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I know I sound like a pussy and I am, im tearing up righting this right now, 7 months of my FUCKING LIFe spent waiting for this girl, and at first she said no when I said I liked her and I was okay with that, but then SHE came back to ME saying she lied and that she likes me back, and I thought I had finally done it, I will have a girlfriend for the first time, these 7 months were worth it, we talked like we were already dating, then I asked her to be my girlfriend, its all my fault, she said she doesn't want a relationship, I would wait my entire fucking life for this girl but she said not to, she wants to stay as friends. Fuck, maybe its God taking her away from me, I begged him to let her like me back and she did but I didnt thank him, I was ungrateful, maybe its just blackpill, if I was htn or chadlite she would say 'yesss omg' but no, im just a fucking manlet, ethnic subhuman. Even before I liked her I felt lonely but when me and her started talking, everytime we talked I felt happy, we hung out on weekends, walked home together after school, we laughed so much, and I felt like the happiest man in the world, especially last week when we started talking like we were dating, now all thats gone, I dont have her to distract myself, I feel so lonely and I am, I barely talk to anyone, well its not that I dont talk to anyone, I do, I talk to a lot of people, its just I dont have close friends who I can talk to about her, I did talk to a few I consider close and all of them respond and do all those fucking normie things 'muhhh theres more fish in the sea' and shit but when I continue talking and venting they stop responding, I feel so lonely, and its my birthday in 3 weeks, I want to hurt myself, end it all but I dont have the balls, i know this is the worst place to vent to about this but i dont care, maybe even if just 1 person here knows how I feel ill feel better. Thank you for reading, I hope you dont have to go through what I'm going through. :incel:
 
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Sorry bhai i really do hope it gets better, stay safe
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I know I sound like a pussy and I am, im tearing up righting this right now, 7 months of my FUCKING LIFe spent waiting for this girl, and at first she said no when I said I liked her and I was okay with that, but then SHE came back to ME saying she lied and that she likes me back, and I thought I had finally done it, I will have a girlfriend for the first time, these 7 months were worth it, we talked like we were already dating, then I asked her to be my girlfriend, its all my fault, she said she doesn't want a relationship, I would wait my entire fucking life for this girl but she said not to, she wants to stay as friends. Fuck, maybe its God taking her away from me, I begged him to let her like me back and she did but I didnt thank him, I was ungrateful, maybe its just blackpill, if I was htn or chadlite she would say 'yesss omg' but no, im just a fucking manlet, ethnic subhuman. Even before I liked her I felt lonely but when me and her started talking, everytime we talked I felt happy, we hung out on weekends, walked home together after school, we laughed so much, and I felt like the happiest man in the world, especially last week when we started talking like we were dating, now all thats gone, I dont have her to distract myself, I feel so lonely and I am, I barely talk to anyone, well its not that I dont talk to anyone, I do, I talk to a lot of people, its just I dont have close friends who I can talk to about her, I did talk to a few I consider close and all of them respond and do all those fucking normie things 'muhhh theres more fish in the sea' and shit but when I continue talking and venting they stop responding, I feel so lonely, and its my birthday in 3 weeks, I want to hurt myself, end it all but I dont have the balls, i know this is the worst place to vent to about this but i dont care, maybe even if just 1 person here knows how I feel ill feel better. Thank you for reading, I hope you dont have to go through what I'm going through. :incel:
you are not subhuman if she even considered you
 
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I know I sound like a pussy and I am, im tearing up righting this right now, 7 months of my FUCKING LIFe spent waiting for this girl, and at first she said no when I said I liked her and I was okay with that, but then SHE came back to ME saying she lied and that she likes me back, and I thought I had finally done it, I will have a girlfriend for the first time, these 7 months were worth it, we talked like we were already dating, then I asked her to be my girlfriend, its all my fault, she said she doesn't want a relationship, I would wait my entire fucking life for this girl but she said not to, she wants to stay as friends. Fuck, maybe its God taking her away from me, I begged him to let her like me back and she did but I didnt thank him, I was ungrateful, maybe its just blackpill, if I was htn or chadlite she would say 'yesss omg' but no, im just a fucking manlet, ethnic subhuman. Even before I liked her I felt lonely but when me and her started talking, everytime we talked I felt happy, we hung out on weekends, walked home together after school, we laughed so much, and I felt like the happiest man in the world, especially last week when we started talking like we were dating, now all thats gone, I dont have her to distract myself, I feel so lonely and I am, I barely talk to anyone, well its not that I dont talk to anyone, I do, I talk to a lot of people, its just I dont have close friends who I can talk to about her, I did talk to a few I consider close and all of them respond and do all those fucking normie things 'muhhh theres more fish in the sea' and shit but when I continue talking and venting they stop responding, I feel so lonely, and its my birthday in 3 weeks, I want to hurt myself, end it all but I dont have the balls, i know this is the worst place to vent to about this but i dont care, maybe even if just 1 person here knows how I feel ill feel better. Thank you for reading, I hope you dont have to go through what I'm going through. :incel:
yeah its fucking tough man wish i could say some inspirational shit but all i have to say is bitches come and go like the wind and dont kill urself like over some bitch no one is safe from heartbreak not even chad
 
