Nope im not
Then get on some medication it genuinely makes life easier.
I live in a third world country
Same
Brutal, lowkey same but you can still get medication though. It would be a bit more expensive.
i have aspd and adhd and there's not one day where I wish I didn't have them. I love the feeling of being emotionally dull I used to try to keep an emotional mask on all the time but eventually when I was around 14, my parents noticed that every apology and every emotion displayed on my face was fake, so they sent me to therapy. After about three months of therapy, I thought I convinced the therapist that it was fine, but somehow she saw through me and slapped me with a aspd diagnosis. The only part that is a pain in the ass is the diagnosis since it limits me from doing some things I would never want to change the way I think since anyone limited by emotions just ends up making bad choices. Making decisions based on emotions is a huge weakness . I've given up on trying to be normal I spent all day destroying people bit by bit, in fact, that's the only reason I'm on this website right now. Nothing matters unless it benefits you since you believe your existence is cursed make it other peoples problems, not your own unless you have low IQ because then you can't mask yourself and you won't be able blend in so you'll just look like an emotionally awkward guy if you want my advice go to group therapy and throw sadistic and depressing thoughts into the air and watch the other people slowly unravel and if that doesn't make you feel a sense of power then you were probably misdiagnosed or a very high functioning
