Becoming an adult as an ND subhuman loser is surreal

[iblamemandible7]

I'm fucking scared bro

I spent all my time LDARing because it was the only thing I could do

And now I'm about to be my own person and have to do shit

When I see other niggas born the same year as me, they're so far ahead it's insane

I feel no motivation to move forward with my life

But it's out of my control now

 

[iblamemandible7]

I lost the genetic lottery in almost every way possible but I still have to put on an act every day and pretend I'm anything but subhuman, I have to put on that act every day for the rest of my life, it's actually over

 

[iblamemandible7]

I used to be able to hide behind my age and avoid responsibility, now the same people who were okay with that are starting to lose patience quick and get kinda pissed at me

 

[Clqs]

I used to be able to hide behind my age and avoid responsibility, now the same people who were okay with that are starting to lose patience quick and get kinda pissed at me

How old are ya

 

[iblamemandible7]

How old are ya

Turning 18 soon

 

[Clqs]

Turning 18 soon

You can still ldar until 23-25, that's when niggas finish uni and move out of their parents house

 

[deathisseks]

Turning 18 soon

it will only get worse

 

[svarddre]

Lock in pal

 

[Saint Casanova]

It’s time to be proactive and actually do something with your life.

 

[iblamemandible7]

Lock in pal

I'm ND bro, idk how to lock in , it's over

 

[3pslnoharmony]

 

[iblamemandible7]

You can still ldar until 23-25, that's when niggas finish uni and move out of their parents house

I can but everyone will hate me, I can deal with hating myself but not everybody around me doing the same, that's js too much

 

[iblamemandible7]

it will only get worse

It's over

 

[trashbinxoxo]

same deal here. i wish i could give advice but im stuck in my situation

 

[Cicciosudmaxxer]

Start doing something then bhai

 

[3pslnoharmony]

Start doing something then bhai

Wish it was that easy

 

[iblamemandible7]

Start doing something then bhai

Every time I try to do something I get hurt

My face is so bad people genuinely get a worse mood when they see me

And from so many years of isolating myself I basically turned myself retarded

I literally don't even know how to speak to people, during conversations my mind goes blank

And I do weird shit with my hands in public or walk weird and everyone looks at me

Or say the wrong thing at the wrong time in the wrong tone

I see no way out

 

[iblamemandible7]

All I can do in life is complain because that's all my genetics are equipped for

If I was born 500 years ago I wouldn't have survived past 5 probably

My genetics have made me a victim for my entire life and I can't overcome them no matter how hard I try

 

[Cicciosudmaxxer]

I see no way out

Only way is to go through enough despair to the point where doing shit is the only way out

Staying awake until late pondering time passing and your own suffering until you can’t take it anymore and just decide to go and do shit js bc it’d be better than rotting more

Also try to surround yourself w people that are trying to achieve something, even if they’re nd and retarded it’s better than nothing

 

[hyoid]

get whitepilled bhai

dont give up on catching up to other people ur age

 

[R@m@]

Do drugs, become low inhib, live your life

 

[Never Get Up]

 

[iblamemandible7]

Only way is to go through enough despair to the point where doing shit is the only way out

Staying awake until late pondering time passing and your own suffering until you can’t take it anymore and just decide to go and do shit js bc it’d be better than rotting more

Also try to surround yourself w people that are trying to achieve something, even if they’re nd and retarded it’s better than nothing

My family split apart when I was 6, I was yelled at almost every day at one point and saw physical violence, I was born nearly blind with a lazy eye, sub3 face, short, I was called cyclops in school, isolated, treated like I was nothing, clowned on behind my back, started going bald at 16 and really balding now, I've never felt anything to truly look forward to in my life, only surviving day by day, these aren't excuses but just explanations, throughout all of this despair in my life, the only thing I could do is escape through one way or another, I am addicted to escaping and the only place where I'm happy is anywhere that isn't my own life, I think about how everything went wrong every night as I close my eyes, I'm too abused dog mentally to even take the first step toward anything because I know deep down it's all useless, I don't expect advice anyways because there is none, I just lost