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I know I sound like a pussy and I am, im tearing up righting this right now, 7 months of my FUCKING LIFe spent waiting for this girl, and at first she said no when I said I liked her and I was okay with that, but then SHE came back to ME saying she lied and that she likes me back, and I thought I had finally done it, I will have a girlfriend for the first time, these 7 months were worth it, we talked like we were already dating, then I asked her to be my girlfriend, its all my fault, she said she doesn't want a relationship, I would wait my entire fucking life for this girl but she said not to, she wants to stay as friends. Fuck, maybe its God taking her away from me, I begged him to let her like me back and she did but I didnt thank him, I was ungrateful, maybe its just blackpill, if I was htn or chadlite she would say 'yesss omg' but no, im just a fucking manlet, ethnic subhuman. Even before I liked her I felt lonely but when me and her started talking, everytime we talked I felt happy, we hung out on weekends, walked home together after school, we laughed so much, and I felt like the happiest man in the world, especially last week when we started talking like we were dating, now all thats gone, I dont have her to distract myself, I feel so lonely and I am, I barely talk to anyone, well its not that I dont talk to anyone, I do, I talk to a lot of people, its just I dont have close friends who I can talk to about her, I did talk to a few I consider close and all of them respond and do all those fucking normie things 'muhhh theres more fish in the sea' and shit but when I continue talking and venting they stop responding, I feel so lonely, and its my birthday in 3 weeks, I want to hurt myself, end it all but I dont have the balls, i know this is the worst place to vent to about this but i dont care, maybe even if just 1 person here knows how I feel ill feel better. Thank you for reading, I hope you dont have to go through what I'm going through. :incel:
I’m genuinely sorry to heart that.
 
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I know I sound like a pussy and I am, im tearing up righting this right now, 7 months of my FUCKING LIFe spent waiting for this girl, and at first she said no when I said I liked her and I was okay with that, but then SHE came back to ME saying she lied and that she likes me back, and I thought I had finally done it, I will have a girlfriend for the first time, these 7 months were worth it, we talked like we were already dating, then I asked her to be my girlfriend, its all my fault, she said she doesn't want a relationship, I would wait my entire fucking life for this girl but she said not to, she wants to stay as friends. Fuck, maybe its God taking her away from me, I begged him to let her like me back and she did but I didnt thank him, I was ungrateful, maybe its just blackpill, if I was htn or chadlite she would say 'yesss omg' but no, im just a fucking manlet, ethnic subhuman. Even before I liked her I felt lonely but when me and her started talking, everytime we talked I felt happy, we hung out on weekends, walked home together after school, we laughed so much, and I felt like the happiest man in the world, especially last week when we started talking like we were dating, now all thats gone, I dont have her to distract myself, I feel so lonely and I am, I barely talk to anyone, well its not that I dont talk to anyone, I do, I talk to a lot of people, its just I dont have close friends who I can talk to about her, I did talk to a few I consider close and all of them respond and do all those fucking normie things 'muhhh theres more fish in the sea' and shit but when I continue talking and venting they stop responding, I feel so lonely, and its my birthday in 3 weeks, I want to hurt myself, end it all but I dont have the balls, i know this is the worst place to vent to about this but i dont care, maybe even if just 1 person here knows how I feel ill feel better. Thank you for reading, I hope you dont have to go through what I'm going through. :incel:
friend-zoned brutal :feelswhy:
 
