off to the bathroom during class to fuck. @ForeverRecession speak for urself.

I met her on sluthate in 2015. I think foids are banned from looksmax

 

[Deleted member 7725]

I met her on sluthate in 2015. I think foids are banned from looksmax

u a chad or some shit?

 

[alien]

u a chad or some shit?

I'm 5'6" so no I wouldn't say so. If I was 6', I would be a Chad for sure. Though I am autistic as well, there's that. I would be motivated to go harder in the gym if I was 6' tall.

 

[Deleted member 7725]

I'm 5'6" so no I wouldn't say so. If I was 6', I would be a Chad for sure. Though I am autistic as well, there's that. I would be motivated to go harder in the gym if I was 6' tall.

height dont matter. what is u in the face?

 

[alien]

height dont matter. what is u in the face?

I hope you're right that height doesn't matter as much as I think it does. lol.

Personally I consider myself to have a Chad-tier face. Though PSL may disagree with me and maybe I'm just over-rating myself. I don't want to doxx my face. If not, I'd say Chad-lite face at least. I am handsome. When I went on Grindr as an experiment as a top, I had bottoms chase me telling me I'm handsome, I'm sexy, "I want to suck your dick", sending me their address within walking distance from my house within the first message. I'm afraid I'm going to be raped when I walk outside my house now because I'm afraid some gay dude from the app is gonna recognize me IRL. And when I checked out a BBC's (a top) profile, the BBC checked my profile out back. lol. You wouldn't believe how many men are gay/bi. There are so many in my suburban neighbourhood. I never thought that homosexuality/bisexuality was that common and hidden in plain sight.

I think Tinder, Bumble, Badoo, etc. are scams if you don't pay. Considering the night and day difference with the Grindr experiment. I'll right swipe 50 women (though I am kinda picky. I don't do ugly women or landwhales. Or plain janes) and get 0 matches. I don't think they show my cards to the girls I swiped right on in their stack unless I get a paid membership (if not Plus then Gold or Platinum plan).

 

[Johnnybegood]

LTR is indeed ideal because it has you feeling the most complete/Whole.

Problem is though you must be attracted to the woman...and this IMO requires a HTN+ girl who won't go downhill over time

And for the girl to be genuinely attracted to you, you need to be MTN+Good physique or HTN+ (ideally) without dropping in appeal over the years as well - aging properly is important.

Not easy.

This.