 

[deathisseks]

Every time I try to do something I get hurt

My face is so bad people genuinely get a worse mood when they see me

And from so many years of isolating myself I basically turned myself retarded

I literally don't even know how to speak to people, during conversations my mind goes blank

And I do weird shit with my hands in public or walk weird and everyone looks at me

Or say the wrong thing at the wrong time in the wrong tone

I see no way out

you just like me twin

 

[deathisseks]

View attachment 4024504

tearing up so inspirational

 

[deathisseks]

My family split apart when I was 6, I was yelled at almost every day at one point and saw physical violence, I was born nearly blind with a lazy eye, sub3 face, short, I was called cyclops in school, isolated, treated like I was nothing, clowned on behind my back, started going bald at 16 and really balding now, I've never felt anything to truly look forward to in my life, only surviving day by day, these aren't excuses but just explanations, throughout all of this despair in my life, the only thing I could do is escape through one way or another, I am addicted to escaping and the only place where I'm happy is anywhere that isn't my own life, I think about how everything went wrong every night as I close my eyes, I'm too abused dog mentally to even take the first step toward anything because I know deep down it's all useless, I don't expect advice anyways because there is none, I just lost

literally me. but i promise you are not as ugly as you say

 

[deathisseks]

also pm if you want to talk about it since i am going through a similar stage in life

 

[Squidwardmaxx]

I was born nearly blind with a lazy eye, sub3 face, short

Deeply=Molnár Péter?????????

 

[iblamemandible7]

literally me. but i promise you are not as ugly as you say

You flatter me nigga but you don't understand, I have 0 redeeming features, shit pheno, shit dimorphism, shit ratios, shit eyes, shit jaw, shit chin, shit hair, I lost at everything, I think there's no way out

You know you're a truecel when everything you say about yourself sounds like bitching and groaning, when it's only reality

 

[deathisseks]

You flatter me nigga but you don't understand, I have 0 redeeming features, shit pheno, shit dimorphism, shit ratios, shit eyes, shit jaw, shit chin, shit hair, I lost at everything, I think there's no way out

You know you're a truecel when everything you say about yourself sounds like bitching and groaning, when it's only reality

you cant be uglier than me thats for a fact

 

[deathisseks]

You flatter me nigga but you don't understand, I have 0 redeeming features, shit pheno, shit dimorphism, shit ratios, shit eyes, shit jaw, shit chin, shit hair, I lost at everything, I think there's no way out

You know you're a truecel when everything you say about yourself sounds like bitching and groaning, when it's only reality

i have no redeeming feature aswell

 

[iblamemandible7]

also pm if you want to talk about it since i am going through a similar stage in life

Apprecaite it my nigga, sorry about that, it's no way to live life

 

[Cicciosudmaxxer]

I'm too abused dog mentally to even take the first step toward anything because I know deep down it's all useless, I don't expect advice anyways because there is none, I just lost

damn feel bad for you man
Only way I see is through a good psychologist/psychiatrist

 

[iblamemandible7]

Do drugs, become low inhib, live your life

I did for a little while, that was the best point in my life, but my body is too weak to handle them and eventually they caused more suffering to my health, I had to leave the illusion

 

[iblamemandible7]

damn feel bad for you man
Only way I see is through a good psychologist/psychiatrist

I saw a psychologist for a while and it was so useless jflllll, nigga was like, muh just breathe in and out, muh just exercise, muh write a list on paper or sum shit

Now I js talk to chatgpt for hours and let it feed me cope

 

[Cicciosudmaxxer]

I saw a psychologist for a while and it was so useless jflllll, nigga was like, muh just breathe in and out, muh just exercise, muh write a list on paper or sum shit

Now I js talk to chatgpt for hours and let it feed me cope

You gotta be careful w which one you go to
I used to see this bitch that would just treat me like a foid
Anytime I had a problem she would basically tell me to not take any responsibility and just cope

 

[iblamemandible7]

Fucking hate my life man seriously fuck my life how did I get this unlucky

I think god hates me and took his anger out when making me

Maybe because my ancestors were pieces of shit , my life is one big run on curse

 

[iblamemandible7]

Anytime I had a problem she would basically tell me to not take any responsibility and just cope

Lowkey based

 

[holdenbaucom]

I'm ND bro, idk how to lock in , it's over

you can’t be serious. no matter what, even if you’re ND, you can still lock in. even a slight ascension and healthy lifestyle will greatly improve your quality of life.