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I know I sound like a pussy and I am, im tearing up righting this right now, 7 months of my FUCKING LIFe spent waiting for this girl, and at first she said no when I said I liked her and I was okay with that, but then SHE came back to ME saying she lied and that she likes me back, and I thought I had finally done it, I will have a girlfriend for the first time, these 7 months were worth it, we talked like we were already dating, then I asked her to be my girlfriend, its all my fault, she said she doesn't want a relationship, I would wait my entire fucking life for this girl but she said not to, she wants to stay as friends. Fuck, maybe its God taking her away from me, I begged him to let her like me back and she did but I didnt thank him, I was ungrateful, maybe its just blackpill, if I was htn or chadlite she would say 'yesss omg' but no, im just a fucking manlet, ethnic subhuman. Even before I liked her I felt lonely but when me and her started talking, everytime we talked I felt happy, we hung out on weekends, walked home together after school, we laughed so much, and I felt like the happiest man in the world, especially last week when we started talking like we were dating, now all thats gone, I dont have her to distract myself, I feel so lonely and I am, I barely talk to anyone, well its not that I dont talk to anyone, I do, I talk to a lot of people, its just I dont have close friends who I can talk to about her, I did talk to a few I consider close and all of them respond and do all those fucking normie things 'muhhh theres more fish in the sea' and shit but when I continue talking and venting they stop responding, I feel so lonely, and its my birthday in 3 weeks, I want to hurt myself, end it all but I dont have the balls, i know this is the worst place to vent to about this but i dont care, maybe even if just 1 person here knows how I feel ill feel better. Thank you for reading, I hope you dont have to go through what I'm going through. :incel:
just take the ewo if a bitch affects u this much mentally
 
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yes bhai she said she doesnt want to lose our friendship and netiher do it so we'll just stay as friends, ill just continue to try and ascend and maybe when we're older we can try again
friend-zoned brutal :feelswhy:
 
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just take the ewo if a bitch affects u this much mentally
its my 3rd time talking to a girl like this but the closest I ever got bhai, i feel in love, every person says that, and I did, I feel a bit better, i talked to a close mutual friend of ours who we always went out with and she made me let it all out even though she has a bf she made me cry in her arms :incel:
 
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its my 3rd time talking to a girl like this but the closest I ever got bhai, i feel in love, every person says that, and I did, I feel a bit better, i talked to a close mutual friend of ours who we always went out with and she made me let it all out even though she has a bf she made me cry in her arms :incel:
L cant relate i dont befriend females
 
15 btw and she's 17 but in my same grade because she never went to school after elementary till when I entered, she's never had a bf though
 
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I know I sound like a pussy and I am, im tearing up righting this right now, 7 months of my FUCKING LIFe spent waiting for this girl, and at first she said no when I said I liked her and I was okay with that, but then SHE came back to ME saying she lied and that she likes me back, and I thought I had finally done it, I will have a girlfriend for the first time, these 7 months were worth it, we talked like we were already dating, then I asked her to be my girlfriend, its all my fault, she said she doesn't want a relationship, I would wait my entire fucking life for this girl but she said not to, she wants to stay as friends. Fuck, maybe its God taking her away from me, I begged him to let her like me back and she did but I didnt thank him, I was ungrateful, maybe its just blackpill, if I was htn or chadlite she would say 'yesss omg' but no, im just a fucking manlet, ethnic subhuman. Even before I liked her I felt lonely but when me and her started talking, everytime we talked I felt happy, we hung out on weekends, walked home together after school, we laughed so much, and I felt like the happiest man in the world, especially last week when we started talking like we were dating, now all thats gone, I dont have her to distract myself, I feel so lonely and I am, I barely talk to anyone, well its not that I dont talk to anyone, I do, I talk to a lot of people, its just I dont have close friends who I can talk to about her, I did talk to a few I consider close and all of them respond and do all those fucking normie things 'muhhh theres more fish in the sea' and shit but when I continue talking and venting they stop responding, I feel so lonely, and its my birthday in 3 weeks, I want to hurt myself, end it all but I dont have the balls, i know this is the worst place to vent to about this but i dont care, maybe even if just 1 person here knows how I feel ill feel better. Thank you for reading, I hope you dont have to go through what I'm going through. :incel:
There’s hundreds of millions of women more hot and exactly like her on the planet, instead of expanding this much energy on a single girl whose just using you as a time waster you should be hitting up other chicks even in the future if you’re in a relationship you should have a fallback if she leaves so you aren’t dependent on one girl.
 
