Being attracted to women feels disgusting

[SharpOrange]

Every time I see an attractive woman out and about it just fundamentally messes me up. I feel like I'm just being taunted with what I can never have and could never want. Knowing full well I'm undeserving and that I'd be disgusted and hated if I ever tried talking to one. I've let my sexuality diminish over the years, trying to train myself away from it, but it's still not at zero. It's loathsome, it's disgusting, and every time I look at someone the self loathing kicks in again. I want to speak to one more than anything, but I have to resist. Every day is a constant struggle against my all consuming urge to speak to a person, but I know if I do that, I'll commit the grave and unforgivable sin of inflicting my loathsome, disgusting presence on some poor innocent soul, force them to SPEAK to me.

 

[incelincel]

just look at men

 

[aaronbp]

 

[jl25]

be gay then nigga

being a fag never hurt anyone

 

[LTNUser]

What no pussy and deficit of women in life(except mother/family members) does to a man
@Swarthy Knight can you confirm ?

 

[GumcelFaicel]

just say you gay nigga its fine to be a fag

 

[Swarthy Knight]

What no pussy and deficit of women in life(except mother/family members) does to a man
@Swarthy Knight can you confirm ?

I can sorta understand him bhai. A lot of women are terrible ppl, so being strongly attracted to them can make you feel shame