car12345
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Im always pretty self aware about my looks, sometimes i try to cope tho, wich i did for the last few days until today i got mogged by like 5 different chads and all of them are like around 2 meters. and its just so fucking annoying to leave my house even my room. of course my fucking father doesnt want me to get surgery (lefort)(not because of money) (i even have breathing problems jfl), because muhh "i dont need it". Like its genuinely getting harder everyday, i usually cope with my carrer and intelligence but even then i still realize at the end of the day im not that inteligent i will most likely never be someone like einstein. Espcaially bad it gets because my fucking carrer is so annoying rn, in school everything is way too easy or just plain stupid, even teachers are just using ai for anything now, then at work i get completly fucked because no one likes me and then i cant learn anything. this bullshit just makes me so tired that i dont have energy for anything. Leaving my room genuinely has no benefit for me, its like a constant state of humiliation and bullying. Found out recently i have asthma, but thats besides the point kinda, but im hoping to soon go to an doctor because of my breathing (nose maxilla and stuff) and maybe if im super lucky he'll mention surgery, but even then im unsure if my fathers gonna let me do that. this is just all bullshit, i need to stop coping, i think ill try to predict like how my life will turn out, but the awnser is super obvious its only gonna get worse. So i would probably do myself a big favor if i just give up now. Anyways the RAM prices are pretty bad tho ig