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There’s hundreds of millions of women more hot and exactly like her on the planet, instead of expanding this much energy on a single girl whose just using you as a time waster you should be hitting up other chicks even in the future if you’re in a relationship you should have a fallback if she leaves so you aren’t dependent on one girl.
ik i sound like a bitch but i wasnt raised like that bhai, i liked this girl sm I never found any other girl or woman attractive, fuck I even stopped jerking off
 
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I know I sound like a pussy and I am, im tearing up righting this right now, 7 months of my FUCKING LIFe spent waiting for this girl, and at first she said no when I said I liked her and I was okay with that, but then SHE came back to ME saying she lied and that she likes me back, and I thought I had finally done it, I will have a girlfriend for the first time, these 7 months were worth it, we talked like we were already dating, then I asked her to be my girlfriend, its all my fault, she said she doesn't want a relationship, I would wait my entire fucking life for this girl but she said not to, she wants to stay as friends. Fuck, maybe its God taking her away from me, I begged him to let her like me back and she did but I didnt thank him, I was ungrateful, maybe its just blackpill, if I was htn or chadlite she would say 'yesss omg' but no, im just a fucking manlet, ethnic subhuman. Even before I liked her I felt lonely but when me and her started talking, everytime we talked I felt happy, we hung out on weekends, walked home together after school, we laughed so much, and I felt like the happiest man in the world, especially last week when we started talking like we were dating, now all thats gone, I dont have her to distract myself, I feel so lonely and I am, I barely talk to anyone, well its not that I dont talk to anyone, I do, I talk to a lot of people, its just I dont have close friends who I can talk to about her, I did talk to a few I consider close and all of them respond and do all those fucking normie things 'muhhh theres more fish in the sea' and shit but when I continue talking and venting they stop responding, I feel so lonely, and its my birthday in 3 weeks, I want to hurt myself, end it all but I dont have the balls, i know this is the worst place to vent to about this but i dont care, maybe even if just 1 person here knows how I feel ill feel better. Thank you for reading, I hope you dont have to go through what I'm going through.
its okay bhai theres more to life than female attention
 
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I know I sound like a pussy and I am, im tearing up righting this right now, 7 months of my FUCKING LIFe spent waiting for this girl, and at first she said no when I said I liked her and I was okay with that, but then SHE came back to ME saying she lied and that she likes me back, and I thought I had finally done it, I will have a girlfriend for the first time, these 7 months were worth it, we talked like we were already dating, then I asked her to be my girlfriend, its all my fault, she said she doesn't want a relationship, I would wait my entire fucking life for this girl but she said not to, she wants to stay as friends. Fuck, maybe its God taking her away from me, I begged him to let her like me back and she did but I didnt thank him, I was ungrateful, maybe its just blackpill, if I was htn or chadlite she would say 'yesss omg' but no, im just a fucking manlet, ethnic subhuman. Even before I liked her I felt lonely but when me and her started talking, everytime we talked I felt happy, we hung out on weekends, walked home together after school, we laughed so much, and I felt like the happiest man in the world, especially last week when we started talking like we were dating, now all thats gone, I dont have her to distract myself, I feel so lonely and I am, I barely talk to anyone, well its not that I dont talk to anyone, I do, I talk to a lot of people, its just I dont have close friends who I can talk to about her, I did talk to a few I consider close and all of them respond and do all those fucking normie things 'muhhh theres more fish in the sea' and shit but when I continue talking and venting they stop responding, I feel so lonely, and its my birthday in 3 weeks, I want to hurt myself, end it all but I dont have the balls, i know this is the worst place to vent to about this but i dont care, maybe even if just 1 person here knows how I feel ill feel better. Thank you for reading, I hope you dont have to go through what I'm going through. :incel:
i relate to you a lot with the title i worked very hard socializing being lowinhib and charismatic eventually got a lot of friends and was talking to this one female aswell who liked me a lot sending me endless messages and even getting mad everytime i didnt answer straight away but then some fucking dumbasses attention seeking faggots wanted to fucking ruin my reputation by making allegations of me being a pervert or harassing and then i lost all those things i worked very hard for now im just a fucking loser who bedrots and jerks off all day even tho some of my old friends didnt straight away abandon me they slowly started distancing themselves from me and when i tried to healthily release some of my resentment by annoying other people i ended up fucking with these two people who do some muay thai boxing or bjj and they wanted to fight me so i did and got beat up kinda badly not very the first one just gave me a slightly black eye and swolled eye and other time almost knocked me unconsious and third time the guy gave me a swollen eye and progressively worsening red eye but the eye started to get slowly better.
 
