lolRexer
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My English isn’t the best so I’m already sorry 
Lowkey I have always had friends who were diagnosed with autism etc and I was always considered a weird kid. Some time at around 9th grade I got my first girlfriend – she was also weird as fuck, but I gained confidence because of her and I didn’t care what people thought of me, so I started making jokes in class. I was still weird but some of the more popular kids started giving me attention and I liked it. I also ditched my old friends.
I started changing, going home and thinking for hours what can I do to stop being weird. It genuinely annoyed me that the “cooler” kids still made fun of me and I was always speechless when it happened. I would just shut up or come up with a corny response.
So I watched how kids respond and I realized you can just mimic a weird voice, like a squeaky nerdy and annoying voice, and yell something like “please stop.” It needs to be obvious on purpose you’re mimicking a voice, and that kind of stopped the people from making fun of me.
Then I realized I sit weird, I dress weird. I started copying the style, the way I sit, the way I hold stuff, because I have this ND thing of playing with my hands. So I switched it for cigarettes when I’m around people and nervous. I started trying to make fun of everything.
Broke up with my girlfriend – she was just too weird for me at that point. And so now I’m only rising and I mask my ND.
I just wanna let y’all know I ditched my old friends and my girlfriend all to become a bit more people and less corny – you decide if it’s worth it but I now get invited to everything and my life has improved so much
Lowkey I have always had friends who were diagnosed with autism etc and I was always considered a weird kid. Some time at around 9th grade I got my first girlfriend – she was also weird as fuck, but I gained confidence because of her and I didn’t care what people thought of me, so I started making jokes in class. I was still weird but some of the more popular kids started giving me attention and I liked it. I also ditched my old friends.
I started changing, going home and thinking for hours what can I do to stop being weird. It genuinely annoyed me that the “cooler” kids still made fun of me and I was always speechless when it happened. I would just shut up or come up with a corny response.
So I watched how kids respond and I realized you can just mimic a weird voice, like a squeaky nerdy and annoying voice, and yell something like “please stop.” It needs to be obvious on purpose you’re mimicking a voice, and that kind of stopped the people from making fun of me.
Then I realized I sit weird, I dress weird. I started copying the style, the way I sit, the way I hold stuff, because I have this ND thing of playing with my hands. So I switched it for cigarettes when I’m around people and nervous. I started trying to make fun of everything.
Broke up with my girlfriend – she was just too weird for me at that point. And so now I’m only rising and I mask my ND.
I just wanna let y’all know I ditched my old friends and my girlfriend all to become a bit more people and less corny – you decide if it’s worth it but I now get invited to everything and my life has improved so much
