became even more blackpilled recently after a brutal realisation at a cafe

[ascensionneeeded]

i was speaking to my girlfriend (who’s, in a way, annoyingly very attractive). i remember speaking to her and i took notice to the way my mouth was moving and the way i could feel the folds in my mouth and face moving. it’s then that i also felt my forward-set eyes in my skull and i suddenly got an indescribable feeling. i had the feeling that my actions came from a body that i hadn’t accepted. i think for my whole life i subconsciously associated myself as somewhat attractive and lived through this thought when loving day to day life. it was then that i realised all these bad features and insecurities i have are with me in my everyday life. the ugly guy i see in the camera when im not squinting and using angles, that’s genuinely me. like i recently realised that im ACTUALLY ugly and i realised in real-time which was just disgusting. it’s a feeling i really can’t describe but i just felt ugly and the connection linked to how ive viewed myself in my lowest lows of insecurity. idk man

 

[datboijj]

True

 

[Rater727]

your gf is fucking me right now (the chad)

 

[Incelforeever]

intersting

 

[Xenothe1st_]

i was speaking to my girlfriend (who’s, in a way, annoyingly very attractive). i remember speaking to her and i took notice to the way my mouth was moving and the way i could feel the folds in my mouth and face moving. it’s then that i also felt my forward-set eyes in my skull and i suddenly got an indescribable feeling. i had the feeling that my actions came from a body that i hadn’t accepted. i think for my whole life i subconsciously associated myself as somewhat attractive and lived through this thought when loving day to day life. it was then that i realised all these bad features and insecurities i have are with me in my everyday life. the ugly guy i see in the camera when im not squinting and using angles, that’s genuinely me. like i recently realised that im ACTUALLY ugly and i realised in real-time which was just disgusting. it’s a feeling i really can’t describe but i just felt ugly and the connection linked to how ive viewed myself in my lowest lows of insecurity. idk man

DNR but I'll give you a rep