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little of an update if you even care, i forgot to mention we took a 2 week break from talking but she texted me first yesterday, she did this same thing when she said she liked me, im not gonna be delusional and think she's gonna change her mind or something:incel:
 
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little of an update if you even care, i forgot to mention we took a 2 week break from talking but she texted me first yesterday, she did this same thing when she said she liked me, im not gonna be delusional and think she's gonna change her mind or something:incel:
Bro just don't get your hopes up. If she doesn't change her mind ur chill but if she does great for you man. I wish you luck I aint gonna say nothing corny that u prolly heard a million times
 
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get dreads
 
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Bro just don't get your hopes up. If she doesn't change her mind ur chill but if she does great for you man. I wish you luck I aint gonna say nothing corny that u prolly heard a million times
thank you bhai
 
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I got friendzoned too and the girl was legit interested in me first. So fucking brutal
 
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I got friendzoned too and the girl was legit interested in me first. So fucking brutal
worst feeling bhai, atleast all the girls ive liked liked me back so theres that :incel:
 
it just couldn't be, and the earlier you accept it the better
there's no such thing as it "needing to be her"
there is an insane amount of girls (and boys) and a lot of them (more than you think) are better for you
and when you find the one that's right for you, you'll be glad things turned out the way it did ❤️ stay strong
 
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Foids only want penises 12 inches and over, end of story
 
15 btw and she's 17 but in my same grade because she never went to school after elementary till when I entered, she's never had a bf though
What country do you live in bhai that she didnt go to school after elementary school
 
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worst feeling bhai, atleast all the girls ive liked liked me back so theres that :incel:
Youre not subhuman if they all liked you back bro
 
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i relate to you a lot with the title i worked very hard socializing being lowinhib and charismatic eventually got a lot of friends and was talking to this one female aswell who liked me a lot sending me endless messages and even getting mad everytime i didnt answer straight away but then some fucking dumbasses attention seeking faggots wanted to fucking ruin my reputation by making allegations of me being a pervert or harassing and then i lost all those things i worked very hard for now im just a fucking loser who bedrots and jerks off all day even tho some of my old friends didnt straight away abandon me they slowly started distancing themselves from me and when i tried to healthily release some of my resentment by annoying other people i ended up fucking with these two people who do some muay thai boxing or bjj and they wanted to fight me so i did and got beat up kinda badly not very the first one just gave me a slightly black eye and swolled eye and other time almost knocked me unconsious and third time the guy gave me a swollen eye and progressively worsening red eye but the eye started to get slowly better.
Bro got the whole villain backstory sorry bro
 
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I know I sound like a pussy and I am, im tearing up righting this right now, 7 months of my FUCKING LIFe spent waiting for this girl, and at first she said no when I said I liked her and I was okay with that, but then SHE came back to ME saying she lied and that she likes me back, and I thought I had finally done it, I will have a girlfriend for the first time, these 7 months were worth it, we talked like we were already dating, then I asked her to be my girlfriend, its all my fault, she said she doesn't want a relationship, I would wait my entire fucking life for this girl but she said not to, she wants to stay as friends. Fuck, maybe its God taking her away from me, I begged him to let her like me back and she did but I didnt thank him, I was ungrateful, maybe its just blackpill, if I was htn or chadlite she would say 'yesss omg' but no, im just a fucking manlet, ethnic subhuman. Even before I liked her I felt lonely but when me and her started talking, everytime we talked I felt happy, we hung out on weekends, walked home together after school, we laughed so much, and I felt like the happiest man in the world, especially last week when we started talking like we were dating, now all thats gone, I dont have her to distract myself, I feel so lonely and I am, I barely talk to anyone, well its not that I dont talk to anyone, I do, I talk to a lot of people, its just I dont have close friends who I can talk to about her, I did talk to a few I consider close and all of them respond and do all those fucking normie things 'muhhh theres more fish in the sea' and shit but when I continue talking and venting they stop responding, I feel so lonely, and its my birthday in 3 weeks, I want to hurt myself, end it all but I dont have the balls, i know this is the worst place to vent to about this but i dont care, maybe even if just 1 person here knows how I feel ill feel better. Thank you for reading, I hope you dont have to go through what I'm going through. :incel:
Learn what paragraphs are. DNR
 
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it just couldn't be, and the earlier you accept it the better
there's no such thing as it "needing to be her"
there is an insane amount of girls (and boys) and a lot of them (more than you think) are better for you
and when you find the one that's right for you, you'll be glad things turned out the way it did ❤️ stay strong
thank you bhai i feel much better now but when i see her i still miss how things used to be
 
What country do you live in bhai that she didnt go to school after elementary school
not trying to reveal too much info bhai but in Central America, the reason she didnt go was because of financial issues not because i live in some 3rd world dump lol
 