 

[holdenbaucom]

I'm ND bro, idk how to lock in , it's over

you can’t be serious. no matter what, even if you’re ND, you can still lock in. even a slight ascension and healthy lifestyle will greatly improve your quality of life.

 

[Cicciosudmaxxer]

Lowkey based

It is if you’re attractive and successful
Def not if you’re not in a good position bc it just stops you from wanting to change

 

[iblamemandible7]

you can’t be serious. no matter what, even if you’re ND, you can still lock in. even a slight ascension and healthy lifestyle will greatly improve your quality of life.

Not looking for pity when I say this, there's genuinely no slight ascension for me. Every feature you can imagine on my face is the wrong shape in the wrong place, I am giga fucking recessed with short face syndrome, zero fucking chin, norwooding, crooked ass face, t50 eyes, 5'9, wristcel, framelet, etc etc

Out of all these things the worst is ND, I don't know how to fix it bro, because as an ND you need at least some positive social reinforcement, but you don't get any when you're a true subhuman, I'm a fucking weirdo and can't escape it because everybody has lowkey forced me into this stereotype that is now my life, every time I try to do something the universe makes sure it doesn't go right, or the jews or whatever jfl

 

[iblamemandible7]

I have gyno too from fin JFL, CAN YOU FUCKING BELIEVE IT BRO, BELOW 1% CHANCE OF GETTING THIS SHIT AND I MANAGE TO WIN THE LOTTERY AGAIN, THIS HAS TO BE GOD AT WORK OR SOMETHING BECAUSE THESE ODDS DON'T HAPPEN NATURALLY TO 1 PERSON, 1% ON TOP OF 1% ON TOP OF 1%

 

[holdenbaucom]

Not looking for pity when I say this, there's genuinely no slight ascension for me. Every feature you can imagine on my face is the wrong shape in the wrong place, I am giga fucking recessed with short face syndrome, zero fucking chin, norwooding, crooked ass face, t50 eyes, 5'9, wristcel, framelet, etc etc

Out of all these things the worst is ND, I don't know how to fix it bro, because as an ND you need at least some positive social reinforcement, but you don't get any when you're a true subhuman, I'm a fucking weirdo and can't escape it because everybody has lowkey forced me into this stereotype that is now my life, every time I try to do something the universe makes sure it doesn't go right, or the jews or whatever jfl

pm me with pictures. i seriously doubt that you have absolutely no chance.

 

[iblamemandible7]

pm me with pictures. i seriously doubt that you have absolutely no chance.

Nah bro I can't do it to myself

Just imagine me as an objective 2.5-3/10

1 guy here described me as severely deformed

And that's just my face, I'm manlet and high inhib ND on top of that

 

[holdenbaucom]

just say your lying about everything atp. how can i believe your not just seeking attention without proof. not trying to be insulting in any way btw.

 

[laworg]

I'm fucking scared bro

I spent all my time LDARing because it was the only thing I could do

And now I'm about to be my own person and have to do shit

When I see other niggas born the same year as me, they're so far ahead it's insane

I feel no motivation to move forward with my life

But it's out of my control now

Slave

 

[Slayfer]

I literally don't even know how to speak to people, during conversations my mind goes blank

And I do weird shit with my hands in public or walk weird and everyone looks at me

Or say the wrong thing at the wrong time in the wrong tone

I have to push through the same things, great description.

 

[iblamemandible7]

I have to push through the same things, great description.

How do you cope with it bro ts so embarassing

 

[superpsycho]

i am behind all of my peers in physical, mental, and emotional development