luuk
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I’ve been working on a uni project and have had to be in early in the morning and working late at night
But I also procrastinate and rot loads so I waste even more time and still have deadlines
So I’ve had to compensate for the lost sleep with stims to perform
Its Friday now I’ve been doing this since monday and its taking its toll
I feel a little schizo, my nervous system is dulled but also very reactive, sensitive to certain sounds and I keep things not as they are, but whatever my nervous system processes them as with shitty vision and a fried nervous system
Going to bed, I’m gonna finish my last bit of work tomorrow and sleepmaxx for like 20 hours and go sober for a while
But I also procrastinate and rot loads so I waste even more time and still have deadlines
So I’ve had to compensate for the lost sleep with stims to perform
Its Friday now I’ve been doing this since monday and its taking its toll
I feel a little schizo, my nervous system is dulled but also very reactive, sensitive to certain sounds and I keep things not as they are, but whatever my nervous system processes them as with shitty vision and a fried nervous system
Going to bed, I’m gonna finish my last bit of work tomorrow and sleepmaxx for like 20 hours and go sober for a while