slaters
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hi so i'm non-binary currently pre everything but i have a T prescription in the process of being approved by insurance. basically my boyfriend had initially expressed concern that he may not be as attracted to me on T before my appointment to go get the prescription. we talked about it only briefly as we had to go to the hospital. it's been a few weeks and we finally talked about it again and he's said it's probable he won't be as attracted to me and that it's a possibility that we may break up. i understand this and accept that we may no longer be in a relationship but i'm autistic and we live together, he's basically my caretaker in a lot of ways and the thought of losing him and being on my own makes me really scared. i'm only 19 and i've never lived on my own i don't know if i'm capable of doing so. i'm just freaking out as he's really my only support system, well him and his family. my bio family is transphobic and don't know about my identity. i have no friends, i'm a freshman in college and all my high school friends were bullies in disguise. so at this point he's all i got other than myself and he said we can still be friends and that right now we're still together that he still loves me and will help me how he can. but i can't help but spiral due to the change that seems now, inevitable.
