Being a lifelong jester got me nowhere

[VohnnyBoy]

My whole life I’ve been a class clown, jester, funny guy everyone loves etc… it was useless. No matter how much people have told me they loved me and considered me as their friend, the moment I’ve needed help or stood up for myself, everyone left me
Why am I cursed like this

 

[asdvek]

Then don't jester

Heheheheh

 

[VohnnyBoy]

Then don't jester

Heheheheh

I’ve stopped already. Now I drink alone at park lol

 

[asdvek]

I’ve stopped already. Now I drink alone at park lol

Damn..

 

[VohnnyBoy]

Damn..

How old are you

 

[asdvek]

How old are you

19

 

[VohnnyBoy]

up

 

[Acquiescence]

I feel like it got me a social circle and NT life experiences (still KV tho bc invisible 5/10 at max), but then again that’s probably cope and I always had enough inherent looks and NT to achieve that no matter what I did

 

[cytoplasm]

I feel like it got me a social circle and NT life experiences (still KV tho bc invisible 5/10 at max),

Unless you're legit subhuman having a circle shouldve gotten you laid pretty easily

 

[Acquiescence]

Unless you're legit subhuman having a circle shouldve gotten you laid pretty easily

I had a small handful of chances with LTB-MTBs but I fucked up because high inhib mentalcel

Nowadays with rampant looksflation it’s completely over. Even if I manage to hit HTN with surgeries

 

[VohnnyBoy]

u

 

[MangoLover]

My whole life I’ve been a class clown, jester, funny guy everyone loves etc… it was useless. No matter how much people have told me they loved me and considered me as their friend, the moment I’ve needed help or stood up for myself, everyone left me
Why am I cursed like this

Whenever I needed someone they were never there but when I don't need someone they were always there, life is confusing

 

[ngannou]

Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