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Kraken
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I just went for a walk, listen to my truecel experience.
I'd say that over the years, I've become fairly good at recognising actual IOI's, and seeing when it's cope and when it's not. Since I've grown, pretty much all attention that I get is negative.
Like I said, I just went for a walk. I always have this problem that when I walk towards someone, they will either switch sides of the road (it's BRUTALLY over), or they will look at me very strangely and not in a good way. When they're younger, especially girls, they usually just laugh at me.
Sometimes it's attention-seeking behavior, what would I give to be a chad for a day. I would never have to deal with a random guy walking past me trying to scare me by saying "hello" in a weird voice, what was he trying to accomplish exactly?
In class it's brutal too. I don't get laughed at in class anymore, but I basically sit next to nobody. Nobody even tries to befriend me, and the one friend I found now only talks to his other friend while I just stopped talking to him.
Girls don't even notice me tbh. And I don't mean this as in a "sometimes stare at me and give me IOI's" way, like I said, I would notice if they did. I think my level of receiving IOI's (whatever that means) is actually brutally low, and usually when girls do stare at me or when I need to pass through them they will talk to me as if I am mentally impaired. I'm not, btw.
Fellow users, please trust me when I say that it can not get any worse than what I'm experiencing lookswise. I mean, I'm happy that I'm healthy and living in a first-world country and all, but seriously I don't think I have seen any person ever that is as undesirable as I am. At public transport, women are often LESS HESITANT to sit next to the overweight, old people than next to me, even when I do leave a spot for them open. It's so over it doesn't even hurt anymore tbh.
I'd say that over the years, I've become fairly good at recognising actual IOI's, and seeing when it's cope and when it's not. Since I've grown, pretty much all attention that I get is negative.
Like I said, I just went for a walk. I always have this problem that when I walk towards someone, they will either switch sides of the road (it's BRUTALLY over), or they will look at me very strangely and not in a good way. When they're younger, especially girls, they usually just laugh at me.
Sometimes it's attention-seeking behavior, what would I give to be a chad for a day. I would never have to deal with a random guy walking past me trying to scare me by saying "hello" in a weird voice, what was he trying to accomplish exactly?
In class it's brutal too. I don't get laughed at in class anymore, but I basically sit next to nobody. Nobody even tries to befriend me, and the one friend I found now only talks to his other friend while I just stopped talking to him.
Girls don't even notice me tbh. And I don't mean this as in a "sometimes stare at me and give me IOI's" way, like I said, I would notice if they did. I think my level of receiving IOI's (whatever that means) is actually brutally low, and usually when girls do stare at me or when I need to pass through them they will talk to me as if I am mentally impaired. I'm not, btw.
Fellow users, please trust me when I say that it can not get any worse than what I'm experiencing lookswise. I mean, I'm happy that I'm healthy and living in a first-world country and all, but seriously I don't think I have seen any person ever that is as undesirable as I am. At public transport, women are often LESS HESITANT to sit next to the overweight, old people than next to me, even when I do leave a spot for them open. It's so over it doesn't even hurt anymore tbh.