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Learn what paragraphs are. DNR
talked to this foid for a few months, said she didnt like, came back saying she did, asked for a relationship, said she didnt want one
 
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not trying to reveal too much info bhai but in Central America, the reason she didnt go was because of financial issues not because i live in some 3rd world dump lol
Isnt school an obligation there?
 
thank you bhai i feel much better now but when i see her i still miss how things used to be
it's how you respond to moments like these that make you a man, just don't dwell on it and as corny as it sounds try use that energy you have into bettering yourself, and don't pin your hopes on it but maybe she'll change her mind❤️good luck and happy early birthday
 
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I know I sound like a pussy and I am, im tearing up righting this right now, 7 months of my FUCKING LIFe spent waiting for this girl, and at first she said no when I said I liked her and I was okay with that, but then SHE came back to ME saying she lied and that she likes me back, and I thought I had finally done it, I will have a girlfriend for the first time, these 7 months were worth it, we talked like we were already dating, then I asked her to be my girlfriend, its all my fault, she said she doesn't want a relationship, I would wait my entire fucking life for this girl but she said not to, she wants to stay as friends. Fuck, maybe its God taking her away from me, I begged him to let her like me back and she did but I didnt thank him, I was ungrateful, maybe its just blackpill, if I was htn or chadlite she would say 'yesss omg' but no, im just a fucking manlet, ethnic subhuman. Even before I liked her I felt lonely but when me and her started talking, everytime we talked I felt happy, we hung out on weekends, walked home together after school, we laughed so much, and I felt like the happiest man in the world, especially last week when we started talking like we were dating, now all thats gone, I dont have her to distract myself, I feel so lonely and I am, I barely talk to anyone, well its not that I dont talk to anyone, I do, I talk to a lot of people, its just I dont have close friends who I can talk to about her, I did talk to a few I consider close and all of them respond and do all those fucking normie things 'muhhh theres more fish in the sea' and shit but when I continue talking and venting they stop responding, I feel so lonely, and its my birthday in 3 weeks, I want to hurt myself, end it all but I dont have the balls, i know this is the worst place to vent to about this but i dont care, maybe even if just 1 person here knows how I feel ill feel better. Thank you for reading, I hope you dont have to go through what I'm going through. :incel:
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Yea same shit
Nothing matters
Years pass we will be incels still
Because women have enormous standards
It's impossible to attract them
We delude ourselves thinking women want relationships, no they want fun. Women are not men.
 
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I know I sound like a pussy and I am, im tearing up righting this right now, 7 months of my FUCKING LIFe spent waiting for this girl, and at first she said no when I said I liked her and I was okay with that, but then SHE came back to ME saying she lied and that she likes me back, and I thought I had finally done it, I will have a girlfriend for the first time, these 7 months were worth it, we talked like we were already dating, then I asked her to be my girlfriend, its all my fault, she said she doesn't want a relationship, I would wait my entire fucking life for this girl but she said not to, she wants to stay as friends. Fuck, maybe its God taking her away from me, I begged him to let her like me back and she did but I didnt thank him, I was ungrateful, maybe its just blackpill, if I was htn or chadlite she would say 'yesss omg' but no, im just a fucking manlet, ethnic subhuman. Even before I liked her I felt lonely but when me and her started talking, everytime we talked I felt happy, we hung out on weekends, walked home together after school, we laughed so much, and I felt like the happiest man in the world, especially last week when we started talking like we were dating, now all thats gone, I dont have her to distract myself, I feel so lonely and I am, I barely talk to anyone, well its not that I dont talk to anyone, I do, I talk to a lot of people, its just I dont have close friends who I can talk to about her, I did talk to a few I consider close and all of them respond and do all those fucking normie things 'muhhh theres more fish in the sea' and shit but when I continue talking and venting they stop responding, I feel so lonely, and its my birthday in 3 weeks, I want to hurt myself, end it all but I dont have the balls, i know this is the worst place to vent to about this but i dont care, maybe even if just 1 person here knows how I feel ill feel better. Thank you for reading, I hope you dont have to go through what I'm going through.
I feel sorry for you and I hope you find the one bro, but whatever you do, dont hurt yourself especially over a girl, no woman is worth hurting yourself for, hope you feel better bro.
 
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I feel sorry for you and I hope you find the one bro, but whatever you do, dont hurt yourself especially over a girl, no woman is worth hurting yourself for, hope you feel better bro.
i feel better bro thank you bhai ❤️
 

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